Spamming his phone, she does. Ignoring her, he does. Calling and calling, texting and texting, she struggles to hold back. Unleashing it all, she tells him the deepest and darkest secrets. "I need time" he tells her. Trying so hard not to reach out she can barely breathe, drowning in her sorrows, loneliness, and insanity she is. With another girl, he loves the constant messages. With her, he hates the constant messages.
Another involving themselves into the toxicness of them trying to warn her, to warn her she's going to lose him. She doesn't want to lose him. Sending screenshots to him, she is. Him replying "Here we go, she does this every time." His best friend reaching out to her trying to help. Nothing can help it, but themselves at this stage.
In her bed she lay sobbing. "Is it over? Does he hate me? Am I not good enough for him? Am I too much to handle? Am I insane?" Falling asleep, she is. Holding his sweatshirt in her arms, and holding the precious memories of them in her thoughts. Tossing and turning, she struggles to sleep. How do I keep?
...That night...
Boo: I'm Sorry, Baby
Her: Sure you are.
Boo: I am
Her: Look, I really care about you. I don't want to lose you. I don't wanna fight with you over this. You mean too much to me to just throw it away. You're my first real boyfriend and you have a special place in my heart.
Boo: Baby, We shouldn't even be fighting over this.
Her: I know.
Boo:Maybe we just shouldn't talk tonight. By tomorrow we will be fine. We just need a little space from each other.
Her: Yeah
Boo: ...
Her: Goodnight
Her: I'm really tired and have been crying for the past hour because I don't want to lose you. I think I should go now before I say anything more that I'll regret.
Boo: Yeah :/
Her: Goodnight
Boo: Talk in the morning?
Her: Sure
Boo: Goodnight
Waking up the next morning she looks down to her phone, "Message from: BooBear."
Boo: Goodmorning :/
Her: Morning...
Boo: How are you?
Her: Fine
Boo: Nice
Her: And what about you?
Boo: Im eh
Her: Yeah
Boo: I'm In school
Her: Okay, good to know? :/
Boo: Yeah
Her: I won't message you since you hate when I do, so if you need me then you can message me.
Boo: That's not what I meant when I said you were too clingy, obsessed with me, and annoying.
Her: Then what did you mean?
Boo: I mean when I can't talk I can't talk and when I can we can talk a lot.
Her: Well let me know when you wanna talk to me.
Off with their daily lives they went. Him and her trying to be the best they can for each other. Will they last?