"I believe that the heart does go on"
Celine Dion (My heart will go on"
                                                      
Not many years have gone by

but it feels like a millennium

I have grown over the crush(I think)

I have seen many other boys

but I'm never attracted to them like I was to you

I am no longer the girl who feels insecure

and no longer let's others determine who I am

I guess living a toxic environment gave me room to grow

I have spilled the secret to a few new friends

who have no idea who you are

I don't exactly where you are

but if I wanted to know

I have a couple of old friends who could tell me

Though I rather not reignite an old flame

which I may not be able to put out this time

If the universe wants us to meet, we shall meet

Maybe by that time, I will have the balls to tell you everything

Until then, we shall continue sailing in our different directions

Nevertheless you still have place in my heart

You were my first crush
Fin
                                                       

And that's the end readers hope you I loved it.

I kinda feel still embarrassed sharing this but what the hell, every secret must come on way or the other.

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                                            M.J