As how I said I can't get Noah off of my mind. He just entered my heart and locked the door so even if I want to take him out I can't.
This day at school was horrible. So many classes and we didn't talk at all. And all this...secret. I feel like it's too much. I was just laying in my bed and tried tot watch the TV show but it was impossible. I was talking to Lilly and she told me what happened last night after we left the party.
Apparently Sidney and Victoria were saying that is so unfair all the boys are only looking at girls like: Evelyn, Lilly and Madison. And then she sent me a photo of Noah and Madison. He was kind of hugging her. As I saw the photo I just couldn't take it anymore there were too much feelings I needed to talk with someone so I texted Madison.
"We need to talk!"
"Are you ok?"
My hands were shaking so bad that I couldn't even write.
"Not rlly I just need to talk with someone."
"I am here for you I'll always be!"
"Remember when you asked me about my lock screen?"
"Yeah why?"
"Well who do you think is in the picture?"
"Let me see... Me?"
"No come on Madison!"
"Okay calm down. Is it a boy?"
I thought 2 seconds before texting again.
"Yes..."
"Oh my... Is it Noah?"
"Yes."
A minute passes by and she doesn't text me anything.
"So what do you think?"
"Well from my knowledge in love I can say you kinda like him."
"Well that's true..."
"It's absolutely okay. Just as you know I don't like him he doesn't like me."
"I know I just didn't want to upset you but I couldn't hold it anymore ."
"To upset me? Never. I am gonna be here for you."
"Always?"
"Always!"

  *

Honestly I feel better after telling Madison the truth. I don't feel that a hand is squeezing my heart everytime I think about it anymore.
Some days after we were in Art class when I recevied a message. I opened my texts and saw It was from Noah.
" Do you wanna come to a movie on Thursday?"
I asked Madison
"Should we go?"
"Yea I wanna come what movie?"
"Let me ask him."
I texted him back:
"Yea what movie?"
"Venom."
"You want me to ask Lilly too?"
"If you want then yes."
Okay now lets text her
"Are you coming to Venom on Thursday?"
"Who asked you?"
"Does it matter?"
"It was Noah, right?"
"Yes."
"And why didn't he ask me?"
"He told me to ask you so are you coming?"
"I am out of town that day. But he should've asked me."
" So you can't come but you got upset because he didn't invite you."
"Where are his manners?"
"I don't think he owns that."
What's next she's gonna be upset that he doesn't share his password with her? I entered the chat with Noah.
"She got upset you didn't invite her. Where are your manners Noah Miller?"
"But is she coming?"
"No she's out of town."
"So she got upset but she can't even come?"
"Something like this."
"Gosh!"
Tge bell rang and i put my notebooks in my bag when I saw Noah coming towards us.
"So what did she said exactly?"
I began to read him the texts and he said:
"Give me the phone let me see them."
I gave him the phone and like always I can't live without acting like an idiot.
"Just don't scroll."
It only took him 1 second and I saw he was scrolling. I jumped out from my seat and tried to get my phone back but he just raised his arm so I cabt reach it.
"Noah! Give it back! NOW!"
"But I wanna read."
"Do you think I care about what you want?"
Half of the class was looking at us but that was the last thing to worry about. If he reads those texts I am done. I started jumping around him. And no i am not short I am 5'5 but he was around 5'9. I also tried to cover the screen so he can't see anything. When he finally gave it back I said:
"Geez do you do that with anyone's personal things?"
"Not anyone."
For a moment we just stared at eachother and then I decided to sit. My cheeks were literally burning. Oh Gosh what if I looked like a tomato?
"Have you seen how Victoria was looking at you?"
"Lilly does it seem like I care? He almost saw our messages."
"OUR? The one I texted you?"
"YES!"
"And did he see anything?"
"I have no idea but at least we're going to the movie."