Just a cipher,
Or maybe not.
Never sure of anything at all.

Not dingy,
Maybe not dinky.
But probably just a girl with a mind for crazy.

Negation doesn't run in me.
Neither does confidence.
Probably just a little,  a little more than trust.

A pointless illusion,
I think life is.
Yet living it or at least trying to
Get the most of it.

Maybe depressed,
Maybe joyful.
Probably just a little of both.

Forgive me. That's youth.

Pranjal Majmudar.