Illumis pov;

"Alr our time is up." I began to feel something running down my arm. It instantly turned me off. " hey what the fuck is on my arm?" i pushed Hisoka away from me and i see a emotionless face it reminded me so much of my own, but there was only one difference, the singular droplets trickling from his eyes. " hey what the hell is wrong with you? why are u crying  feeling alright? need an ambulance?" " no illu~ i just yawned im fine."  he said wiping he tears that ran down my arm.  For some odd reason i feel as if hisoka isn't telling me something. But then again why should i care? " im going to bed" he said " alread- ok have a good sleep" i could tell something was off because his once seductive eyes, were cold and distant. I didn't wanna be a bother if something really did happen between him and chrollo. did i say anything? did i trigger something? theres so way right? whatever. I headed to my room and shut the door. i put on these red and black pajamas i got from shopping with hisoka a while back.  Come to think of it i basically live here now. I really  should go back to my apartment. as i laid in my bed i check my phone to see 3 missed calls from a spider asking me if she should hire me. damn whats this bitch name? wtv i cant miss her her bright pink hair. i decided to go to sleep while im still tired. 

~ Fast forward six hours~

I woke up to my throat being extremely dry. I got up to go get water from the kitchen, when i heard sniffling. It was coming from hisokas room. I leaned in against the door. and i heard his whispers, " what if illumi hates me?" " should i tell him? if i do will he leave?" thats when as if my brain wasn't connected to my head i ran to the kitchen and got a cup of water and stormed into his room. " who said i hated you? I don't have time for that btw, also why would i leave when you stayed and took of me when you could've left me on the street." I sat on the bed and handed him the water. 

illumi: "here drink up."

hisoka: ' i don't want-" 

illumi; " drink or ill smack you."

Hisoka: " but your smacks hurt"

illumi: "then i suggest you start drinking."

our little argument made us both start laughing. i rested his water on his nightstand and hisoka started to speak. " hey illu i wanna tell yo-" " no. if you have to overthink tell me that much our obviously not ready yet. ill be patient mkay?" i could tell my words shocked the pink haired man.  " ok illu~ thank you" I gave hiska a small smile and left the room to grab my pllow. as i walked back in the room i saw hisoka just starting at me. " what happened illu?" " ill be sleeping with you tonight so you don't fall off a cliff yea?" hisoka just started at me googly eyed. ' can you not stare at me like that? your freaking me out." i walked up to im gave him a small peck on his cheek and lied down. Hisoka instantly wrapped his arms around my waist and said, " goodnight illu~" " goodnight weirdo"

A/N; Hyey lovelys did you guys miss me??? Im sorry for taking so long to come back ive been rotting away and i felt like i needed to come back. I hope you understand and come back to read!! Love you honeybunns<3