e l e v e n

quick an; sorry for the confusion from the last chapter. lina said jimin's name purely because she was having a panic/anxiety attack whilst thinking of him and she was worried. jimin wasn't there, he's still in the hospital. the blonde boy who caught her was yoongi because he also goes to the sessions and they're kind of friends. again, sorry for the confusion! 


also, i accidently wrote this chapter with no capitals bc for some reason i thought this was a no-capitals book. oops, my bad. next chapter will be different




"lina, can you hear me?" the concerned voice belonging to yejun asked as he watched the girl's eyes slowly flutter open. 


she had been placed onto a sofa in the one of the many corridors of the building, the only comfortable place that they could think of. she sat up slowly, confused and disorientated.


"jimin," she croaked whilst looking around. instead of seeing the pair of eyes which she loved, she saw concerned, sympathetic glances as yoongi, yejun and subin sat around her. "where is jimin?"


"he's in the hospital, lina." subin spoke up in a surprisingly kind yet worried tone.


"did he do it again?" she suddenly climbed off the sofa, stumbling slightly due to the sudden dizziness it caused her. "oh my god, no -- is he okay?" 


she began to feel panic rise inside of her chest once again, but was cut off my yoongi. 


"he's fine, lina. he hasn't done it again. he's in the mental health hospital, don't you remember? he's getting better."


"oh," she sighed -- in both relief and confusion -- before sitting back down onto the sofa. "i remember now. why was i sleeping on the sofa, anyway?" 


the three looked towards each other, panicked. they didn't know whether to tell lina about her attack incase it triggered another, but she deserved to know. subin was the first to step closer to lina and sit beside her on the sofa. 


"you had a panic attack, lina. it was really bad, you couldn't catch your breath properly. i was really worried about you." 


"what happened?" lina asked with confusion in her tone. 


"i don't even know, you just freaked out. you said jimin's name before you passed out." 


"i've been really worried about him," she admitted quietly and looked down. "i think that's why it must have happened." 


"lina," yejun spoke up. "i know you probably don't want to hear this, but you're going to need to get some help." 


frowning, lina stared at him. "what do you mean?"


"those cuts on your arms, lina -- i-i can't not do anything about them. i've already informed your mother and the mental health hospital-"


"what?" lina stood up feeling suddenly enraged. "why? i told you, i have no idea what happened, i didn't do this to myself. why don't you believe me?" 


it was silent. lina then faced subin who looked at the ground uncomfortably. 


"you believe me," she said shakily. "don't you, subin?" 


shaking her head in return, lina felt tears of anger pool inside her eyes. the person she trusted most here had just betrayed her and she felt her chest tighten at the thought. 


a door opened from the other end of the corridor and lina turned to see her mother, alongside three men walking towards them. that's when her eyes widened and the tears began to fall. 


"they're going to take me away." she gasped and stepped backwards, expecting to fall against the door behind her, but instead, yoongi caught her yet again. this time, however, he wasn't helping her; he was preventing her from running away. 


"i will never forgive you for this," she sneered towards yejun who had began to look upset himself. then, turning towards the remaining two, " -- or you, yoongi, and definitely not you, subin. i trusted you."


hurt and betrayal penetrated lina as her mother approached her, gently pulling on her arm. she didn't want to move. but she had no choice. she didn't want to be admitted into a hospital. but, again, she had no choice.


 but at least she'd get to see jimin again. 

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