Confessions

2 months later


I wake up and see where I'm at. August's room. . How could I let this happen. I wasn't suppose to sleep with him again. I try to get up and move but he pulled me closer .


"Nah ma go back tah sleep ."


His voice made me melt. I smiled and hugged him . we've been working on us lately. We were suppose to take it slow that's why I'm disappointed we slept together. yet happy because I feel like it brought us closer together.


I know your like "how can you forgive him!?" "what's wrong with you?" Call me crazy but something in me won't let me stay mad no matter what I say I can't stay mad. He made me lose my first child I should be angry ready to kill him but I can't just because I'm so wrapped up in his accent , his eyes, his smile, those lips , his teeth and a lot more but his personalities when he's drunk and all. I love them all. I manage to talk my self to sleep.


August POV


"I love you August ." I look down at Imogen and see she was sleep but talking . I chuckled and held her tighter.


"I luh you too" I kissed her forehead. I know what I did to her was wrong but I'm gone change for her. I'll let her leave if she wants that was dumb of me to make her stay. I under stand all the dumb shit I've done to her and I won't do it again.


"I want another baby . August give me one please." she mumbled.


I snapped my head at her and looked to see her sleep talking .


I don't know what the hell to say but I really think we ain't ready for no baby. I mean- we ain't in no relationship and we can't even go a day with out arguing like we fuckin married.


My phone cut my thoughts off . I grabbed it and answered , it was nick my manager.


"Wuzzam nick"


"August what's up with you and this damn masseuse ?" He said .


"I mean she fine as hell and I got her number and we talk but I'm with Imogen so I ain't really made no moved frfr ya feel me?" I explained.


"I think she a good move . So they can say you normal but not desperate. Dating your maid seems desperate so end that and try to make a move on the masseuse ."


"The fuck nick .? " I got out of bed and went down stairs."why the hell you say dat?"


"More publicity."


"Hell nah."


"You got 3 days for this damn maid to be out and masseuse in got dammit and I'm not playing you ain't got no damn choice but too." and he hung up. see I can't deal with this getting famous shit . ion see how these Otha people do it


2 days later


I still ain't broke it o with Imogen yet but I done started going out with Destiny more (the masseuse). she cool people and we like all the same shit. she like to smoke and drink and Imogen don't smoke ion know if she drink. destiny like to sing and shit Imogen can't hold a tune or that's what I think . de-shit why am I comparing them . I got love foe Imogen and that's it .


"Babe?" I looked up and imoge-I mean destiny and smiled.


"Wuzzam?" I said licking my lips at her.


"I said do you want to stop by the gym after this with me .?" she said tilting her head . awe she so cute.


"Oh uh. Yea fasho" I said finishing my salad. she put me on a healthy diet. Imogen cooking unhealthy shit like waffles and burgers, ion know what's been up but she been wildin. I deal with it because I fw her and I really am attracted to her. speaking of Imogen she said she was sick la-shit I was Suppose to pick her up and take her to the doctor at 2 .


I looked at my phone that read 2:59pm . damn damn damn.


"What's wrong?"


"I forgot I Uhm had to take my sister to the doctor. I'm actually late now .I'll call you when I'm done and I'll come over iight?" I said throwing a 50 down and going to my car after kissing her mad hugging her.


*


I walked in to hear...


"Your nothing like them other boys, lover boy


And that's why I , love ya boy.


Ya nothing like them Other boys, lover boy


and that's why I ,love ya boy"


Who the Hell is this singing in my house? I walk into the kitchen to see Imogen singing while in the refrigerator.


"Imogen you can sing ?" I said with my 'what the hell' face.


"Yea I thought I told you that " she said with am attitude .


"Listen I'm sorry I'm late."


"It's not even that your late you've been lying and being Inconsiderate . " She yelled.


"How " I said nervously .


"First you been saying you was In the studio but when I call you never showed. second youn answer the fucking phone and c you been getting massages and know my damn back hurts!!!!" she really yelled.


" Listen baby I kn-" I stopped realizing she ain't bust me for being with destiny. " I uh I know I ain't tell you but you can go now ok you just never asked."


"You slick bitch I know you been with her too but you know what fuck IT fuck YOU and fuck having this damn baby I don't care no more August you petty as hell for doing me wrong again!? after you already knew what happened . I hate the shit out yo ass too August . damn dog. " she yelled stomping upstairs . when she got to the top she said " and I'm leaving yo ass" that made me mad for some reason .


"Who cuz I been done with yo hoe ass how I know the baby mines?" once I said that I knew it was a mistake.


"AH SHIT!" I yelled.


Imogen POV


I ran back down the saris and tackled him throwing punches.


"AH SHIT" he yelled as I struck him I'm his lip.


I got tired and got up breathing heavily .


"It's. always. you."i said out of breath.


"What?"


"You always fuck good shit up."


"I had too. my manager said it was do or die."


"So you ain't tell me?"


"I didn't want you mad or to stress. "


"Too late." I said walking a way and upstairs packing . I'm gone.


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