I'm lying in bed when Luca comes in and sits on my bed.

"Hey uhm i have even worser news i can't give you those pills." He says.

I sit up." What do you mean." I wanted to trow him out my room because from just now about them telling it to that bitch but i wanna know why?

"Well if i give you those pills it may effect you." He says.

"Why could it infect me?" I ask.

"Well your about 4 months pregnant then does that pill not work and it will effect you." He says.

"What i-i don't wanna raise a baby?!" I say.

"I'm sorry Amor I can't do anything." He says standing up.

He walks out.

I'm sitting on my bed all confused.

Then a idea shot in my head.

First sleep and then mid midnight go downstairs.

For several hours i'm laying down on my bed not closing my eyes.

I look up to my clock and see its 2am.

I sit up and decided to go downstairs now.

Hopefully there is no one downstairs.

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I walk downstairs slowly so that no one wakes up.

I walk to the kitchen and see that there is no one.

I grab a knife but before i stake myself i think for a bit.

Should i do this?

Of course! You wanna raise a baby up with your uncles eyes?

Flashback

"Where are you staring at?" My uncle yells at me.

I'm sitting on the couch while my aunt is trying to heal my wond.

I came downstairs while my uncle and aunt had a client.

Not a good moment to go downstairs.

I'm lucky they are helping me.....

"Your lucky we're helping you young lady!" My aunt say to me while putting a bandage on my stomach.

Like i said...

When i came down the client saw me and he immediately threatening my uncle and aunt.

And when they said no to him he shot me in my stomach.

For the first time they cared about me so I thought.

"If you think we care about you then your wrong. We only keep you alive because you keep us alive with your bloody money!" My uncle say and chuckles.

My aunt laugh."Now go upstairs i don't wanna see you anymore even tomorrow just go straight to school!" My aunt yells.

I stand up and walk upstairs with tears in my eyes.

Why does this hurt so much? They tell me those things everytime but i'm still crying about it?

End of flashback

I got snapped out of my flashbacks by someone calling my name.

Or not someone more people are calling my name.

My eyes are blurry. I don't even know from what. Tears or still from the flashback.

Finally i see something and I realize i'm still standing against the kitchen corner with an knife in my hands.

I look to my side and see Anthonio and Luca standing in the kitchen room.

When i look to my other side i see Elio and lorenzo.

Where are my other brothers.

Probably sleeping

Oh right its the middle of night

"Piccola why are you up so late?" Luca ask concerned.

I look up to him.

There begins the blurry sight again nice.

"And why are you holding a knife?" Lorenzo ask looking confused.

I look at the knife in my hand.

I feel tears running down on my cheeks.

I'm sobbing in the kitchen with an knife in my hand and a few brothers are looking at me like what the fuck are you doing or thinking?

Well brothers i just want to go....

Or actually this child in my stomach.

I look at elio and say." I-i'm sorry..."

"What do you-" but he couldn't finish.

TW: IF YOU CANT READ SH THEN SKIP THIS!

I hold the knife pointed at my stomach.

I look behind lorenzo and luca and see the other brothers running.

They look shocked when they see me holding the knife and pointing at my stomach.

Everything seems to go in slomo....

I hear Lorenzo and Luca yelling no and the others are gasping while i look at them i stake the knife in my stomach.

I feel a sharp pain and i look at Elio running towards me.

While i'm falling down i see a blurry shadow running towards me and holding me before i hit the ground.

I'm weak but i'm awake only I don't really see anything because of my eyes full of tears.

I feel a finger wiping my tears away and i can see something.

I see Elio leaning over me with tears in his eyes holding my head from the ground.

I look to the other side and see Luca also with tears in his eyes.

I look back at Elio and say." I-i'm sorry...."

"Just hold on Amora...." He says and look at luca and nods.

Why does he nod?

Then I realize the knife is still in me.

I look at the knife in my stomach and see an hand coming towards it.

Its Luca. He looks at me i can feel it.

I lay my head down on Elio's hand and prepare on the pain.

And then i can feel the knife getting pulled out of my stomach.

I want to scream in pain but thats the problem it doesn't hurt that much.

Just s little sting.

That's not good is it?

No of course that's not good! That means you used to it!

Of course i am used to it i got knifes in me every day a few times.

The next thing i know is Elio's face full with tears. Then i see black....

Elio

I'm sitting in my office when i feel thirsty. I look up to my shock its almost 2am.

As i walk out of my office i see lorenzo also walking down.

"What are you doing up so late?" I ask h walking next to him.

He is basically sleeping here every night he doesn't have anywhere else to go and we're basically family to him.

"I could ask you the same." He says while we walk into the kitchen.

To my shock i see Amora standing in the kitchen with an knife in het hand?

When i look further i see Luca and Anthonio standing there also confused on what Amora is doing.

"Stellina?" I say.

I look at lorenzo confused. She must be in a trans.

"Amora?" Lorenzo say now.

"Piccolaaaa?" Anthonio yells.

That took her out of trans i see her blinking.

She looks up to me with tears in her eyes. I see the pain in her eyes.

I hate seeing her like this. I hate seeing my baby sister like this.

Then Luca ask concerned." Piccola why are you up so late?"

I look at Amora and i can see she is struggling to answer.

"And why are you holding a knife?" Lorenzo ask looking confused.

I turn and look at him shaking my head.

I know what she wants to do.

Luca told me that she couldn't took those abortion pills it would kill her. So i said to him that se couldn't take it.

Laat time i saw her was the fight this afternoon about me or our brothers telling everything she's been trough to Lilah. And she got pissed.

I haven't seen her that angry before.

One moment i just wished that i never told her but its for het own good. She needs a woman to talk to not only her brothers.

Now she wants to take the life of her child in her stomach. I get that but she could die too!

Then she looks at me with tears streaming down on her cheeks and says." I-i'm sorry..."

"What do you-" but i couldn't finish.

She hold the knife pointed at her stomach.

I look in her eyes when she looks at Lorenzo she has fear in her eyes.

I can hear footsteps and see that the other brothers come running into the kitchen.

They immediately stop running when they saw Amora holding a knife to her stomach.

Everything seems to go in slomo....
Like in a movie or something

I hear Lorenzo and Luca yelling no and the others are gasping while i look at Amora staking herself in the stomach.

I scream her name and run towards her.

I was just in time before she hits the ground.

Me and luca are both leaning above Amora.

I can see that she is struggling with seeing something because of her tears.

I wipe her tears away with my thumb snd my other hand holding her hand from the hard floor.

I have tears in my eyes of thinking i would lose my baby sister.

Not again. Not again!

I look up to Luca he had also tears in his eyes.

I know that's not good because he is an doctor.

Then i hear Amora struggling to say something i look at her again and she says."I-i'm sorry...."

I hate her breaking voice when she cries.

"Just hold on Amora...." i say and look at luca and i nod.

The knife is still in her stomach.

I can see at amora's face that she doesn't understand.

Then i can see the realization in her eyes.

I feel a weight on my hand and i can see she is getting prepared.

I looks at luca one last time then at Amora.

And i see in my I see in the corner of my eye that Luca takes the knife out of her stomach.

I prepared on a heavy scream if my baby sister but the only thing i can hear is gasping of my brothers and lorenzo.

I can see in Amora's eyes that she is in pain but she didn't scream or move. Nothing.

That can't be good.

Luca is also confused.

I see that Amora closes her eyes and then i'm back into reality.

"Uhm luca bring her to your room and take care of her." I say.

He nods and i say one last thing before he walks out with Amora in his arms." And look if she is still you know...." I say.

"Enzo and carlo go with Luca and the rest just wait until we get the results." I say and i sit down while the go upstairs.

"Why not hospital elio?" Guiliano ask.

I sit at the table with my head in my hands.

I sigh as i look up.

I probably got red puffy eyes.

"That's to dangerous there is someone who wants to kill her remember." I say.

Its true but also because i trust my brother more then the hospital.

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A/n:

How is it gonna end for Amora?
Is the baby dead or not?

I hope so....