Kentrell Gaulden

  I watched as she walked out the door. I know that was her. She the same brownskin girl from Japan a few years back. The scar on her left leg tied everything together. I knew I would come in contact with her some time again. I wanted to talk to ha but she was already gone.

"Say why you looking at shawty like that" Kd asked me.

"I know that ain't ha " Ben said.

"nah that is ha " i said.

"how you know that aint just some random bitch that look like ha" three said.

"the scar dumbass" I said.

"any body could have a scar" boomer chimed in.

"facts" joe agreed.

I smacked my teeth. " how bout y'all find ha instagram while I finish this video then we could ask ha questions" I said.

"yeah aight" kd said. I shook my head and waited for the song to replay. I knew that was her. Ain't no doubt in my mind that it wasn't. That's the same shawty from a couple years back who stopped me from doing something I was gon regret. I got kids to live for and I can't leave them fatherless.

the music resumed and i tuned back into the video.

"ima say im sorry for allat shit that i had did. and i'm thankful for that shit that you had done while was kids" i rapped but all i could think about was finding ole girl. my mind been on her for years. and i finally had found her.

next day...

"mane bitch we found ha!" joe screamed from the upstairs balcony of my house.

"lemme see. and stop allat yelling damn" i said plopping down on the couch. he brought the phone to me and i took it out his hands. i started scrolling down her instagram. she's so beautiful i thought to myself. and her heart was most definitely beautiful enough for her to help and let a stranger vent to ha.

"i'm finna dm ha" i said giving joe his phone back and grabbing my own. i searched up her instagram and clicked message.

nba_youngboy: you eva been to japan?

It seem like I was waiting forever fa shawty to dm me back. I was scrolling through instagram for bout 30 minutes before she dmed me back.

lynnnada_: yea why? who dis.

shocked me a lil that she didnt know who i was. I mean who aint heard of nba youngboy. shawty must listen to country music.

nba_youngboy: click through my pictures and see. ion look familiar?

lynnnada_: you the boy from japan a couple years back?😭 i been looking for you forever.

nba_youngboy: nah shawty i been looking for you. aint you come in the laundry yesterday.. i was tryna speak but you was gone

lynnnada_: i'm sorry i was tryna get out thea looked like you was doing sum important.

nba_youngboy: let's meet up.. you free today?

lynnnada_: um i gotta hair appt but after sure. where we meeting ?

nba_youngboy: gimme your number so i can send the lo.

lynnnada_: (225)111-1111

nba_youngboy: bet finna text you.

seen

ain't gone lie a nigga geeked up. after years and years of looking for ha i finally found ha. even from that one time meeting her i felt that vibe. she the only girl that ever showed me that much care & comfort and we was only strangers. imagine if we really knew eachother.

i started dancing around singing one of my songs. then i just started laughing.

"fuck is you so happy about nigga" kd asked coming down stairs.

"i'm meeting the girl from japan today" i started smiling.

"you bucked up now what if she dont even like yo ugly ass. big ass holes in your forehead" he said. i sucked my teeth.

"yo stupid big ear ass gon have to leave when she come. you lame son" i said mugging him.

"i'm playing bruh" he said going back upstairs.

yeah ight. i started blasting some music and getting ready for when shawty come.

Ailynn Ranada Mitchell

after i finished getting my hair done i hurried home and put on some clothes. for some reason i'm so excited to meet him. i just wanna feel that connection i felt to him years back. it's a feeling that i've been craving ever since. hopefully i'll feel it. after changing i got into my mirror to take videos.

lynnnada_: pretty girl 💕

I scrolled through instagram for a while before I left and I seen that my sister & bestfriend had posted pictures. I commented under both & liked both.
I grabbed my jacket and left out the door. After about 24 minutes I was at his house. I drove through the gates & some guards came out with guns.

"name" one of them asked while the other clutched his gun tighter. I wonder what he do for to have all this security and protection. & not to mention this big ass house and these foreign cars.

" umm just tell him the girl from japan is here" i said. he spoke into the speaker thing and shortly after he let me continue driving in.

I grabbed my purse and got out the car. well here goes nothing. I took a deep breath and knocked on the door.