A2 C66 - Gouge Out My Heart

Chu Xinian has never kissed anyone before, but some things seem to be self-taught, and there is no need to learn or train. He put his hands on Xie Jingyuan's waist, and then slowly tightened them, hugging him into his arms. On Xie Jingyuan's right cheek, he kissed closely and passionately, kissing those old wounds one by one.

Xie Jingyuan felt the subtle itch on his cheek, and finally recovered from the shock. He felt a burst of panic for no reason in his heart. He grabbed Chu Xinian's shoulders, frowned, and asked coldly, "What are you doing—"

The other party obviously avoided it yesterday, why did he change his attitude today? If Chu Xinian used this kind of thing to tease him, it would be too sad.

Chu Xinian seldom speaks directly, which is a character flaw. He glanced at Xie Jingyuan's eyebrows and eyes that were close, his breathing interwoven into a fine net, capturing people tightly, and asked in a low voice: "What do you think I am doing, General?"

He clenched Xie Jingyuan's uninjured hand, clinging to his heart, there was a powerful beating under his palm. Chu Xinian was silent for a moment, and then said: "How about I gouge out this piece of meat for the General?"

He repeats, "I'll gouge out my heart for the general..."

Xie Jingyuan clenched his fingertips, With a bit of disbelief. However, before he could say anything in the future, he was suddenly pressed against the bed and kissed.

"Hmm..."

Xie Jingyuan didn't expect his sudden action and snorted. Chu Xinian, a well-dressed dog, usually looks like a docile pup, but in private it turned out to be like this.

It's just that, why my heart is so soft all of a sudden...

Is it because of this person in front of me...

Feeling Chu Xinian's deep and lingering kiss, Xie Jingyuan couldn't help trembling his eyelashes. He wanted to push the opponent away, but all his strength seemed to be taken away by someone, his fingertips were clenched tightly, and he fell into the realm of fighting between heaven and earth. In the end, he didn't know when he fell into the bed, and his vision suddenly dimmed.

Chu Xinian propped himself on top of Xie Jingyuan's body, carefully avoiding his wounds. Close to his ear, he whispered word by word: "There were some things I didn't understand yesterday, but now I finally understand... How about the General?"

His light-colored pupils reflected Xie Jingyuan's appearance, so serious and meticulous.

Xie Jingyuan's chest heaved for a moment when he heard the words, and he couldn't explain why, but suddenly he felt a feeling of swelling and soreness in his heart. He lay under Chu Xinian and asked in a hoarse voice: "What do you want to know?"

Chu Xinian asked back: "The general doesn't understand?"

Xie Jingyuan understood, but he wanted to hear Chu Xinian himself say: "I don't understand."

"..."

Chu Xinian's Adam's apple twitched, and his words were vague: "General, you don't have to suspect that I am a spy sent by Prince Jin."

Xie Jingyuan stared at him: "And then?"

Chu Xinian leaned over, kissing his lips, and he finally said what was in his heart: "Which side is the General in the future, I will be on that side, so it is now possible to understand?"

Xie Jingyuan wanted to say something more, but Chu Xinian didn't give it to him. He finally had the opportunity, bowed his head, and sealed it with a kiss. It was Chu Xinian's limit to be able to say the confession to this point, and there was nothing he could do to be more explicit.

He pried open Xie Jingyuan's teeth and teased him strangely. Sometimes lingering on the other side's scarred right cheek, gently kissing those crisscrossing marks.

"Chu Xinian..."

Xie Jingyuan was so sensitive that his whole body began to tremble. His fingertips landed on Chu Xihou's back, leaving red marks through his clothes, his voice was hoarse, unable to reflect whether it is from joy or pain.

"Chu Xinian..."

Xie Jingyuan bit his lower lip and began to kiss back unwillingly. The words rolled on the tip of his intertwined tongue, a little fuzzy, but he couldn't hide his complacency: "Do you like me?"

Oh my, President Xie Jingyuan is too straightforward.

Chu Xinian didn't answer but bit his earlobe in retaliation. Not only did Xie Jingyuan not hide, but he hugged his neck tightly, raised his eyebrows, and asked again: "Do you like this General?"

Chu Xinian let out a breath slowly and buried his face in his neck: "Why do you need to ask again, General? "

Xie Jingyuan's heart suddenly beat so fast that he almost jumped out of his throat. He ignored the injury on his arm, hugged Chu Xinian tightly, leaned against his shoulder, and said to himself: "I thought..."

Chu Xinian asked, "Why?"

Xie Jingyuan didn't speak, and the few remaining words were swallowed, it gradually disappeared without a trace in the air.

He thought it was wishful thinking...

Too many things happened at the banquet today. First, Qin Daoyan offended Emperor Yan and was taken to prison awaiting trial, and then the Qiang people made a mess in front of the palace, and Muchaha is still under house arrest in the palace.

However, none of this affected Xie Jingyuan's mood. He leaned on the soft pillow, looked at the injury on his right arm, then at Chu Xinian who was lying on the outer couch, raised his eyebrows, and asked, "Why don't you come here?"

Chu Xinian didn't sleep with him this time not because of anything else, but because he was afraid of touching his wound. Hearing this, he put down the scroll in his hand, and smiled: "Let's talk about it after the general recovers from his injury."

Xie Jingyuan touched his right arm when he heard the words, sneered silently, and his eyes were dark. That bastard Zhou Wenchen hit him extremely ruthlessly, the injury wouldn't last for half a year, 'I'm afraid it won't heal fast'. He doesn't know whether this temptation was at the behest of Emperor Yan or on his own initiative, in short, that damn Wenchen will not be spared.

Xie Jingyuan suddenly said: "Chu Xinian, don't you want to know who made that sword?"

Chu Xinian hummed, and waited for the next sentence, but saw Xie Jingyuan hook his fingertips to himself, and laughed uncontrollably with hidden intentions: "Come here, this General will tell you."

Chu Xinian saw through his thoughts at a glance, and slowly turned a page of the book: "General, tell me directly, my hearing is fairly good."

Xie Jingyuan saw that he was not taking the bait and felt indifferent. He had no choice but to blow out the lamps and candles, and slowly lay down, feeling a little empty in my heart. Thinking wildly, he felt that Chu Xinian was hiding from him.

Now that the lamps and candles were extinguished, Chu Xinian could no longer read books. He saw that the inner room was quiet, and after a moment of silence, he finally got up and opened the curtain, walked in, and quietly sat down beside the bed.

Xie Jingyuan heard him coming, and subconsciously opened his eyes: "What are you doing here?"

Chu Xinian didn't say a word, he untied his belt without saying a word, took off his outer robe, then lifted the quilt and lay down with him "I'll sleep with the General."

He caressed Xie Jingyuan's injured side face in the dark and then kissed him on the cheek. Xie Jingyuan's breathing was stagnant, and he was suddenly confused, and he tilted his head to kiss him.

His uninjured hand fiddled with Chu Xinian's skirt back and forth and then pulled out the warm jade pendant. He touched it like a baby and saw that it was not damaged or broken, so he stuffed it back again.

Seeing this, Chu Xinian laughed slowly, his chest trembling: "The General is so reluctant, how about I return it to you?"

Xie Jingyuan suddenly said, "This is what my father left me."

Chu Xinian was startled.

Xie Jingyuan repeated in a low voice: "This was given to me by my father when I was born..."

Xie Tinglanyu, the brilliant pillar of Dayan.

Just looking at the word "Lanting", one can know what kind of expectations the person who gave this name has for him. Xie Jingyuan's father may have thought that his son would become the most astonishingly talented young gentleman in the capital, but he expect that Xie Jingyuan had become a human being whose living like a ghost, and half of his life had already been ruined by the imminent clouds of treachery and power struggles.

Neither of them moved for a moment. After a long time, Chu Xinian finally spoke out slowly, but he said something that didn't fit his character appearance: "Apart from Qin Daoyan, what other old enemies do the General have, how about I get rid of them for the General?"

Since Xie Jingyuan's sufferings in his life were written by him, they will be healed by him. Chu Xinian couldn't change what Xie Jingyuan had already experienced, but he could make the road ahead smoother for him.

Xie Jingyuan looked at him subconsciously when he heard the words, but seeing that Chu Xinian's expression did not seem to be fake, he paused: "You should not care about power struggles, you don't have to force yourself to do those things, it's a surprise to be able to get rid of Qin Daoyan."

Chu Xinian said: "It doesn't matter, we have to choose a way out."

In the capital city, it is inevitable to be involved, and it is impossible to hide.

For the first time, Xie Jingyuan felt that Emperor Yan had finally done something to his liking, such as granting this marriage at the beginning. In the dark, he kissed Chu Xinian openly, slightly hooked his lips, and chuckled in his ear: "I know, you don't want to join the prince's faction at all."

Chu Xinian raised his eyebrows lightly: "Why do you say that?"

Xie Jingyuan took it for a yes and said: "You think he is stupid."

Chu Xinian: "..."

Although it is true, but... Xie Jingyuan's mouth is really poisonous.

Chu Xinian thought it over and said: "Although the Crown Prince is frivolous, he may be a talent to be made. If he wants to be crowned an Emperor, it is not difficult."

As long as Prince Jin is removed, everything is easy to talk about.

Xie Jingyuan heard the mystery in his words, and was silent for a moment: "...Although the Prince is a bit stupid, he is not a bad person. I am not afraid of a good emperor, but mostly afraid of an emperor who is unscrupulous. If he can ascend the throne in the future, he will be better than many people."

Chu Xinian was noncommittal, after all, he did not know the prince's past and said to Xie Jingyuan: "Prince Jin will leave for Dayan soon, he is in the limelight, and he is the easiest to be caught. When the time comes, the Prince should not take it lightly."

Xie Jingyuan heard Chu Xinian's words at the beginning, and did not secretly harm Prince Jin, but sent people to stir up rumors in the army. It is said that Prince Jin is capable of both civil and military affairs, has the ability to lead troops to fight, and subdues the whole army with all his strength, which is somewhat better than the original General Xie Bi.

Xie Bi

These two characters are taboo in the palace, and they are also the names Emperor Yan fears the most. So when everyone thought that Emperor Yan would give an order to reward Prince Jin, the palace was quiet and there was no movement.

Xie Jingyuan couldn't help but feel glad that he believed Chu Xinian's words. He leaned into Chu Xinian's arms in the dark, his long and narrow eyes gleamed with an inexplicable light, and asked in a low voice, "What do you think can make Prince Jin stumble?"

Chu Xinian thought it would not be easy to say "I'll tell you tomorrow."

Well, Xie Jingyuan thinks it doesn't matter when he'll say it, what matters is...

"Chu Xinian, I'm cold..."

As soon as he finished speaking, the man beside him sighed softly. Pulling him into his arms, carefully avoiding Xie Jingyuan's wound, he said: "It's getting late, go to sleep."

Xie Jingyuan hummed, closed his eyes in his arms, and did not speak again.

The system hovered above, staring at them expressionlessly: 【Ding, please pay attention to the host, the villain's blackness has dropped to 69%】

Because of Chu Xinian's kiss...

【Ding, please pay attention to the host, the villain's blackness has dropped to 60%】

Because of Qin Daoyan's defeat...

【Ding, please pay attention to the host, the villain's blackness has dropped to 40%】

Because of Chu Xinian...

Chu Xinian looked at the system with a slightly surprised expression: "Why did it fall down so much today?"

The system was still angry with him: 【Don't talk to me.】

Chu Xinian said slowly: "You..."

Seeing the two of them hugging each other, the system was so angry that it wanted to go crazy: 【Don't make me talk to you unless you break up now! hmp!】

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