BRITTANY'S POV

I forgot how perfect Cameron was. His looks just make my heart race alone. I don't know how I could forget, but I did.

I walk cautiously over to him as a tear falls down his cheek quietly.

"Why are you here?" I ask.

"I don't know."

"Brittany, you're on in 2 minutes." A person from the stage crew calls from the corner of the stage.

I nod and return my attention to Cam by crossing my arms and showing him I can't be tempted by him.

"So you've come to what Cameron? Ruin my first performance? Try and win me back when all you're gonna do is make me have another nervous break down?"

"No, I just want to see you. Hug you. And remind you of what I said before I left that day in the hospital." He says with sadness his eyes and I knew he was serious.

"Britt, you need to get on stage babe." Jack G awkwardly clears his throat and places his hand on my shoulder.

"Okay." I nod and kiss his cheek the grab his hand to bring him to side of the stage with me.

I feel Cam's eyes follow me and Jack and it made me feel awful to have to sing what I was about to sing because it was all about Cameron.

I get onto the stage as the lights are dark and can hear people chanting my name giving me butterflies in my stomach. I was so nervous but I needed to take a deep breath and calm down. This was the moment I've been waiting for ever since I was little.

I begin to sing and the lights come on making it so it's just me in the spotlight and the band playing my music behind me.

(A.N: listen to Breathe by Taylor Swift)

"I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people, and sometimes we change our minds.
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around.

And we know it's never simple, never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I can't breathe without you
But I have to.
Breathe without you
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
People are people, and sometimes it doesn't work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

It's two A.M.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me.
It's two A.M.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me."

•••

It was after the concert and Jack and I were relaxing in my hotel room, cuddling and watching a movie. Johnson, Jacob, Shawn, Sammy, and Cameron were talking in the Jack's room about who knows what.

"Do you think Cam still needs to talk to me?"

"Knowing Cameron, probably." I feel his deep voice vibrate through my cheek that's resting on his chest and it reminds me of how comforting this was.

I push myself up, off the bed and walk towards the door.

"Where are you going?"

"Going to get it over with."

"Don't cheat on me!" He joked but I knew there was some seriousness to his words.

I laugh to myself and exit the room. I walk down a couple doors and without even having to arrive in front of the door Cam and the rest of them were in, out comes Cameron. He looks at me and I freeze in my spot and wait for him to come closer. My breathing slowed but my heart was racing. His eyes looked into mine even from afar, and it still felt like he could read my thoughts.

"So you and Jack are a thing now?"

"Kinda..." I look down at the floor because I didn't want to see the hurt in his eyes.

I hear him take a deep breath and I knew what he was going to ask next.

"That song was about me and you wasn't it?"

I nod my head and I feel like I was about to cry again because of the hurt I could hear even more in his voice.

"Why did you leave me? Why did you make me leave just like that?"

"Why didn't you fight for me?" I shoot right back.

"Because I knew you wouldn't want me to."

"Are you sure it wasn't because of your little slut?!"

He becomes speechless and couldn't look me in the eye after that. A couple of seconds go by and right before I turn to walk away, he grabs my hand and pulls me into a kiss. I give in and explore his mouth. He picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist without hesitation. He deepens the kiss even more by squeezing my ass and all the memories of how good he was to me in sex, come back. I wanted that feeling again.

"I rented a room." He whispers into the kiss.

I look at him with a stunned face because I couldn't believe this was happening again. And before you know it, he's carrying me to the end of the hall we were in and opens the door with his key card, not breaking our lip lock.

I'll admit I do think about Jack for a couple seconds but when I kiss Cam, everything in the world disappears.

He walks us in, still carrying me, and lays me onto the bed on my back. His pace goes slower as our lips move in sync, perfectly and I realize he what he was trying to do.

"Make love to me?"

"That was the plan baby girl." He winks and I giggle before rejoining our lips.

"Mmm" he mumbles and releases.

"What?"

"We need music so Jack doesn't hear us." He chuckles and plugs in his phone into the iHome.

(HIGHLY RECOMMEDED THAT YOU LISTEN TO "Wicked Game" by Gimma Hayes)

I hear the song and find it to be perfect.

He comes back over to me and before hungrily attacking my lips again, he slips off his shirt as he hovers over me and lets it fall on the floor. I could tell he's been working out since his abs were more perfect than ever and his biceps looked so muscular and toned. He comes over me and I allow him immediate entrance into my mouth. His hands creep up under me unhooking my bra, then once succeeding, moving to my hair to run his fingers through it, deepening the kiss.

"I will never let you go again." He looks into my eyes and I knew he wasn't lying.

•••

As I redress myself, slipping out of sleeping Cam's, strong arms, I fix my hair then exit the room quietly. I walk down the hall and knock on what is still my room and Jack's. I felt bad for technically "cheating" on him but he has to understand something. I've always loved Cam and never stopped even for a whole year and a half.

He opens the door and reveals his shirtless, straight-faced look.

"You knew that it wasn't that serious between us, Jack."

He knew what I've done, so why even bother to attempt hiding it?

"I know, that's what sucks about it." He sighs and leans against the door frame. "By the way, remember he's still engaged." and with that, he slams the door in my face and I feel a pit in my stomach again.

Why does everything always have to be ruined as soon as it gets better?

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Sorry for a short chapter, I just am starting to get lost in this book. Can't find much more to write about so I guess I'll have to end it soon.

But on another note, I'm BEGGING you guys to read my, "Control Me (magcon sex slave)" story. I would extremely appreciate more readers. It's more different than any book I've ever written. It might be even the best one yet, actually.