A/N:Heyy so ima write 1000-1500 words to make up for what I didn't write yesterday:)

It's been 8 months since we've left not gonna lie I felt lost more lost than ever the kids they are so upset I wish I would go back in time and never leave I'm trying so hard to change I decided to take the kids to mattia so they can be happy for at
Least a month

L:Babies?

They are in the bed quietly

L:Ik you both miss dadda very much I do to so how about this I'll let you guys spend about a month with him

They stood up

Le:Really mommy!

L:yes Bby i know it was mean if me to come without telling you guys

They smile

You go back to your room and FT mattia

My shorty✌️🥺❤️:Hi mattia
My dino🦖🥺❤️:what ?
My shorty✌️🥺❤️:Dang sorry didn't know you were upset
My dino🦖🥺❤️:Oh shiii Lia princess sorry it for some reason said unknown caller so that's why
My shorty:Ok
My Dino:What's up
L:I'm bringing the kids over to you for a month they really miss you they aren't the same lil happy kids running around everyday laughing and giggling they are always laying down quietly without anything it breaks my heart
My Dino:Fine princess when are you bringing them ?
L:tonight actually
My Dino:ok can you stay on ft with me floor longer pleaseee (Puppy eyes)
L:Uhh fine
L:I'm going to straighten my hair
D:Isn't your hair already straight?
L:maybe but wtv

He laughs

You start to straighten your hair and then Leliani comes running to the room

Le:MOMMY MOMMY
L:yes?!
Le:Max he is going crazy he is throwing things all over the place he tried throwing glass at me mommy I'm scared

She started crying

L:Bby don't worry I'll go see here sit on my chair and talk to daddy
Le:Ok!

You rush to the room and see Max crying

L:Bby what did you do!!?

M:Mommy I'm sorry

He walks over to you and you pick him up

L:Bby you don't have to apologize to me you have to apologize to Leliani she is really scared

He nods you guys walk to the room Leliani gets scared

L:Bby he
Isn't going to do anything he wants to say sorry

She slowly nods

M:Sissy I'm sowwy

Le:it's ok

They hug

L:go play

They nod

My Dino:That was adorable

L:Shit i forgot i was on ft

M.D:Lol I gtg so I'll see you soon?

L:Yk it

You both smile

End of call

L:God I miss him so much half of me wants him to move on but party of me doesn't but I hope he does

LATER

l:you guys ready?
Le:Yes mommy
L:ok I'll go change and we can leave

They nod

What you wear you might stay for the night you and Zoe have clothes over so if you do you guys have some

L:Guys let's go

They come downstairs

Z:You drive I'll drive back

You groan

L:Fine

Z:also you look great

L:thx now 5 hour drive here we come

2 hours later at a stop

You were on insta and came across a post of mattia with a girl caption:My Bebe <3

100k likes

Comments

LiaXMattia.forever:Hey what happened to Lia
Mattias reply:We are on a break and I'll explain more bc I'm about to get comed. At

Fan:Nooooo

Fan:Liaaaaa
Lias reply:yes Bby

Fan :Lia what do you have to say?
Reply:I myself told him if he wanted to date someone I would be Happy for him so yea:)

Tiktokroom(reposted the pic and a pic of me replying to the comment

Caption:Looks like mattia has a new gf and the Replies Lia gave out to ppl

* Comments are just coming at Mattia*

You post

Caption:Guys Stop going for @/Mattiapolibio there is no point I told him Myself to move on if he wanted he did and I'm happy for me rn we are like talking bc of the kids I honestly don't care or MIND that he has a gf it's just annoying y'all are coming at him for no reason it's like if I would say I don't like his gf he wouldn't listen to me bc again I am not controlling his life !if I would've said "I'm going to move but we will do long distance " it's a hole new topic and I left 8 fucking months ago he deserves to have SOMEONE BETTER THAN ME!

20Mil likes

Comments

Fan:Bby we are sorry
Reply:Ily

Hater:But mattia doesn't deserve someone else besides you!
Rep,y:Bby it's his life

Tiktokroom

(Reposts Your post)

Caption:@/Lia.Garcia is tired of the hate @/Mattiapolibio is getting !

Z:Lia...
L:yea..
You voice cracks
Z:Your not...
L:I'll try
Z:Bby I'm sorry

L:it's ok let's just get there

She slowly nods

3hours later

The kids are past out it's 10PM

They wake up when you guys get there

They are tapping there bracelets but nothing
L:Bbys what's wrong

Le:dadda won't answer back
She says upset

L:don't worry we are here

Le:yay

You take them out and hold there hands

You knock the door no one opens you still have a key

You unlock the door. And see Ale and Kai pull there guns out

L:Wow i see how it is hmph

Kai:MOMMY!

he runs to you

He hugs you

Kai:Mommy I missed you

L:Son i missed you to

Kai:Hey lil ones

Le&Max:Uncle Olaf!

Kia:Hey Zoe
Z:Hey Kai

You walk over to hug ale

Ale:Hey Lia

L:hey ale how you been

Ale:alright but miss your company a lot

You giggle

Leliani looks a bit off

L:where is everyone else?

Kai:In mattias room playing

L:let's go upstairs

Kai:Shes-

L:Kai idc..

Kai:Ok just know we are here for you ..

You slowly nod

You all walk upstairs quietly you open the door and they all jump

L:LMAO

Kio and Diego run to you

You all fall

You are laughing

L:Owwwwww my backkk

They laugh

You kiss them both in the forehead

L:hey guys

Max:Dadda!

He runs to mattia

Ma:Hey Bby

L:so when are out guys gonna get the fuck off me I can't breathe!

They laugh and get off

Mattia walks over to you and hugs you

Ma:hey Lia
L:Hi Tia

You turn around and see Leliani just standing there

L:Bby what wrong

(You then remember you gave her your phone and she might of gonna on instagram

L:Leliani did-

Le:Mommy I'm sorry

She starts crying

You pull your hair a bit bc your stressed

Kai:I'm confused

You whisper to him:She was on my phone and saw Mattias post on accident

He opens his eyes widely

L:Dude -_-

Kai:Dont dude me

L:Shut up

Kio:I'm confused

Kai whispers in his ear then to Diego and ale and Zoe

They all have shocked faces

L:But where is Olivia and Chloe ?

Kio:they went to the store

L:oh ok

Ma:Sooo are you guys gonna tell us what you whispered about?

Kai shakes his head no

Ma:So everyone knows but not me ?
He makes eye contact with you

You put your hands on your face and pull your hair

L:Leliani?

She is kinda like frozen Zoned out

L:Leliani

Le:yea...

L:Bby...

She tears up

L:I knew it she is traumatized

You say looking at everyone but not Mattia and The girl

Kai picks. Her up and says

Kai:You good Leliani

Le:I guess...

Ma:Ok deadass tell me what's going on I'm so confused

Zoe&Lia:It's complicated

You both look at each other

Leliani look really Like still so you start to worry

Kai:Leliani?

Kio:Leliani!

L:Shit!

You run downstairs and grab like this thing so she can have air since she as been getting very traumatized

You run back up and take Leliani out of Kais arms Zoe knows what you do but you also need her help everytime it happend a

Ma:Wait what's wrong!
He says worried

You sit her on the bed
You hold her hands

L:LELIANI! Bby listen

She has no reaction

L:Shit!

L:Zoe go get the box

She runs downstairs

And comes back up she goes up to the bed and tells Mattia to move

L:Leliani listen to me Come on Bby!

You start tearing up bc she never stay like that for that long

You open the box and take out a Ingetion

Ma:Woah woah what are you doing

L:Mattia stop distracting me you want your daughter to die!?

You look at him with your eyes teary

He quickly nods his head no

You out it on her arm

L:Come on Leliani Have a reaction!

Z:Leliani !!

You hold her hands still no reaction

L:Uhh I -WAIT Mattia come

Ma:Wh-
L:MATTIA COME

L:Hold her hands

Ma:Come on Bby get a reaction he says with tears in his eyes
She slowly starts moving again

L:YES!

She starts coughing

You pick her up

Le:Mommy was I gonna die

L:No Bby you weren't

She lays her head on your chest

M:Can you explain now why this all happened

L:fine so when we were on are way after I posted saying to stop and shit Leliani wanted my phone and so I gave it to her and since what I left open on insta was tiktokroom and the picture and she saw it and she got traumatized and when she knew you weren't answering the buzz's she got even more upset and that has been happening for a bit now I always carry that around by Leliani Can have a act at anytime and that has been one of my biggest fears loosing Leliani...

You look down and some tears escape your eyes

Kai walks over to you and wipes your tears

He hugs you and you start quietly crying on his shoulder

You pull away from the hug wipe your tears and Lay Leliani down on the bed

You put your hands on your face and then Kai hugs you again

Kai:Hey you want to go outside for a bit

His voice cracks

You slowly nod

You wipe your tears even doe your heart is really heart bc of Leliani and then Mattia so much

Ale:can we come

You nod

Ma:I'll stay here I need to think about some things ..

You guys go out to the belcony

L:Guys..

They all nod

L:I have this feelings I'm jealous but I shouldn't be bc I told him to move on but now it just breaks my heart to see him with someone else I don't show it but it hurts me in the inside I miss his cuddles and kisses my life is incomplete without him I slowly started finding myself again but when I saw that I just lost myself again I completely lost myself And I don't understand why I feel like this when ik I shouldn't be For some reason I miss him Hugging me kissing me the kids with him and seeing his happy they look together I miss him calling me names everyday kissing me all over my face messing around I miss it all (I dig my head in my knees and cry) Why do i feel like this I can't feel like this !but I still love him I'm trying so fucking hard to move on but I can't I just can't !
(the security cameras have the footage saved so Tia will see it later)

Kai comes and hugs you

You cry in his chest
You slowly start to fall asleep(Max was in mattias bed with leliani sleeping)

Kai:Hey Mattia

He sighs Ma:What Kai

Kai:Take Lia to your room

M:Why
K:just do it I'll show you why in the morning

M:No show me rn

K:fine

You feel Kai Carry you he moves you a bit and you wrap your legs in his waist and your arms on his neck

They walk to the camera and show the footage

Mattia tears Up

M:I'm "dating" her to move on but I can't

K:Why do you quote it

M:Bc i don love her the way I love Lia ever since I met her I could never love someone the way I love Lia she always has has a special place in my heart that no one could replace I miss Lia cuddles up to me like a Bby and the kids all over us in the morning I miss everything about her

K:Then tell her Bro she is in a place where she needs you and a lot

M:I'll see but I also need to talk to her and Emily tomorrow

Kai nods

K:take her

You feel mattias arms around your waist you wrap your legs on his waist and put your head on his chest

You felt some type of way now that Mattia was holding you

You felt him lay you down and take off your top he put on one of his shirts you think bc it smelled like him then you feel your skirt go down and he puts on one of your shorts

You had mascara stains on your face

M:Ik your asleep but Lia I messed up I messed up badly (you feel one of his tears in your leg by he was sitting next to your feet) I love you so much I dated Emily as a distraction but I can't forget you you have something in my heart that no other girls has your special and different then any girl I know your special your the best thing in my life so are the children ever since I met you gurl I knew you were the one your hot,baddie,Cute,sexy ,adorable , sweet,kind,caring and you always hold in your feelings to not hurt anyone you play with my heart to much girl (he smirks )

He melted your heart bc he poured out his heart

He kisses you
You kiss back

He pulls back

M:Wait you were awake ?

L:ever since Kai picked me up

L:you melted my heart Mattia

He kisses you you guys make out for like 5 min and then pull back you rub arm

M:That was a mistake....

You tear up

L:your right it was....I need to go I'm sorry I don't know what I was thinking

You out your hand on your face a wipe the tears that are coming

You get up but he grabs your waist

M:just stay here

L:fine

You lay down

You see Mattia taking off his hoodie you quickly snatch it

You put it on

You lay down and face the kids

He spoons you

You slowly fall asleep

Shit this chapter was :↘️↗️↘️↗️↘️↗️first we were happy and sad I wrote more than I said I been working on this for 1 and a half tysm for 2k and 3k reads
I wouldn't do that without you guys I love you all words counted 2613