Kidding this is not special chapter!

Guess I gotta ruin this story-

Tzuyu POV

I woke up and think about how miserably was my life....I can't even handle a companies really good..If this continue to be happened,how am I going to fed Sana?

And this morning,I went to work...Having a really hard times...I cried as I'm really tired.

"I can't- do this anymore...." that night,..After worked....

I reach on top of the building having a fresh air...It's really cold....the wind breezing tonight and I heaved a sigh.

I wanted...to make Sana live happily...But- this whole time- she looks weird also- I can't even meet her very often....Because of my business...Mina told me I'm crazy..

Same goes to everyone...They don't understand what i've been going through...After Sana recover,I left her...for works...I can't even visit her the whole time...

I'm also tired...Of everything...

Sometimes I felt guilty for leaving Sana..But i don't understand why,my friends always told me to get into theraphy..

What is wrong with me?!

Suddenly,...I saw someone standing up there,seems like about to jump off from the building-

Honestly,...She looks familiar....As I getting closer-

I widened my eyes cause she about to jump.

"SANA!" i grab her hands and pull her made her fell on top of me..She cried...I don't understand why. "What are you doing here?!!!And what the fuck are you doing?!" I asked in madness.

"Tzuyu....." She cried under my chest..

I hugged her feel like it's been a long time I didn't felt this way. "Why the hell you trying to attempt suicide?!" I scold her and she sobbing.

"Where were you this whole time?I miss you...I suffered a lot without you.." She sob and I caressing her head.

"I'm sorry...I really busy and- have not much time- I'm really sorry..But even if so,why did you trying to kill yourself?!And what you really suffered??You need something?." I hugged her.

"Tzuyu.....I- actually...has....Thanatos illness." She said and I frown. "What is that?" I asked as I got no idea about it.

She didn't said anything.

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I started to worried about Sana so much..That's why I take a day off...for a while..I was too much before,so not again..She suffered alone without me.

Now I was with Mina... "Mina do you know,what is Thanatos illness?" I asked her.

"Thanatos illness??.Urhm...So basically,there are two types of people,some people that ruled by eros desire life and will live..While those people who have Thanatos wanting death..And they also can see a grim reaper." Mina explain and I nod.

So,...Is this what Sana suffered from?Never heard about it before..Is that really exist?

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Went back home,I look at Sana who still sleeping peacefully...I stares at her and- mesmerize by her beauty...How can I just realize it now?

"Tz-Tzuyu?" She suddenly woke up and I staring right into her eyes..Her gaze,really drowning me cause I also don't understand why am I so obsess with her...

"Tzuyu- I hear he calling me." Her sudden words made me frown.. "What are you talking about?" I asked and she get up from the bed. "The Grim Reaper." She said and I heaved a sigh.

"He's not exist,okay?Here..Only look at me..Alright?" I said cause I really love the way she looking at me...The affection i felt-

But just to make sure she will be fine,..I take a day off for these time to taking care of her.

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"GOD DAMN IT,SANA!!" I pull her hands from trying to attempting suicide again..This is a fourth time she trying to attempting suicide..

I guess her illness really worst than I thought.

But there's one things I don't really understand..

Whenever she wanted to commit suicide,she would call me then she wait there until I come...Wouldn't it be more certain if she died alone without informing anyone.

I thought that maybe she was hoping that I would stop her from killing herself and help her just like on that first time I knew about her illness.

That's why I ran up to the top of the building,like this again.

Wheeze I reach the rooftop of the building,I found her already standing on the top floor,then I immediately run and take her hand..

Her hand was cold against the hot and humid air.

"Let me Go!" Her voice was fragile and pretty like the sound of a bell..I liked her voices too.."Why do you have to??!" I asked her as I hold her hands tightly.

"I want to die soon..." She shout at me.

"Why?!"

"Because the grim reaper is calling  me." She can see the grim reaper which is a rare symptom in people who are controlled by thanatos..

And the grim reaper can only be seen by those who are under by control of thanatos.

"There is no such things as the grim reaper..Why don't you understand me?!" I said to her...Whenever I deny the existence of the grim reaper,she cries out.

It seems that the grim reaper has a form that is most attractive to those who see it..In other words,they have the appearance of an ideal person.

When she was staring at the grim reaper,which looked like she was staring into the void to me..She looked like a girl in love...It was as if she in love with him,I didn't like that expression on her face.

"Don't look at the grim reaper,look at me!"

"No!" She tried to shake off my hand so I grabbed it forcefully.

"You're hurting me,Tzuyu." She made a sad expression which made me widened my eyes.

"Sorry..I didn't mean it..But it's your fault isn't it??You tried to shake my hands  off!You're not even looking at me!" I said almost really out of control.

"The grim reaper is waiting for me.."

"A blackness surges through my heart,Why?!Why is it I love you so much?!But you won't look at me?" Somewhere in the back of my mind I thought it was ridiculous to be jealous of the grim reaper but that didn't matter anymore.

"I hate it!!I'm sick of it too!!I'm tired of it!I'm tired too.!"

"I want to die now.."

"I want to die too!"

Just then,she looked up..She was smiling at me..As soon as I saw her smiling face,I suddenly felt the blackness in my heart disappear and clicked.

"Do you get it now?" She asked.

"Yeah I finally understand,really..I see it now.. the reason why you called me everytime you tried to kill yourself wasn't because you wanted me to save you...You wanted to take me with you.."

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No One POV

A cool breeze blew through the air...

A days after that,..

The news reportedly Chou Tzuyu,the richest and young CEO that origin from Taiwan found death after attempting suicide..

The news spreading everywhere and Mina with the other visiting her on her grave... "Tzuyu...Did you forgot??Or you still been traumatized by that moments?" They cried.

"You really been so traumatized about that incident...Sana already gone..She died after getting shoot right on her lungs..She didn't survived...and you- still been talked about Sana..Even your brother keep worried about you." Chaeyoung cried while Somi also there.

"That's why we keep asking you to get theraphy but you keep on refusing us..Besides,..we can't just saying that Sana was gone to you..It totally will made the situation worst..Why were you attempting suicide Tzuyu?" Somi cried then Mina suddenly remembered.

"She asked me about thanatos illness-" The other still confuse with what Mina just said.

So the truth was,...

Tzuyu was the one who suffered that illness..So Sana who met,was the grim reaper.

A grim reaper that pretending to be Sana..

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(a/n: inspired by a song, "Racing into the night". Credit to them.)

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(a/n:Nahh kidding!I won't ruined this story amdhoabclsheyhxka.)

Author POV

"Tzuyu?Tzuyu??"

The latter get up and panting heavily as she looks around her,she was in somewhere. "Where am I?" Tzuyu asked and then look at Sana.

"Sana is that you?" She touch Sana faces and the latter made a worried expression.

"Tzuyu don't you remember about what happened to you?" Sana asked and Tzuyu shook her head.

"You collapsed at your workplace..Luckily one of your manager found you...Are you really okay??I worried so much." Sana said in cracking voices.

"Who are you really?" Tzuyu hesitantly asked.

"What is wrong with you really??I'm your wife Tzuyu...Your only wife....We promised to be together forever..You forgot?" Sana asked in sad tone and Tzuyu immediately removes all the wires or any tape on her body and hug Sana.

It made Sana surprise with Tzuyu sudden action.

"Tz-Tzuyu?Are you okay?" For Sana,that was so rare..Cause Tzuyu always treat her coldly..

"Don't go....Don't leave me...I need you by my side....As Sana,my wife..And no one else...I will spend my time with you every weekend or when holiday..I will not putting you aside ever again." With Tzuyu sudden words it made Sana confuse but happy at the same time.

This whole time,she also missing Tzuyu who always been worked harder.

"After that,I will bring you to Taiwan,where I was born and everywhere you wanna go...But only one things I want from you.."

"What is it?"

"To never leave me..."

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(a/n: Okay bai..I- I- I- I'm joking~)