The car ride to the pack house almost made me throw up and knowing that we were not even there was the worst part. *i still can't believe he got you to go back to the pack house with him* my wolf says to me as I huff *I still can't believe Pa was ok with it* he didn't even bat an eye about it damn old wolf's and there wisdom. "We will have to walk on foot now" Evan says stopping the car grabing his bag and getting out. I do the same but I make it dramatic by groaning in pretend pain as he laughs to himself. "How far is the walk?" I ask as he locks his truck "not long but if ya want we can travel wolf style" he wiggles his eyebrows at me and I giggle. *did we just giggle??* my wolf says to me *yep and I blame mister wolf* I sigh and look at Evan and then at the forest ahead of me thinking of the long walk "ok I want to travel by wolf now" I say and he nods his head as he begins to take off his clothes and I do the same. "I hate that you have fancy underwear I'm over here in the nude" he complains trying to cover up what he can emberassed. I look over flushed as I take my pants off and shove it in my bag "I can get you a pair ya know if you want" I say stuttering as I look away rubbing the back of my neck. I hear him walk tward me but I continue to look away until I feel his warm chest against my back. "Nah I don't mind I'm just shy around you is all" I feel him breathe against my neck as he rubs my hips and I begin to go limp. My legs tremble slightly under me as he moves up to my chest. "Stop Evan" I say in a shaky breathe as he gently hovers his sharp teeth on my shoulder and I take in a sharp breathe at the sensation.

"We should stop I'm not ready" I say and he stops "it's ok I am rushing it I'm sorry" he kisses my cheek and shifts to his wolf form and I do the same. *let's go it's easy peasy from here on out* he says striding in front of me trying to show off. *weirdo. come on let's go faster!* I run past him as fast as I can and he folows not far behind. I realize I don't know where I'm going and come to stop as Evan skids to a stop and collides with me as we roll around trying to get up. *why did you stop?* he questions as we both untangle ourselves from each other and stand up *I just realized i dont know the way to you're pack house* I say placing my tail between my legs out of embarrassment and put my head down. *Heh it's ok just follow me I will have to teach you the way Some other time it's almost supper time and you don't want to be late to that* he says licking my cheek on last time before taking off in a sprint and I follow. After about what seemed like and hour we finally make it it to the house and all the wolves stop and run tward me and I quiver behind Evan before they all tackle me playfully and rub there heads against my fur again. *not this again* I complain as Evan makes a wolfy laugh and I just lay limp letting them rub against my fur. *Hello again clover dear mind if I?* i see Evans and mom walk up to me in her wolf form as everyone gets off me and back away as I let her groom me and I makes me feel all tingly. *i never had anyone groom me feels kinda weird* I admit as she licks my ear one last time and I rub my face with my paws as she backs up and Evans father is revealed behind her.

*son if I do this you will no longer be a rouge you would have a pack you can bring your father here for us to do the same so that you both can join* if pa decides to join that might mean we would have to move in with all these other wolves. *I would have to ask my father but I accept your offer and want to join the pack to be with Evan* I say truthfully as not wanting to lie and stand up almost reaching his hight as he strides tward me and begins to groom me like Evans mom did. Once he decided he was finished sniffing me all around and the backing away he bows his head and I do the same while everyone around us howls in joy. "You did it your part of my pack clove!" Evan now in his human form wearing a pair or shorts hugs my furry chest and I wrap my head around him as I feel so much joy knowing that I won't have to be in fear. *clover may I ask who your father is?* Evans mom asks and I look at her *Delsin fields ma'am* she says her tail stopped wagging and a flash of worry crosses her eyes as she looks back at her husband *huh the old bat is still alive I can't belive it* I look at them confused as for there is something he isn't telling me. *what do you mean?* I stand up as Evan still clings to my side also confused*a long long time ago there was an old powerful pack they were one of many strong wolves the alphas mate sadly died from a raid and the pack fell into a deep depression at the loss of their luna. After the alpha found a new mate to care for his son the original lunas pup the mate got jealous at the favt that the pup looked so much lok3 the old luna and everyone loved him more than her. So out of a jealous rage she killed the alpha. When the alphas beta coming to check up on him noticed his dead corpse and the new luna leaning over him covered in blood. Later discovery at the fact that the beta acted as a second mother to the pup they trusted each other so when he ran and hide in the alphas office and when the luna attempted to kill him he showered the pup in love one last time before the luna killed him also at the fact that she realized she wouldn't be loved. When she realized what she finally had done she took the pup to a secluded area far away from the pack and then he was lost forever* this story hurt me physacaly to the point when I was whineing and needed Evan to comfort me.