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I


t was early in the morning. The cool morning air was rushing through the curtains as the couple were about to wake, Taeyeon was the first one to wake up after her beloved wife. She stared at her wife's features from her eyes,to her nose, then to her plumpy soft lips. She traced her wife's jawline traveling to her nose then her forehead. She loved to watch how she slept like a baby with her light snors and her sleeping position, who could resist such a thing. She slowly put Tiffany's hair behind her ears to take a better view of her. " Taeeee~" Tiffany whined cutely while sleeping. She smiled as she heard her name being called by her lover.



" Fany~ah " Taeyeon tried to wake the sleeping mushroom beside her


Tiffany opened her eyes as she gave her best eyesmile to her lover " Good morning taetae "


Taeyeon pecked Tiffany's lips and gave her a thousand watt smile



" I know it's early to ruin your day, but..." Taeyeon said as she sat and rested her head on the headrest. She looked over to Tiffany who's eyebrows are raised



" What is it? " Tiffany sat with her as she sensed that their conversation will be serious.


Taeyeon looked down, but Tiffany lifted her chin and gave her an assuring smile that everything's going to be okay.


" Tell me."



" We-..well .." Taeyeon hesitated, but sighed heavily knowing that she can't lie to anyone, Especially her mushroom.



" I had a lunch with the shikshin, the choding and the black pearl yesterday and we decided that .." She stopped and sighed once again.


" We're going to the states for a month. "


Tiffany froze on the spot, she slowly closed her eyes and tried to register the words that came from her lover's mouth.



" Wh-when?" 



" A-after a week. " Taeyeon stuttered.


Tiffany bit her lower lip and played with her fingers, thinking what will she do without Taeyeon by her side " Why so sudden?" She asked as she placed her hands on Taeyeon's.


" I-it's a-about the company having this huge project and I was the one who's responsible."



Tiffany nodded and tried to understand her girlfriend.



Taeyeon went closer to her " Don't worry mushroom you won't be lonely, Jessica and Nicole will be with you here in the house, I asked them yesterday and they agreed to accompany you "


Tiffany only nodded, but inside she doesn't want Taeyeon to go.


She hugged tightly hugger her " When will you come back "



Taeyeon returned the hug " We're not sure yet, but it will take us about 5-6 months there " She parted from the hug and saw tears coming from the latter's eyes that slowly slid down to her cheeks.



" Ulijima " Taeyeon rubbed Tiffany's back as a sign of comfort.


Tiffany wiped her tears using her sleeves and looked up to her " Promise me, we'll communicate " She pouted and sobbed


Taeyeon smiled as she find her girlfriend's action rather cute. She raised her hand and let her pinky out " Pinky promise "



The two interwined their smallest finger and exchanged promises. Taeyeon stood up and got marker, She gently went back at their bed . She looked at Tiffany and smiled "What's our first rule?"



" Always communicate " Tiffany said as Taeyeon wrote it on hangeul on her arms, Taeyeon gave the marker to Tiffany.


" Second rule, If there are misunderstanding, Always give time to explain "Tiffany said and wrote on Taeyeon's arms " Yahh, That's too long" Taeyeon complained, but Tiffany ignored her and continued writing. She gave the marker back to Taeyeon


" Third rule, Always try understand each other " Taeyeon wrote



" Fourth rule, Always have time to each other eventhough we have appointments,meetings or any kind of events " Tiffany wrote "Yahhhh, That's too long "



Tiffany giggled " I can't think of any rules " The smaller girl said " We should think of many rules later, for now we'll enjoy our remaings days together " Tiffany said as Taeyeon nodded.







The duo went to their favorite place, The park. Their hand interlaced while swinging and happily giggling at each other, They both sat on a grassy ground and placed the pink blanket with the picnic basket on the center. Luckily the park wasn't filled with people, they were the only person that occupied the park.


" Any rules yet? " Tiffany asked as they both sat down



Taeyeon shooked her head " You ? "



Tiffany snuggled closer to Taeyeon's shoulder " Me too. "


" We only have 6 days left, we need to make it the best " Taeyeon said


" Stop reminding me that you'll leave " Tiffany said as she burried her face onto Taeyeon's neck and cried, Taeyeon knew that Tiffany was crying but she let her be.



Taeyeon suddenly felt guilt taking over her body, She wants to stay, but it's for the best. She can't do anything but to comfort her girlfriend " Don't worry, I promise I'll be back "



Tiffany sniffed " Really? "


" Of course, I'll miss the most gorgeous girl in the world "


" And I'll miss the dorkiest person on earth " Tiffany lightly sobbed, the smaller girl just stared at the younger girl's red swollen eyes " Now, I look ugly " Tiffany said while Taeyeon placed her hand on Tiffany's chin " You look beautiful eventhough you're crying " She lightly punched the latter's chest earning a fake groan from her " Oww, That hurts! "



"That's for making me cry "



" Mianhe, Don't worry, I'll be back I promise "


" Really? "


" No" Taeyeon said in sarcasm



They both laughed and enjoyed their picnic together, Taeyeon's arms are full with the rules that Tiffany wrote, she wrote long rules like " Never ever ever ever ever cheat! " And " Don't make promises that you can't keep" once again the smaller girl complained, but Tiffany just gave her quick kiss. 








Taeyeon pushed the door closed using her feet while Tiffany's legs were tightly locked on Taeyeon's small waist as they both shared a hot make out session, They both parted as they needed air and both stared at each other's eyes lovingly " Promise me that you'll never cheat " Taeyeon quickly kissed Tiffany's plumpy lips and nodded, they continue to share an intimate moment together. She slowly laid Tiffany on their bed, her hand on Tiffany's butt for support for preventing her to fall. She fell on top of Tiffany and smiled, She welcomed Taeyeon's mouth by parting her lips allowing her pink muscle to enter as they swirled and danced around each other, Taeyeon's hands roamed around her girlfriend's sexy body from her back to her sexy slim waist.


" I will never cheat on you, Fany~ah" 


Taeyeon thought



Tiffany's eyes were closed shut as she enjoyed being pleasured by her girlfriend, Taeyeon licked her lips and kissed Tiffany's jawline and making it's way to her neck " D..don't leave a m..mark tae "


Taeyeon ignored her and sucked, licked every part of Tiffany's neck. Taeyeon left a redish mark on Tiffany's neck and touched it " Kim Taeyeon's property " She chuckled.




Tiffany pulled Taeyeon's head onto her breast as Taeyeon licked and sucked Tiffany's right nipple as she massaged the other one, She gave it a light bites while Tiffany's hand were on Taeyeon head pulling her deeper, She arched her back to give Taeyeon a better access on her breast 



" Hunggggmmnn...tae..." Tiffany moaned using her husky voice , it was like music to Taeyeon's ears it made her even more turned on, 




" Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh "




She stopped licking and gave the same attention to the other breast.


" t..ttae..Anngggggggggggggggg"  She gave a long lick and a squeeze on Tiffany's breast " Moan in my mouth baby " She said and kissed her, Tiffany opened her mouth while she let Taeyeon's pink muscle travel all over her mouth, while still massaging the younger girl's breast.



When they both gasped for air, Tiffany smiled " Are you ready baby?" Taeyeon asked. The girl below her only nodded while beads of sweat forming on her forehead, She kissed her lips and slowly pulled her girlfriend's underwear " Someone's already wet. " Taeyeon teased " It's your fault " Tiffany complained as Taeyeon chukled.



She slowly rubbed Tiffany's clit earning husky moans from her " T-tae... Aghhhh..St..stop teasing " Tiffany had her eyes closed. She spread Tiffany's legs and got a better view of her 'treasure' " You sure?" Taeyeon asked as she saw the girl nodded and has her eyes shut. She slowly plunged her two finger in Tiffany's wet core and started pumping in and out in a steady rhythm


" Ahhhhh, tae..you're so go..good..." Tiffany moaned again and groped the bedsheets. She saw tears forming on the corner of the girl's eye " Sorry baby, the pain will get off soon, I promise " She only nodded. She thrusted slowly and deeper onto the girl's core, feeling her numb arms" Ahhhhhhh,Hnggggggggggggg,t..tae." Tiffany sexily screamed. When the pain was gone she added another finger and thrusted in a faster pace " Ahhh..t..tae faster "




A few more thrust and  "T.t..tae.. I think I'm going to..Ahhhhh.ϲυm ", Taeyeon thrusted her finger on Tiffany's core while the other hand was on Tiffany's breast.. A few thrust came , juice oozed on Tiffany as she felt her knees go weak and quiver a little. The older girl licked her clean and happily skipped next to her and locked their lips together



" I love you "






" I love you too "



 ***


T


iffany wondered at the ceiling without even blinking, her mind was not with her, it was placed on the other side of the universe. She was thinking deeply on how to enjoy the remaining days with Taeyeon, or what will she do without the smaller girl following her around. A tear escaped from her eyes then, came heavy sobs. She sat with her knees on her chest and her head concealed on her arms, her hair was messy, so as her eyes, they were swollen and puffy. She heard the door opened, however ignored it. Then she felt a pair of arms clasped around her waist, there came a familiar scent of perfume that she loved. It was vanilla scented fragrance with a hint of  bubble gum in it. She smiled for she knew who it was.


" Don't cry, fany~ah " The other girl tried to console her, but it was no use, Tiffany only cried even harder.


Tiffany looked up " I-is t-there any way that I can stop you? " 


Seeing Tiffany like this makes her heart shatter in pieces.


She just shook her head and continued to comfort the crying girl " Can I come with you? "Tiffany asked, but Taeyeon shook her head once again that earned a loud groan from the younger girl as she buried her head on her arms.


Taeyeon lifted her chin and stared at her red puffy eyes " H-hey, Look at me "


" Remember what you wrote on my arms?" 


Tiffany nodded " Well, I'm not going to break those rules, so don't worry. " Taeyeon assured.


" I promise that I'll be back "


Tiffany cried even harder " Shhh, Don't cry " Taeyeon gently rubbed Tiffany's back, and it worked, her sobs lightened and her tears were stopped by her simple action. She looked up and their eyes met " I can't afford to lose you tae"


" You're not going to lose me " Taeyeon chuckled " I'm just going out for a few months, that's all, then after that, i will be back"


Tiffany nodded


" Are you hungry, do you want to eat? " Taeyeon changed the topic


Tiffany shook her head " If you eat, " Taeyeon thought for a second " You'll get kisses from me " Tiffany was not convinced " Let see" She paused " If you eat we'll see your favorite movie" Tiffany shook her head again " How about," She paused and put her finger on her chin " Amusement park? " Taeyeon failed again, but a light bulb came from her head " Ahh, How about the beach, let's invite Jessica and the others " 


" Sounds fun right, I'll call them later, but for now you should eat " Taeyeon walked to the kitchen and got the food that she prepared for Tiffany. The tray was full of Tiffany's favorite food from Yakiniku ( Japanese barbecued meat ) and Pink Pancakes.



She opened the door and watched Tiffany's eyes turn into crescents. She laid the tray on the bed and went to their cabinet and got a big t-shirt


" You should wear this first before eating " Taeyeon covered her eyes while Tiffany changed


" I'm done, you can look now " She slowly opened her eyes and adjusted her view " You saw me naked last night and you still close your eyes... Pfftt where did confident Tae go? " Taeyeon laughed and went besides Tiffany  " I respect you Tippani, Now say ahhhh " Taeyeon held the spoon infront of Tiffany.


" Ahhhhhhhhh " Tiffany mimicked Taeyeon and ate the food, chewing it slowly while giving her best eyesmile she can ever give.






DUN





DUN




DUN





DUN





DUN




Taeyeon felt a little weak, she blinked and saw Tiffany's image getting blurred " E-excuse me for a sec " Tiffany eyed her but continued enjoying her food. Taeyeon on the other hand was looking through the mirror while her hands was on the sink to avert her from falling down, she felt like she's on a congested area where there were no space for air. She slowly sat on the empty tub and begun to breathe slowly.



A weak knock was heard coming from the door " tae, are you okay "


"Ye-yeah. I'll be there in a minute"  She managed to say with her lungs lacking of oxygen. She stood up again and got her medicine in her medicine box, she managed to smile as she held the totoro designed medicine box. She took one pill and englut it slowly feeling the small pill tracing on her esophagus.



She laid her back on the cold tiled wall, her knees on her chest while her head was staring at the ceiling as she gasped for oxygen. She inhaled deeply as she felt her lungs was burning. She can't breathe, she closed her eyes for a minute and waited for the medicine's effect, 



"Ta...taee?" Hearing Tiffany's voice made her calm, she stood up and felt a little thump on her chest, but ignored it. She fixed her hair and picked her medicine box before putting it on the mini cabinet and went out.




"What took you so long ?" 


She didn't answer; instead she changed the topic


" Pani~ah " She said cutely.


" hmm? " Tiffany hummed in response as she took a big bite on her food.


" Nothing " Taeyeon said as she smiled weakly ignoring the thump on her chest. She picked her phone from her pocket. She dialed Jessica's number and waited for the ice princess to pick up. " What are you doing taetae? " Tiffany asked as she placed her plates at the right side of the bed " Calling Sica. " She coughed, Tiffany nodded and chewed the remaining food on her mouth



" Sicaaaaa! " She meant to shout on purpose for her to breathe out heavily


" No need to shout. " Jessica said on the other line " Go and pack your clothes." 


" Wae?! " Jessica asked " Because we're going to the beach " Just after Taeyeon said, Jessica squealed like a dolphin and a loud thud was heard from the other line making confused Taeyeon stare at Tiffany. She turned her phone on a loudspeaker mode.


" Yahh, Why do you have to scream? " Yuri said in the other line making the two chuckle


" Sorry babe. Taeyeon told me that we're going to the beach and I'm soooo Kyaaahhh~" She squealed again out of excitement making the two couple on the other line cover their ears.


" Sica, turn your phone on speaker mode " Taeyeon said as Jessica obeyed " Let me talk to Yuri "


" Yuri~ah, we're going to the beach. I'll call Sunny and Soo and you'll call Yoong and Seo, Okay? "


" Okay ! " Yuri shouted " Anyway what was that loud thud we heard earlier ?" Tiffany asked " That was me, I fell on the bed when I heard Sica's dolphin scream " Yuri blushed in embarrassment while Taeyeon and Tiffany keeps on laughing.


" Yahhh, Stop teasing me "


" Okay, we'll call you later, Bye! " 






" Put your things there Sunny " Tiffany said while pointing to the empty space at the back of the seats " And Soo stop eating our food and help your girlfriend " Tiffany shouted, Sooyoung only put the bag of chips down and frowned while walking towards her girlfriend " Let me help you " She said with in monotone. Sunny gave her all the bags and let her do the rest.



Tiffany walked towards the front seat. She stopped when she saw Taeyeon's head popped out of the window while hugging her favorite gingerbread man plushie and her dookong. She gigled to see how cute her girlfriend pouted. She walked slowly  " Aigoo, Why is my baby tae pouting? " Taeyeon made puppy eyes and pouted even more " Why is my baby sulking? "


" Your baby is sulking because her girlfriend is busy packing stuffs " Taeyeon pouted even more that caused the younger girl to chuckle " Aigoo, my baby is so cute " She pecked the older girl's lips earning a light pink circles on the older girl's cheeks. " Tae, my favorite color is starting to appear on your cheeks again ." She teased " You love my kisses, don't you? " Tiffany asked in a teasing manner. She pecked every part of Taeyeon's face, starting to eyes, nose then landed on her plump lips, They both smiled as they were both enclosed in their own world. They both stared at each other lovingly as they hug each other tightly, the whole moment was filled with silence, but Tiffany decided to break it " I'm gonna miss you baby "



" I'm gonna miss you too " Taeyeon said " Promise me that you'll come back after, Okay? " Tiffany said still hugging the older girl " I, Kim Taeyeon, will come back after the business trip and.. " She paused " And after that I will continue to love Hwang Miyoung until forever ends " They both pulled away and smiled at each other




" Awwwwwwwwwww " All of their friend said " You two, you're perfect for each other " Jessica said as she hugged her seobang's waist " I'm gonna miss my seobang " Jessica pouted " I'm gonna miss you too Sica " Yuri stared at her and gave her a peck " Aishh, " Sunny said trying not to show her tears to her girlfriend " I'm gonna miss my giant baby too " She can't hold it anymore, tears streamed all over her face while Sooyoung hugged her tightly " Don't worry I'll be back, I promise. " Sooyoung said earning a quick kiss from her girlfriend



" Stop being so dramatic, you guys " Yoona popped her head while holding all the bag of chips " They will be back in a few months " she rolled her eyes and sat besides Seohyun inside the van " Go Inside now! " She shouted. All of them went inside with Taeyeon on the driver's seat, Tiffany on the front seat while the others are at back 


" LET'S GOOOO! " Sooyoung shouted at the back earning a loud scream from all of them.


 ***



Flashback



Taeyeon's POV




A


fter a short chat with Yuri, we went inside the restaurant where Hyoyeon and Sooyoung was waiting. I saw them smiled at me, but their smile twisted into a frown when they saw me in a discomposed position, I held my fist near my chest, it was somehow a bit clogged, I guess?




They stood up from their sits and coursed towards us " What the hell happened? " The taller girl said as she rubbed my back " I'll tell you later. " I heard Yuri said. We seated near the glass window of the restaurant where yellow flowers and aquamarine leaves can be seen" What happened Kim?" Hyoyeon asked in a worried tone as she placed her shoulder bag on her lap. I guess I can't lie to them, I should tell them. Should I?




" I know what you're thinking, there's no point in lying, Taeng" I heard Hyoyeon said, I gazed deeply at her eyes and mentally smiled Hyoyeon is the kind of person that you can never lie to, she always has this kind of power that she can feel things easily.



I profoundly sighed and said, " I'm sick " I glanced at them for a second feeling their stares seering a whole right into my eyes " What do you mean sick, like high fever, cough or cold, maybe? " Sooyoung asked tilting her head to the side " No, I'm sick as in sick " I emphasized the last word, but they both raised their eyebrows giving me a questioned look. I groaned and raised my finger pointed it on my chest and tapped it a few times.




When they got the clue I saw their reaction, they were shocked. " Taeng, stop joking it's not funny " The taller girl said in a serious voice, Yuri shook her head trying her best to explain what's happening " She's not lying ." I nodded and grappled their hands " Please don't tell this to Tiffany" I begged. Hyoyeon was the first one to remove her hands from my grip "Taeng, don't die yet. There's so many things I want to do with you " She said " Me too, I want to spend the rest of my life with my best friend. What if you said your last goodbye, who will I call midget, who will scold me for eating too much food, who will join me staring at girl's butts?" Sooyoung said




I smiled at their statement, they never failed to make me smile even in a serious situation " I'm not going to die, I'm just going to the states for 5-6 months to have my surgery and after that I'll be back" I smiled. " Yeyy, TAENG'S NOT GONNA DIE!" Hyoyeon shouted earning all the attention from the restaurant, Aishh such a kid.




Yuri held my hand and gave me her best grin" I'll come with you " The choding and the shikshin  put their hands on mine and stared at each other " We'll come too. " They said in unison earning a wide smile from me that earned pinches coming from them " You're so cute taeng " Hyoyeon chuckled.




I saw the waiter walked towards us, I peered at his nametag and read it.  Key , what a cute name, reminds me of the necklace we bought, I had the key, while she has the lock. Perfect. I smiled as he laid the food in front of us, he bowed and left us immediately after giving us our orders.





( Back to the present )




 It was already sunset when we arrived. I saw Hyoyeon and Nicole waving at us at the front entrance of their beach, I parked the van beside them and went out " Finally, fresh air " Jessica said as she stretched her back while the others made their way out of the van " What took you so long? " Nicole asked while their hands interwined" Traffic. " I said and went to the front door where I can see my dazzling princess slumbering, her face was literally squeezed to the whole window. I tapped the window from the outside "Fany~ah, wake up" But she didn't moved, Jessica tapped my shoulder and said, " Let me handle this " She smirked evily, I wonder what's on her mind. She winked at Yuri who was watching beside me " Don't be jealous, Okay" Jessica winked at again




She put her hands on the side of her mouth and shouted, " Argghhhh, Tae..Taeyeon.. Uhh th.there.. Faster.. " Jessica moaned, My eyes felt like it was going fall, then Tiffany woke up immediately after hearing Jessica's moan , I glanced at Yuri who had been laughing her ass out. Did they planned this?




She pushed the door and made her way out " Yahhh, Sica! " Tiffany pushed her lightly " Don't worry, we weren't doing anything, Taeyeon was just having a hard time waking you up, and I decided to help.. Well I think it worked " Jessica said and laughed along with Yuri. Aish YulSic.




We made our way to Hyoyeon's beach bearing heavy loads of bag " Yoona stop eating and help me " Sooyoung said as she struggled to walk due to the mass of Yoona's bags, but Yoona shook her head and skipped her way to their cottage holding Seohyun's hands. YoonChoding.




Hyoyeon gave our room keys, as usual one pair in one room. Tiffany and I decided to stroll around before sleeping since we're kinda bored. We held hands as the cold water ran through our feet. I saw her having a hard time balancing herself since she has her slippers on, I knelt in front of her and said, " It will be easier if you remove your slippers " I took her pink slippers off and held it between my two fingers " Better? " She nodded and kissed my forehead . We continued walking while our hands interwined feeling the cool air ran through our skin. throughout the entire walk we had, we kept stealing glances from each other like teenagers having a moment with their crush. It was perfect, just perfect. We played tag and as usual I lost, since my lungs was having a hard time breathing.




Tiffany was the first one to get inside our room, I opened our door and saw her hid herself in a pink blanket " Where could my mushroom be? " I heard her giggle. I pulled the blanket and saw her giving me her best killer smile. She suddenly gave me a tight hug, feeling her warm body against mine was pure bliss. " Do you want to sleep? " She pulled away and shook her head while her soft lips were pouting. I stared at her eyes trying to read what's on her mind, I can tell that she's hurt knowing that in a few weeks I'm going to leave her and it will be hard for both us to handle this, but I need to be strong for her and also for myself. I was locked in her gazes, she gave me a weak smile and pecked my lips sending  shivers all over my body, I swear everytime she kisses me it always felt like heaven.




She changed her position and placed her self on my lap, she put her hands at back of my neck and stared at me, as if she was trying to tell something, I just can't read it " I'll miss you " she placed her head on my chest. " Your heartbeat is really slow " I smiled and looked at her " Yeah, I know" I chuckled nervously.




" I love you " I heard the 3 magical words that I love 


" I love you too."



I laid my back on the soft matress while she's still on top of me, listening to my slow heartbeat


" Can you feel my heart, can you read my mind" I sang my favorite song " I can feel your heart, but I can't read your mind tae" she told me, she giggled cutely.



" What do you want to do tomorrow?" I lowered my chin and looked at her. She sighed and met with my eyes, then I saw her eyes sexily smirking at me " I don't know " she said with her husky tone while she drew small circles on my chest " maybe.. we can.. you know.." she moved her eyebrows up and down. I was feeling a bit...turned on.. I guess? " what do you mean by that?" I asked innocently " Well, Hyoyeon and the rest will take a trip around the city and...."she went near and blew air on my ear, it sent shivers throughout my whole body, I swear to God if she don't stop, I might, actually do something perverted  "We're all alone" she whispered in my ears, my whole body stiffened when I heard her.. Calm down Taeyeon, Calm down.. 



I cleared my throat, beads of sweat was dripping from my forehead to my temples "T-tae, are you alright" she asked, I awkwardly nodded "you seem so tensed? " she evilly smirked. I was nervous as hell, I can't even utter a single word. She started drawing shapes on my chest again making it hard for me to breath, I mentally fanned myself and thanked God that I have a hot girlfriend "So, can we..you know.. "she moved her eyebrows up and down in a sexy way "Can y-y-you be m-more spec-cific? "I stuttered earning chuckles from her, she slowly rubbed her legs up and down with mine and whispered in my ear "Can we make love?" My eyes almost bulged out, I wasn't actually expecting that. Oh who am I kidding, Oh gosh, I can feel my hormones.. Calm down Taeyeon, you can do it.



She giggled again "You're so cute when you're nervous, You know?" She kissed my forehead and slowly closed her eyes"Good Night, Tae ", Phew! Thank God she stopped. I watched her as my hormone level slowed down. I think I'm the luckiest person on earth, Why?, because I get to see an angel sleep. I grinned and slowly closed my eyes.


 ***


Tiffany's POV



I


t's the day of Taeyeon's flight. I really want her to stay, but what can I do? I feel empty just by thinking of her without by my side. A tear dropped on my cheeks as I saw her checking her bags, she looked at me and made a cute pout, I smiled and wiped my tears and sat beside her, no words can be heard through the room, it was filled with complete silence. She hugged me tight and I enjoyed her body's warmth, I wrapped my hands around her waist and cried silently, I know she'll be back, but I can't help it.






6 months...







6 months. I keep convincing myself that 6 months will pass like it's just mere minutes, I keep convincing myself that it's just a damn number. I sobbed as I felt her pull away from the hug, she gave me a weak smile and kissed my forehead, she intertwined our hands together and lightly squeezed it " Don't cry, I promise I'll be back " her voice echoed on my mind. Is she really going to be back, who knows what will happen in 6 months. " Promise?" I asked. She cupped my face and rubbed her thumb across my cheek " Promise" then she kissed my forehead.




We arrived at the airport at exactly 6:00 p.m.. Taeyeon got out of the car and opened the back door. Sooyoung followed and grabbed her bags while Yuri and Hyoyeon did the same. We went inside the airport with each couple holding hands, we were enjoying the last moment with them, I wish it could be longer. I can see swollen eyes from all the girl including Jessica, she was really hurt, she tried to ignore Yuri for 2 days, but Yuri tried to explain everything to her and in the end, the ice princess can't ignore her seobang.



Another tear fell on my cheeks as the cold air of the airport blew on my face, Taeyeon held my hand and squeezed it lightly. I looked at her and saw a pair of brown orbs staring at me, slowly a crystal fell on her cheeks "Don't cry" I told her, Now it's my turn to say that line, funny right? "I just don't want to leave you" she said and cupped my face " I'm okay " I said it with assurance, but deep inside it's not.














"Last call for the passenger of Flight 27"







Another tear fell on my cheeks, I saw my friends were all crying. I hugged Yuri then Sooyoung then Hyoyeon and lastly Taeyeon, I hugged her like there's no tomorrow, I inhaled her scent and pulled away to kiss her lips.







"Last call for flight 27"







We both pulled away "You better go" I said and reluctantly removed our intertwined hands, but she held it once again and cupped my face "I love you" those words, those 3 magical words.. this will be the last time I'll hear her voice.. I know there's a thing called 'Internet', but it's still different when you hear it right from your lover's mouth.




I stared at them and saw their bodies slowly disappearing from my sight. I felt someone tapping my shoulder "It's just 6 moths, Tiff "Jessica said and hugged me "I know, Jessi"




We sat on the chair and gazed at the big glass window, you can see the grey clouds and the big airplanes moving "I'll wait even if takes years" I whispered. Slowly the plane took off leaving, us girls crying.




I feel so empty as the plane takes off



I know that one day



It won't be long that you will also know



Just how it feels to leave you now





" It's just 6 months Tiff" Sunny tried to comfort me " Y-yeah" I said as I wiped the tears off of my cheeks " You know 6 months will pass easily" She said and gently rubbed my back. Taeyeon usually does that when I cry. I remembered, when I saw a bug on my bed, it suddenly flew right into my shoulders, my body immediately reacted and I managed to remove the scariest thing on my shoulder and it flew off, I sat on the corner with my knees on my chest and cried hard. I heard the door opened and there she came up running towards me and gently rubbed my back saying the most comforting words.




My world is turning but it's upside down


Now you're so far away while you are learning


How this world spins round


I'm in some other day




We were there for 2 hours ,not wanting to stand up and go home. I saw Jessica and Nicole on the corner talking about something while Sunny was sitting beside me, still staring at the big glass window " Fany~ah " Sunny said with a sigh " You'll be strong for tae, right?"What kind of question is that?



I felt nervous when those words came to my mind. I nodded and smiled at her while she did the same.





I feel a challenge for both you and I



That's how it has to be



In life there's balance



I hope time will fly without you here with me



I feel tomorrow can't come by too soon


To bring you back to see that love will follow


Like the red balloon and you'll come home to me


I want you here with me




How does it feel to wake up in the morning without a pair of arms hugging your waist, how does it feel to cry silently without someone comforting you, how does it feel... I started to ask myself




" Fany~ah, we should get going" Nicole offered her hands and I accepted it. I was now sitting on the front seat of the car while Sunny and Nicole are at the back. Then it started to rain heavily, I glanced at the window and stared at the tiny droplet of rain sticking on the window. I remembered how she would often invite me to play in the rain with her. I silently giggled at the thought, a picture played on my mind, how cute she pouts while I decline her offer, how she nudged my arms and whine cutely while she gives me her pleading puppy eyes. I smiled and remembered what she said.














" You know it's fun to play in the rain "

















" Why?"














" My umma once told me that playing in the rain is fun because first, you get to play around without anyone staring at you. Second, it's the time where you can drink hot chocolate after playing and lastly, "


 She paused
































" this is where you can cry without anyone noticing you "















" Fany, are you alright?" Jessica's voice snapped me out of my thoughts " Y-yeah " I nodded and gave her a weak smile " Do you want eat? " She invited me while her eyes focused on the road " I'm not in the mood to eat" I said and laid my head on the window  "Taeyeon asked me to take care of you." I nodded " She gave me permission to knock you on the head, so you better eat, you stubborn mushroom" I sat up straight, crossed my arms and glared at her " Don't you da--" Too late, she knocked my head " Why you. You'll get it from me later, you're lucky that you're driving" She smiled sarcastically



***




opened my eyes and saw that I was in an unknown place where cherry blossom trees can be seen everywhere, the pink leaves felled in a spiral obstacle which made it more beautiful to stare at. I held one in my hand and blew it away. The wind was blowing, touching my face down to my feet. I inhaled the cherry blossom scent and turned my head to the left and saw a familiar figure sitting on the park bench besides the pink tree. I can hear sobs coming from her. I slowly walked towards her "E-excuse me" She turned her head. My eyes widened









"Tae?"







" Sorry, I lied to you, I'm sorry " she kept saying, while her hands on her face covering her swollen eyes and smudged make up




"Taeyeon.." I rubbed her back, but my hands can't feel a thing. I shrugged the weird feeling off and tried to take her hand,



Why can't I touch her?



Am I a ghost?



"Tae..Taeyeon! ." I tried to shout, but it seems like she can't hear me



"I'm sorry if I disappointed you. I'm really sorry "She wiped her tears away and stood up looking at the sky



" I love you Ppani " 




"I'm sorry"




"I'm leaving you. Goodbye "



Her last words shocked me


. Why was she saying goodbye?




She slowly walked then lightly ran, I followed her




"Taeeeeeeeeeee! "




My hands were mere inches from her shoulder, but before I could grab her she disappeared from my sight, I knelt and cried. 





"TAEEEEYEEEEEEOOOONNNNNN! " 








" Fany! "


I opened my eyes as sweat and tears covered my face, I saw Nicole, Jessica and Sunny looking at me with worried eyes "Are you okay? "Jessica came closer and hugged me, I cried and hugged her tighter "What's the matter ?" Nicole asked and sat beside Jessica "Let me get you a water, Okay?"Sunny left , leaving Jessica and Nicole with me inside the room "Why were you screaming Taeyeon's name? " Nicole asked while she was fixing my fringe. I was screaming Taeyeon's name? Why? "Did you have a bad dream?"Jessica asked and stroked my hair which made me calm, then Sunny entered the door holding a glass of water and gave it to me. I smiled and placed the water on the table. 



" Yes. I had a bad dream, but I don't want to talk about it, it scares me " They all nodded and tried to understand me. "You should take a bath you look like you had sex with Taeyeon " Jessica said. I lightly punched her as they all laugh "YAAH! Stop it " I blushed from embarrassment "You should take a bath and meet us downstairs "I nodded and did what I was told.



The hot water hit my face as I closed my eyes enjoying the heat, moisture can be seen on the shower door, I thought of the dream I had lately, it was scary as hell.


 Why did Taeyeon said Goodbye?




"Tiffany! " The ice princess knocked and called my name, I didn't notice that I was there for an hour "Yeah, coming"I turned off the shower and grabbed my pink bathrobe.




I twisted the cold doorknob and was welcomed by a cold air from my room. I looked around the room and saw a big pink paper glued on the wall, it has the rules that TaeTae and I wrote before she left. I smiled and got dressed.




"Hey, tiff let's eat" Sunny invited me. I sat on the white chair and pushed my self closer to the table. They ate happily, they all seem so happy, while I'm hear, spacing out. We all heard the door opened and saw Yoona and Seohyun carrying lots of bags "Heyy! " The older maknae put the bags down, while Seo came to us and sat beside me. She stared at me while I lowered my head "Have you been crying, Umma?"She asked and lifted my chin. I nodded "Aigoo, Appa will be back after 6 months " She smiled. I gave her a weak smile "I'm hungry."Yoona rubbed her stomach and sat in the middle "Ohh, Bulgogi"She grabbed the bowl and the spoon "YAHH, We just ate Yoong" Seo said "But I'm still hungry "Seo just sighed while Sunny laughed cutely "Reminds me of my giant baby "




"Yahh, now I miss my Seobang 



"I miss my Hyo too "




"Aish.. too dramatic "Yoona said and chewed happily. Jessica gave her a glare while Sunny and Nicole knoced her on the head "You're just lucky because your Seo is here "Jessica said while I remained silent "Oh tiff, I forgot to tell you that Taeyeon called earlier " My eyes immediately widened " Why didn't you wake me up "



"She said that you need a long sleep, I told her that you cried " Jessica copied my eyesmile. Scary was the word for it



"Stop it Unnie, you look horrible" Yoona said and covered Seo and her eyes "Don't look Seo, it's too scary " Jessica knocked her head again "Aigoo, it hurts "Yoona pouted, they all laughed .








Tiffany immediately went to her room after they ate their breakfast, she opened her laptop and laid herself on the bed. She opened her account and to her dismay, Taeyeon wasn't online, she waited for hours and hours, but still Taeyeon didn't show up 


" Why is she taking so long ? "


 she hissed. She waited for another hour, but Taeyeon didn't show up she closed her laptop and creased her eyebrows while her arms are crossed


 " I can't believe it, she didn't show up "


 She looked up to the wall and saw their rules.



Tae


Ny's


 rules ^___^



1. Always communicate


2. Give time to explain


3. Understand each other



4 .Have time for each other



5. Never cheat


6. Never lie.


7. Don't make promises that you can't keep



Upon seeing the 2nd rule her eyebrows were lightened so as her crossed arms. 


" I better let her explain first before acting like this " 


She thought and smiled.




It has been 3 days and Taeyeon still didn't show up, Tiffany was getting impatient, but still thought of their rules. She checked her e-mail and saw that Taeyeon sent her a video, she clicked it and waited for it to fully load. When it was finished she clicked play.





She saw her girlfriend in a grey hoodie and has a totoro designed head on the hood 


" Aigoo, so cute " 



" Hey Ppani, sorry I wasn't able to check my e-mail, I was really busy and Sooyoung kept annoying me to go with her to the amusement park and Kkabyul wanted to go to the Gym, so I decided to work out. Look my muscles got bigger " The older girl showed her muscles and kissed her biceps. Tiffany gave a satisfied chuckle " Ppani, I rov you so mushh " Taeyeon said in her perfect ' engrish '. Tiffany laughed



" Anyway, I met a kid named Tiffany on the way to the Gym, she was lost and was looking for her mum, she said that she saw a pink kite and tried to follow it, but when the kite was nowhere to be seen she found herself lost, so I decided to help her. We both went to the police station and in less than an hour her mother was there to claim her" Tiffany attentively listened



" And you know what..she has a cute eyesmile like yours too. " Tiffany nodded " She has an eyesmile like this " Taeyeon copied Tiffany's eyesmile, the younger girl found it cute 


" I just want to pinch you right now " 


She thought " send me some videos too, if you want and don't forget the video that I recorded on your phone..still remember it? " Tiffany nodded


 " Don't worry I didn't forget about it "


 She said and continued watching " So I better go now bye Ppani, I love you " The video stopped.



She kept replaying the video on and on. She paused and saw Taeyeon's eyesmile she pressed the print screen button and saved it on her laptop and made it her background


 " My Taetae, sooo cute " 




She sighed, looking at her lover's photo " 6 months is too long "


 ***




Just promise me you'll think of me everytime


you look up in the sky and see white clouds "









S


itting on a park bench in a Sunday afternoon, isn't what you actually wanted on a beautiful day, but she was enjoying the sun's rays, feeling it through her white milky skin. She let out a sigh and smiled afterwards. She glanced at her wrist watch only to see that it was Quarter to 3. She stood up from her seat and walked comfortably while her hands completely secured on her right pocket.





She looked up and saw the orange sky blending with the white cotton clouds above, moving in unison. The trees dances with the light blew of the wind with birds peacefully laid on their nest. She closed her eyes  and opened them again.



Should I tell her?



She continued walking until her feet brought her to a small cafe near the park, she smiled as she remembered her last visit at her favorite place. The door bell clunged as she opened the door lightly. She popped her head and was welcomed by a warm smile 



"Good Afternoon Taeyeon~ah"



Another warm smile was given by the girl who was standing near the counter. She looked beautiful with her white apron tied at her back, and her brown hair carelessly tied in a bun.. 



"Ahh, I see.. The piano, right?"



Taeyeon nodded as she placed herself comfortably on the piano stool, she placed her fingers on the keyboard and started to play a simple song. 





Her heart was with the tune of the piano as rhythm and melody danced around the room sending harmony on the girl's heart. She pressed notes and keys with her eyes closed and her head lightly bobbing with every note she hit. She put all her feelings and emotion on the song, she didn't notice that there were small droplets of tears rolling down her cheeks. She slowly opened her eyes as lightness took over the darkness that covered her a while ago.




"That was beautiful"




"Thank you."




She wiped her tears and respectfully bowed at the girl who's standing in front of her "I should leave " she lowered her head and walked towards the door.




She was welcomed by a cool breeze of air hitting her bare face and her beautiful brown hair, she inhaled the cold wind and started walking.





She opened her apartment door and was a bit shocked to see her three friends waiting for her patiently "Where have you been? " said the tall girl "I didn't tell you that I was going for a small walk at the park, Cuz' you were busy with the papers earlier " All of them nodded.




Did you send it to her?




The blonde nodded and focused her eyes at the flat screen tv 




"So how was your meeting with Mr. Park? "




The small girl propped herself on the couch and shrugged her shoulders " He said that it will take 2 years of preparation, but I don't want to wait that long"


All of them looked at the older girl "2 years?!" All of them said in unison that made the older girl flinch. She nodded in response and as for the three they facepalmed their selves "How are you going to tell her? " She shrugged her shoulders




When the right time comes




She stood up from her sit and walked up to her room, she laid herself at her king sized bed and opened her laptop, she saw that her lover was online she immediately clicked her name and invited her on videocam




"Hey Tae~"




Her voice sent shiver all over the older girl's body, she missed her voice badly. She tried to fake a smile, good thing that it wasn't that much obvious




"Hey Fany~ah, how long have you been waiting?"




She let out another fake smile




"for about 30 minutes now"The older girl nodded



" I have a good news "

















"I'll be back in 3 days."







A loud squeal was heard by Taeyeon who covered her ears in annoyance. The door suddenly opened revealing a small girl wearing black tank top and grey sweat shorts, and at her back was a tall and a blonde girl.



" I heard my Sica " The tanned girl laid herself besides the small girl and waved her hands at the two beautiful brunettes in front of the screen



" Yul~"  Yuri smilled as she heard her wife whine " I miss you."



" I miss you too." 



" YAH! Where's my Nicole?" Hyoyeon asked and placed herself besides Taeyeon



" And my Sunny too." Sooyoung whined



" Aish, don't you have laptops, I'm having a moment with my wife." Taeyeon said that earned chuckles from the two brunette. The three choding scratched their heads and went to their own rooms.




" So where are we?" Taeyeon tried to be cheerful, but deep inside she wanted to close her eyes and sleep, not wanting to think of any thoughts about anything.


" You said you'll be here in 3 days " Tiffany gave her best eyesmile that she can give



I'm going to miss those pretty eyes.




" Why so fast?"


" You don't want me to come home?" Taeyeon pouted and crossed her arms 


" Aigoo so cute. " another chuckle was heard.



I'll miss your voice.





" I want you to come home, but you still have 3 months left. "


" W-we're in a 2 week b-break " 



Why did I stutter?




Tiffany had a weird feeling inside her, like something's wrong. She creased her eyebrows and looked at Taeyeon who couldn't stare at her " Is there a problem, fany~ah"




She shrugged it all off " No."


" So, I'll sleep now okay, I'm really tired"  Taeyeon said


" Okay, I love you"



" I love you too."



The younger girl smiled and turned her laptop off.





Tiffany's POV




 After I was done talking to my Taetae I looked around our room and mountains of clothes scattered everywhere, crumpled papers were carelessly lying on the floor, while some drawers were lightly opened. I sighed




This is going to be a lot of work to do,



I stood up and grabbed all of my clothes and neatly placed them on a basket. I was pretending to play basketball, I picked up many clothes and lined them up beside me. I picked up my t-shirt and threw them at the basket.




2 points





3 points




Shoot





Wooo!




I was having a lot of fun. After I was done  'playing basketball' I grabbed my mini-vacumm cleaner and turned it on. I let it suck on dust and other dirty things that sticked on my pink carpet. I reached under the sofa, the tv rack, and lastly the bed. I stretched my hands and let the vacumm cleaner do all the work for me. I heard an annoying sound coming from the it. I turned it off and checked to see if there was something wrong.



My eyes widened, I saw Taeyeon's medicine box. I remembered that I picked it for her since it's totoro designed. I shrugged my shoulders and put it carefully on her drawer.




Must be her cough medicine




At last, my work is done. I proudly looked at our room and it was sparky clean. I mentally gave myself a pat on the shoulders.



Good Job!




I laid myself carelessly on my bed slowly closing my eyes, I let the darkness took over my eyes, and soon I was on my dreamland.


 ***


I


'm here at the airport looking for someone, then my eyes caught a girl waving at me. I ran up to her and hugged her tightly  "I missed you" She said while her head was still on my shoulders "I missed you too.". I said and pulled away




We walked outside and waited for Jessica's car to come here and pick us up. After minutes of waiting we saw her pink car. The car stopped beside me and the window slowly opened revealing Sica with her shades " I kinda.. fell asleep, Sorry" Tiffany rolled her eyes and went inside the car.



While we were driving, we passed by a park "Stop!" I yelled making Jessica pull the brakes real hard.


"What?!"She said in annoyance 


" You can leave us here."I can tell that Jessica was curious. I made her a I'll-text-you-later gesture that made her nod. Tiffany was still there looking at me with curious eyes



I need to tell her.



Jessica's car left, leaving the two of us in the middle of the road. I held her hands tightly as possible, not wanting to let her go. 


I comfortably sat on the swing, while Tiffany was on the other one. I lowered my head and sighed


"What's wrong?"





"N-nothing, I'm fine."I raised my head and stared at her eyes, she gave me her eyesmile that never fails to make me smile inside.


I picked my guitar and played a song for her. Yes I brought my guitar with me




I should take things slow, before saying it to her



The first time I met you wasn't I imagined it to be


I loved you at first sight, but never got the chance to know your name


Second sight was the most awkward for me.


I don't know how to approach you.


My senses took over me and said


Do it before it's too late




I stared at her while strumming my guitar. I saw her eyes closed and swaying her body to the music.




Indeed, I had a hard time explaining things at first,



about myself and how I got into this mess



but as time passes you. Yes You. 



You understood it so well.




She inhaled the cool wind as I did the same.




I need to do this.



I'm here singing this song, but one thing's for sure


It'll get awkward after this. You know why?


Because I'll say my last words that will surely


break your heart apart.



Sorry for doing this I know this will really be a rough road for both us,


I hope that you'll be here by my side.


I love you



The song ended. She hugged me tightly as wind blew lighter and lighter.


"I missed your voice tae"




I smiled and thanked her. She stared at my eyes, then slowly the spaces between us were decreasing, inch by inch she was coming closer, I closed my eyes and waited for her lips to touch mine. Then there it was, her soft lips touched mine, she put her hands around my neck to deepen the kiss. it was slow, pure, soft and full emotions inside it. I was the first one to pull away.



"I need to tell you something"



















DUN.










I felt my heart skipped a beat. Literally. I clenched my fist and made sure that she doesn't see.


"... I..I'm.." I said while my voice was out of breath.




"TAE, ARE YOU ALRIGHT?"




My guitar dropped. I tried to stand up, but ended up landing my knees on the cold hard ground, she helped me stand up. I stumbled a little when we were walking towads the park's gate



"TAETAE!" 




I stood up again. I put my hands on the wall besides the park's gate and breathe in and out. My eyes seemed to get blurry by the second, I saw her calling someone on the phone. Maybe calling for help?



No, no one needs to see this



I tried my best to calm my breathing. I held her shoulders making her whole body turn around















"I'm dying.."


***



I



woke up in the middle of a small ivory room with cords and machines connected in some parts of my body. The monitor on my right shows the drumming of my heart the other one on my left was a big tank for my breathing. 



I pulled the cords that was on my hand and let my feet sway on the bed while I sit. 


How did I get here?


 I stood up from the  bed and left the room with my hands on my lower chest. The nurses and doctors were staring at me as I struggle to walk, my whole body was aching I can't even move properly. I reached the elevator door and  went inside, I pushed the top floor button and waited patiently. 



Ding!



The elevator door op


ened revealing a 12 step stairs, I held the railing and slowly coursed. Every step my feet drops, my body aches. I don't even know where my feet is taking me, but I trailed where it wants to go. When I took the last step I saw a chrome plated door that has golden edges and silver door knob. I twisted it and was greeted by fresh and soothing air. My eyes wondered all over, from the buildings to the clouds above. I took a glance at the girl sitting with her hands covering her face. I limpingly walked towards her and sat beside her.




" I'm sorry "




I hugged her tightly. She started hitting my chest " Why didn't you tell me? " She sobbed as I entangled my hand with her's


" I'm sorry " was the only words I could utter. I feel guilty for not saying it to her, this 'thing' was going for 3 years now and I can tell I'm a good secret keeper. No one as in no one, even my sister doesn't know that I have this heart problem. Even before I met my other half.



Flashback



When Tiffany told me that the guy is her ex-boyfriend my heart suddenly starts to ache. I started breathing uncontrollably, but i made sure that she doesn't see. I saw her looking down and staring at the ground. 




DUN





DUN





DUN




My heart was slowly beating and my lungs were running out of air. I turned my back at her, to make sure that she doesn't see any of this. I curled my fist into a ball and held it on my chest.




The ferris wheel ride ended and I immediately went outside and offered my hands. She weakly flashed her eyesmile



" Wait here Tiffany, I'll just buy something" while I was walking I turned my head and saw Siwon heading at Tiffany's direction. He was with a sexy girl that has brown hair and white milky skin. I ignored it and ran to the nearest store. I bought a bottle of water and grabbed my orange medicine box and took a pill and drank it straight. I waited for 30 seconds to have it's effect on me, and thank god it did.




" Hmm, hey do you have a boyfriend?"I heard the girl said 


" Umm." I walked up to her and intertwined our hands 



" Babe who are they?" My body suddenly moved and pecked her lips. 



She was surprised, shocked and her face was blank


" Babe are you okay?"  She stared at me with her left eyebrow was raised


I gave her a go-with-the-flow look.




" Umh, this is Siwon and his girlfriend Suzy" 


Siwon was staring at Tiffany.


 I need to do something


 " Hi! I'm Kim Taeyeon, Tiffany's girlfriend" 



Siwon was angry. I can tell by the look on his face



"Well, we should be going, I don't want our ANNIVERSARY to be boring" 






" Sorry if I didn't tell you earlier, I'm afraid that if you knew about this you'll grew tired, taking care of me" 



She sobbed harder


" I will never get tired of you" Tiffany said in reassurance.



" I told you that I have a bad news, remember?" She nodded


" My operation will take 2 years of preparations and I'm afraid I can't-



I was cut off by a pair of plump lips.




" I'll stay here right beside you. We'll go through this together" She smiled and sobbed



I tackled her for an embrace " I love you"




" I love you too."





After that we went inside my room again waiting for Sooyoung, Yuri and Hyoyeon to come. I was lying on the hospital bed while Tiffany was sitting beside, holding my hand. She's staring blankly at my hand. I guess she's contemplating?




"Fany?!"





"...."






"Fany!?"





I waved my hands at her "Y-yes?" She said while she blinked her eyes many times "You've been spacing out, what's wrong?





"I'm afraid" 


"Afraid of what?"










"Of losing you."




I held her hand. 


I may not promise to be here with you, but if ever I die. I'll be staying inside your heart, guiding and supporting you. 


I showed her my left hand and let her see our ring "Forever, right?" I took out my ring and unhooked her necklace and put my ring inside it "turn around"I put the necklace back " I told you before that I'll love you always and forever" She nodded. I took her hand and her ring and put it on my necklace. I gave her my necklace and asked her to put it on








 “If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. I'll always be with you.”








I saw tears forming and slowly it was rolling at her cheeks. I used my thumb to wipe her tears "Don't cry"



She pulled me in for a long hug, it may seem like seconds, but for me it was like forever. I could do this all day.. NO, not all day, but for eternity. Exaggerated? I know, but if you're really in love, you will surely say things that your mouth can't utter before, Do things that you didn't imagine. This is what love is, it may break your heart into a million of pieces, but in the end of the day you still give and receive love. 




I reluctanyly pulled away and saw Yuri, Jessica, Sooyoung, Sunny and the others staring at us, their eyes are all puffy and red


"We're here for you, Tae "Jessica said as she walked towards me and pat my shoulders, one by one they all went up to me and smiled



"GROUP HUG!" Yoona shouted


***



I


t's been almost a month since I last visited the hospital, Dr. Leeteuk Park, My Doctor, told me that I can proceed with the operation without the 2 year preparation he was recommending, he said that it will be better, but I refused. The reason? I'm not ready, I'm not yet ready to leave my friends, and most importantly, Fany. I'm scared of the conclusion.



" Tae?!" 



I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard her call me. She walked towards me, wearing my loose white shirt and shorts that almost looked like she wasn't wearing anything, her hair tied in a bun that made her look perfect . She sat comfortably next to me carrying a mushroom designed coffee mug.



" Want some?" She offered her coffee. I waved my hands and shook my head. She shrugged her shoulders and snuggled herself closer to me. I inhaled her addicting scent and kissed the crown of her head




" I love you, Miyoung~ah"



She stared at me and pouted.


 Aigoo so cute.


" Miyoung. Mi-Mi-Miyounggggg~ahh" I sang her name


" YAHH! Taetae! " She furrowed her eyebrows and pouted


" Kekeke" I gave her a dorky grin and kissed her puckered lips she turned light red with my actions


" Aigoo, Miyoung~ah is blushing" I pocked her cheeks causing her to blush even more


" YAAHH! Stop it Taetae" She crossed her arms cutely and pouted


" Okay, I'll stop now"



My phone suddenly rang causing us to divert our attention to my phone that was placed on the table. I grabbed my phone and saw the caller's I.D and I saw that it was the shikshin. I excused myself, but before I could stand up Tiffany held my wrist and pouted again. 


Aiggoo you're really cute, mushroom


. I gave her a I'll-be-back-in-a-minute look and an apologetic smile and soon she loosened her grip from my wrist. I went upstairs and up to the balcony.



"shikshin?"


" Hey, midget. It's finished"


" Thanks shikshin tell the two chodings and the black pearl that I owe them"


" Yeah~ They said you better treat us for lunch tomorrow"


" Yeah yeah~"




The phone call ended



I went downstairs to see my girlfriend sitting on the couch while her arms crossed just below her chest, I sat comfortably beside her, but she stood up and turned her back at me, I went to her and hugged her waist, put my chin on her shoulder and inhaled her vanilla-strawberry perfume.




" Miyoung~ahhhh" I whined. 



She was having a hard time resisting me. I smirked and pulled away from the hug which caused her to look at me



" Is Miyoung~ah, jealous?" I whined again and gave her puppy eyes. 



She nodded cutely



" Aigoo" I hugged her and kissed the crown of her hair



" You left me alone, taetae"



" I won't do it again, mushroom"  I kissed her forehead



I pulled away from the hug " Miyoung~ah, go take bath we'll go somewhere"



She nodded and did what I said




I was staring blankly at the ground when I heard a fake cough coming from the stairs, there I saw the most beautiful. 


No 


, gorgeous girl I've ever seen, she was wearing a pale pink dress that has pink circles in it, her peach heels was complementing her long white legs, even though she was wearing a simple dress I can't help, but to look at her with my mouth hung open . She gracefully grabbed the staircase and slowly went down while I stare at her with awe. She slowly went up to me and waved her hands in front of me.



" Tae?"



"......."




" Taetae.." She whined cutely while my mouth was still opened.



She closed my mouth and gave me her killer smile that sent me through heaven " Do I look good?" I shook my head shaking myself back into this world. She spun around to give me a better look of her. I nodded and smiled at her



" Shall we?" I offered my hands


She gave me her eyesmile and nodded.





I glanced at my right and saw my princess sleeping peacefully while her head was leaning on the window. I lightly shook her that made her flinch "Are we there yet? " She asked while she cutely rub her eyes " We're hear now, mushroom "



I went outside and opened the door for her, I offered my hands and helped her to walk out of the car, she gave me a quick peck that made me blush. I grabbed something from my pocket and offered it, for her to wear



" Do I need to wear blindfold, Tae? "


I gave her my pleading eyes and cute pout.


 I know you can't resist me. Kekeke,


 and as planned she sighed and eventually nodded. I carefully placed the blindfold and held her hands for support.. We slowly walked towards the path that has small pebbles in them, there were a few cracks, but still looked beautiful.



" We're here now, Miyoung~ah" 





Tiffany's POV





As I felt her remove the blindfold I slowly opened my eyes and blinked a few times to arrange my vision.






One








Two








Three




I saw Christmas lights everywhere, from the trees that was hanging beautifully, to the nearby tent. Roses were scattered everywhere. I glanced at Taeyeon who was smiling like a dork, she offered her hands and I happily accepted it.


We walked peacefully at the park holding each others hands lovingly while admiring the pink flowers that bloomed elegantly around the grassy areas.


" You know what's the difference between you and a flower? " Taeyeon asked while she picked a pink flower and inhaled it scent.


I shook my head










"Flowers are planted in the ground, but you " She paused








" You're planted inside my heart. " She said and smiled at me, giving the pink flower



" Cheesy." I lightly punched her chest which earned a cute chuckle from her.



" I know you love it"



" No I don't "



She moved her eyebrows in a funny manner and tickled me



" Yaahh! Stopp....Hahaha...Stop it, Tae "



" Admit it, first" She continued to tickle me



"NO..hahaha..Stop it"



"Admit it"



"HAHAHA...Stop it..I can't breathe.."



"C'mon, admit it. "



" Okay, Okay"



She stopped " I love it when taetae tells me cheesy lines " I blushed and covered my face, so she won't see the pink circles appearing on my cheeks, I felt her removing my hands from covering my face " Don't cover your face, you look beautiful"



I blushed again




After minutes we went to the tent that has white sheets covering it. We went inside and my eyes widened, pictures were hanging all over with pink strings attached to the metal roof of the tent, there were photots of Me and Jessica and the others. What caught my attention is the picture of Me and Taetae, I was holding the phone while she puckered her lips and kissed my cheeks, while I made a shocked pose with my hands covering my mouth. I carefully removed the strings and took the picture.



" I'm going to keep this." I turned around, but Taeyeon was nowhere to be found.


" Taetae? "


I frantically turned my head to the sides, but Taetae was nowhere to be found. 


Where could that dork be?








I turned my head and there, I saw one side of the tent's sheet was opened revealing Taeyeon sitting on a piano stool. She fixed her blue dress and closed her eyes. She started singing.



Where ever you are hiding
I can find you
If there were no you
Then my heart would stop




I felt emotions from every note, every key, every words she hit. I understood what she's feeling right now.



Even if you don't say "Love"
I can feel with my heartIf you are here
I don't need anything
You're my everything to me




Please shine like a star in the sky
You are my only love
Forever my only love
We love each other
All I need is you



My sight were starting to get blurry from the tears that was forming in my eyes.



You are my only love
Forever my only love
We love each other
All I need is you
We will never part from each other
Anything that will hurt you
Nothing that will cause tear will happen
You're my everything to me



You're my everything to me
Let's not change
Even as time goes by
You're my only love
Forever my only love
We love each other
In a place without sadness



The song ended and I immediately went to her and hugged her, she pulled away and gave me a boquet of flower, of course it was colored in pink


" I love you, Miyoung~ah" She said sincerely


" I love you too, Taetae" 




We went inside the tent again and had a romantic dinner. The dinner table has candle light in the middle and flowers too. The food we ate was delicious. Key, our waiter for the night became my friend, as well as Onew his friend.



We ended up going to the Han river, we went for a small walk and a little chat. The whole night was picture perfect. I got to meet new friends, had a romantic dinner and got serenaded by my handsome girlfriend.




" I love you, Miyoung~ah"


" Stop calling me, Miyoung" I pretended to be mad


" Miyounggg~ahhh" She whined and cutely pouted


My heart softened and kissed her puckered lips




" I love you too, Taengoo~"



***



B


eeping apparatus, and cords were all connected on Taeyeon's body. She was slumbering soundly as the weak sobs coming from the latter beside her filled the ochre painted room. Tiffany held the older girl's hands caressed it affectionately



" I'll stay here no matter what happens. " Tears trickled down her cheeks as she fixed Taeyeon's brown locks. She stared at her solemnly " I love you. " Receiving no response, she enveloped her head with her arms and drifted off to sleep.




She lifted her head and saw Taeyeon's fingers were moving, she suddenly sat up straight and caressed the older girl's hair " Taetae, I'm here, wake up " She embraced her hands tightly.



Taeyeon's eyes was slowly opening, Tiffany was about to call the Doctor when a sudden hand was tightly corked on her wrist


"  S-stay. " Taeyeon said weakly as if she was gasping for air.


Tiffany nodded and sat beside her.






" I-I'll s-start off by saying, Tiffany you have been the best gift that God has ever given me. I love every single thing about you. You're flawless in my eyes "




" I never wanted to see you cry nor sad, I just want to see you smile.. If possible.. I want to see you smile everyday for the rest of my life, I wanna hold you until forever ends and kiss you until eternity..Tiffany Hwang.."



" I love you, but "












" I-I need to let you go "













Taeyeon's hands dropped from Tiffany's grip, and slowly the machine that monitors Taeyeon's heartbeat was now on a flat line. Taeyeon's eyes budded to close.



The long beeping sound was stuck on her head, her hands were shaking. Her knees can't support her any longer and soon, she was brought to her knees while her eyes still wide awake. Her chest tightens it's grip in every passing second like a chain tightly locked. Her breathing was coming short as she held her chest. Heavy tears trickled down her cheeks while she stared at the lifeless body of the girl she love.




When her feet gained it's strength she made her way to the lifeless body of Taeyeon,. She stumbles a little while walking towards the hospital bed where Taeyeon is peacefully sleeping like a child. She can;t believe that Taeyeon left her for good




" NO! NO! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME TAE, WAKE UP! "




"TAE, WAKE UP! "















Tiffany jolted up from her sleep after her dream, her eyes shot open, she slowly sits up hugging her pink pillow close to her chest thinking of her dream. 



Tears were now slowly rolling down from her eyes, She holds her mouth to avoid any noise that could wake Taeyeon up from her dreamland, she gazed at her right to see Taeyeon's back facing her. 


I'm afraid, but I know we can make it. I know we can. 


She covered her head using her both arms and cried silently as she reminisced her dream again.


 I don't want you to go, I'll die if you did.



Taeyeon turns to hug Tiffany, but ended up hugging Tiffany's legs she opened her eyes and saw Tiffany's arms covering her head, she sits up and softly rubs Tiffany's back


" Why are you crying? "


Tiffany lifted her head and met Taeyeon's eyes, she intensely stared at Taeyeon's worried eyes and pulled her for a long squeeze


"J-Just had a bad dream." She said in between her sobs


"Want to talk about it? " The older girl said as she raise her right arms and let Tiffany cuddle close to her chest. The younger girl nodded.


" What happened? "


" I-I was in the hospital with you..and..and.." Tiffany started to cry again, she wants to tell Taeyeon what she dreamt of, but she just can't take the heaviness on her chest


" It's okay, if you can't continue. Look at your eyes " Taeyeon tried to cheer her girlfriend up " You have big dark circles under your eyes, you should sleep fany~ah " 


" I can't sleep taetae "


Taeyeon thought of something. She slowly drew Tiffany closer to her and put her chin on the crown of Tiffany's head and begun humming the song ' If '



As she finished the song she lowered their bodies to lay down on their bed. Tiffany was sleeping soundly on Taeyeon's arms, she securely envelop her other arm on Tiffany's petite waist and put her chin on top of Tiffany's head and put her closer to her chest.



" Tae.." Tiffany said while her eyes still close


" hmm " The older girl hummed in response


" I love you "


" I love you too "


Tiffany chuckled and snuggled closer and slowly, she came to slumber.
















Tiffany woke up hearing Taeyeon's voice. She removed the pillow from her head and groaned in annoyance once she saw Taeyeon opening the blinders, the sunrays directly hit her face which caused her to pull the covers.



" Yes, I will be there right away " The younger girl peeked again and adjusted her view. Taeyeon was discussing to someone through the phone.



" Oh~ they're here too, that's nice." Tiffany sat up and rubbed her eyes cutely that made Taeyeon look at her in awe




" I'll bring my girlfriend too. "  She cleared her throat " I mean, wife " She moved her eyebrows up and down that made Tiffany chuckle from her dorkiness.



" Well, that's good, Okay bye~~ " 



She jumped to the bed and fell on top of Tiffany " Who was that? " Tiffany chuckled and put her arms at the back of Taeyeon head " Oh that was my ex " Tiffany's eyes widened .









"WHHHATT?!"








Taeyeon chuckled and kissed Tiffany's lips " Don't worry, we're friends now and besides she has a girlfriend named Lizzy "  She intensely gazed at her wife's eyes and kissed her again " Taemin and Suzy will be there too. " Taeyeon held the younger girls waist and violently sucked on the girl's neck




" Mmmm~~.. Taee~ ..ugghh " Hearing Tiffany's moans made her more turned on. Tiffany pushed Taeyeon head harder letting the older girl have a better access on her neck.



As much as Taeyeon wants to continue their session, they have a breakfast meeting with her friends. Taeyeon pulled away which made the girl below her pout " We'll continue later baby, we need to meet Nana " She kissed the younger girl's forehead and helped her to get up.



" Take a bath now, Ppali ~ " Taeyeon pushed Tiffany inside the bathroom, but the girl was resisting



" I don't want to " She pouted and shook her head cutely



" Pweeaasee~ " She knows that her girlfriend can't resist her aegyo, but frowned when she saw it wasn't working on her. " It won't work" Tiffany tried not to look at Taeyeon while her arms crossed



Taeyeon pouted



" Pwettyy Pweaasseee" Taeyeon gave her the most cutest pleading eyes accompanied with a cute pout, that made Tiffany's resisting even harder. Tiffany can't handle the cuteness and kissed her girlfriend's puckered lips



" You should be thankful that you're cute " Tiffany giggled cutely and gave her an eyesmile.



" Kekeke~ I know I'm cute~ " Taeyeon pushed her inside the bathroom and closed the door before the eyesmile queen does anything.


The two couples made their way to a fancy restaurant, big glass window encircled most of the space and different hues of flowers which made the place look cozy and comfortable. The vintage themed restaurant was amazing, curtain attractively dangled at the top of each window and white elegant seats neatly placed on each table. The place was perfect from the porcelain floor to the ivory ceiling that has plastic diamonds hung around it.



" Taeyeon! " both of them turned their heads where the sound came. A blonde waving at them and beside her was, 2 persons holding each others hands lovingly. They walked briskly towards them with their intertwined hands that claimed the others attention.



" Taeyeon noona! " Taemin stood up and hugged the smaller girl " I told you not to call me noona, it's weird." Taemin and Suzy laughed, feeling out of place, Nana faked a cough and gazed at Tiffany




" Nana, my girlfriend Tiffany " Taeyeon said with a slight smile. Nana offered her hands and soon, Tiffany shook it " Tiffany Hwang "



" Im Jin Ah, but you can call me Nana for short " Just like Jessica, Nana seems to have a cold appearance, but Tiffany shrugged all the thoughts.



" Tiffy~ Taeyeoniee~ " Suzy whined making the couple turn their heads



" I'm hungwyy" Taeyeon's eyes widened, it was their first time to see Suzy's cute side. Taemin on the other side was chuckling due to her girlfriend's cute expression.




" Let's eat then " Nana offered the couple a seat and sat next to Taeyeon, she locked arms with Taeyeon which the latter tried to remove, but Nana won't move, Tiffany who saw it had her head fuming up, her hands were turning white due to her clenched fist.



Nana raised her free hand and called the waiter for their order. The waiter went to them with a notepad on his hand and ballpen on the other one. They picked the best seller of the restaurant-- Yangnyeom tongdak, a korean fried chicken with a little fat on the skin that makes it more crispy and crusty and Bibimpap, a combined dish of rice, vegetables, fish, meat, poultry and seaweeds.



After the waiter was done taking their orders he bowed respectfully and left them. Nana and Taeyeon was endlessly chatting while Suzy and Taemin tried talking to Tiffany, but the latter seems uninterested. Taeyeon and Nana was laughing and enjoying their own conversation, it made Tiffany jealous, but she tried not to show it.



" You're still the same, you still look like a kid " Nana laughed and pinched her cheeks 




" Ouch! That hurts " Nana kissed the part where she pinched Taeyeon.




The waiter came back with their orders and placed it neatly on their table. Nana bowed, so as the waiter. Taeyeon noticed her girlfriend, frowning. She intertwined their hand and lightly squeezed it. She met her eyes and gave her a weak smile while the older girl gave her an apologetic smile.



After their breakfast. Suzy, Taemin and Nana bid their goodbyes, the blonde kissed the older girls lips 


causing the brunette to hold her fist in a ball, Nana smirked and soon, they went home. Taeyeon who was still shocked had her mouth hung open. Tiffany sighed and decided to go to Jessica and Yuri's house Taeyeon wanted to go, but Tiffany wants to be alone. She has no choice, but to obey her girlfriend she knows why the younger girl was acting that way.








Tiffany spent the whole day with Jessica and Nicole talking about what happened this morning, she knows that Taeyeon loves her, but she can't help herself, but to be jealous. She knows that Taeyeon was just catching up with Nana, but the way Nana smirked after kissing Taeyeon lips was flashing on her mind.



" Past is past " Nicole gently rubbed Tiffany's back whose crying her heart out.


Heavy tears were trickling down her cheeks, her puffy eyes and red cheeks were vicible. Jessica and Nicole tried to comfort the crying girl, but they just can't. " I know, but I can't help it "


" Jessi, can I stay here for the night ?" Jessica nodded


" Sure, I have some clothes that will surely fit on you "





Taeyeon's POV





" I should've said no when Nana invited me for breakfast. That was the stupidest decision you made. Urghh stupid, stupid " She started hitting the steering wheel in anger.



She grabbed her phone and texted Yoona, Yuri, Hyo and Sooyoung




[" Guys, meet me at the bar at exactly 6 p.m, Okay? ]


[ Ne~ but why? Did you have a fight with Fany unnie? ] -Yoona


[ Yes. No, not really. I think I just needed to talk to someone. ]




[ I'm with Hyoyeon and Sooyoung, we'll meet you there later we're busy playing Anipang ] - Yuri



[ Trying to beat my high score? ]



[ Kinda, we're not even close ] - Yuri



[ You won't beat me ]



I wonder what's her problem, she only comes to bar to drink soju if she has troubles, and sometimes she needs us to accompany her, maybe there's another misunderstanding between them. 


Yuri thought

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