happy reaading fellas...

Karishma is sitting outside on the ground at the backyard....her head is one the chair and looking at the sky with blank expression....the sky is beautiful as its early morning and sun is rising slowly...the light of the sunlight making the sky more beautiful and none of these thing matter for Karishma....the wedding preparation is going on full swing which she doesn't care about anything now as she already lost the battle of life and death...tears were there in her eyes thinking about the bomb blast and now she don't know why they died in the first place.. after everything she done to save her family but still she failed in the process again and again.....she couldn't save her family one more time when she almost did everything....

She sits straight and keeps her face on her hand....getting frustration about her life as if she stuck in the some dimension where she couldn't get out of instead she bearing more pain....she has been trying to save and catch the real culprit for many days...yeah right days....even though she is stuck in the same day but she is feeling like a many days....she don't know what do to and where to go...wants to kill herself but she already did and again she is alive and she is doing the same thing again and again....she couldn't hold herself anymore and throws the flower pot away which was near her...the people who were working near her noticed her strange behaviour but doesn't do anything as it's not their job to console her....Karishma looks at the sky...tears were flowing continuously...

Then suddenly someone keeps hand on her head lovingly...Karishma looks up and sees its her mother who had come down to see what her baby is doing alone in the early morning....her mother sits on the chair and caresses her head lovingly...Karishma couldn't hold her tears and cries loud keeping her head on her lap...mother sensed something is wrong so she holds her tightly and rubs her back to calm her down...

M – ( worriedly ) kya huva beta....koi sapna dekh liya kya....

K – (doesn't say anything and cries more )

M – (panics ) Karishma...huva kya hai...kuch bolo bhi...kisi ne kuch kaha hai kya...ya fir kuch huva hai kya.....bolo beta maan gabara raha hai...( holds her more )

K – ( still crying ) maa...kya hum inthne bure hai kya jo hume baar baar dhuk hi mil raha hai...

M – ( cups her face ) kisne kaha ki tum puri ho..tum tho duniye ki sabse acchi baachi ho...koi bhi tumari jaise nahi ho saktha hai..

K – fir kyu kisi ko bacha nahi paa raha hai....kithna bhi koshish karle par haar hi jaa raha hai...aisa bhi kya kar diya ki zindhagi inthne bada saza de raha hai....

M – ( wipes her tears ) kuch nahi huva hai...hmm.....aur tum kyu baar bol rahi ho ki kisi ko bacha nahi paayi...kya huva..sach sach baathovo....( looking at her eyes directly )

K – ( sits straight ) pata nahi ki ye spana hai ya reality but ek hi cheez baar baar ho raha hai.....hum kintne bhi koshish kare le hum nahi bacha paa raha hai sab ko...haar wqt kuch na kuch hotha raha tha aur hum time par nahi aathe hai...aur aap log maare jaathe ho....aisa hi kyu hotha hai....aur iss baar tho humne inthna kuch kiya fir bhi hum fail ho gaaye maa...humse kuch bhi nahi ho paa raha hai...

M – mujhe abhi bhi samjh nahi aa raha hai ki tu kya bol rahi hi..

K –( wipes her tears ) maa hum sab ek din ne aat ke huve hai aur hovi cheeze baar baar ho raha hai.....aur iss din aisa kuch hotha hai jise hum rok nahi paa raha hai....haar baar vohi ho tha...kahi bhi jaaye kuch bhi kare fir bhi hum sab ko bacha nahi paa raha hai....jaise ki humne..

M – ( cuts her ) jaise ki tumne Haseena ko nahi bacha paayi uss wqt jab tumahe pata chala tha ki Haseena ko tumari jaurt thi....

K – ( sits straight ) uss wqt MS ko kisi ki bi jaurt nahi thi..aagr hothi tho hume sab kuch sach baatha thi...but unhone kuch kiya hi nahi....aur jab hume pata chala tho unhone ek baar bhi nahi soha ki jab sach pata chalega tho hume kinthne taklif hogi...fir bhi unhone kuch nahi kiya....( with teary eyes ) baas hume taptha huva dekh the rahi..

M – ( trying to convince her) uss wqt uski majburi thi...

K – ( looking at her ) aisa kya majburi thi jise dusaro ko sirf taklif hi the....iss majburi nahi kaha the hai......jo bhi kartha hai vo sab jaan buj kar kartha tha...baas apne galathi ko chupane keliye ye Manjburi ko tag kar dethe hai....aur ye baat tho aap bhi jaan thi hai jab hum dono ko papa akele chod kar chale gaaye the....aagar unka baas me hotha tho vo kuch aur karthe aur hume inthna dhuk nahi dethe jithne aaj hum dono gujar raha hai...aur ab humari Dost ne vohi kiya tho kaise hum bhul jaaye...maa.....kya unko humare darth mahasoos nahi hotha...

M – aagar hotha tho shyd aaj tak tumhe maane tumare piche nahi aathi...maana ki jo bhi huva sab galath huva aur shyd aisa hona bhi nahi chaiye tha....par iska matlab tho nahi haina uss baat ko leke aage ki zindgai ne jiye...( Karishma looks at her ) maan the hai tumare papa hume aise hi chod ke chale gaaye par fir bhi hum dono ne mil kar dusari zindgai baanayi na...aur aagar hum uss baat ko aaj tak apne saath leke chal the raha tho shyd hum dono hi thik nahi hothe....aur shyd aage kabhi baadthe hi nahi....tum hi kahathi hona ki jo cheez humare haath me hai usi ko balad sakthe hai tho tum kyu nahi badal de rahi ho.....

Dekho beta......jo ho chuka uska hum kuch nahi kar sakthe...aur aage jo hoga vo bhi hume nahi pata ki kya hoga..par ek cheez hai aur ho hai ab....jo ki tumare samane hai...tumare haath me hai jise tum badal sakthi ho...fir bhi tum bhaag rahi ho....ye jaanthe huva bhi isme kisi bhi gaathi nahi hai...maana ki Haseena ne sach na kaha kar usne galathi ki hai...par fir bhi usne tume maana ki koshish ki...jab bhi tum ghar se nikal thi tho vo tumare saath aane ki zidd karthi hai....jab bhi vaapas ghar aathi ho tumare as thi taki tumare saath time spend kar sake...aur baatha sake ki vo usne jo bhi kiya hai vo gaath kiya hai....aur ye baatha sake ki tum uske liye kithna important ho...Haseena ki jagha koi aur hotha tho shyd tumare iss narazgi ko dekha kar kabka chala jaatha...par jabse vo case solve huva hai tabse haseena tumare saath hai haar wqt aur haar pal....aaj uski shaadi hai...inthna kuch hone ke baad ye din aaya hai fir bhi udas ho kar ghum rahi hai kyuki uski dost kush nahi hai....ek baar uske view dekhoge tho samjh jaavoge...aur ye baat tum bhi maan thi ho....par accept nahi kar rahi ho...shyd isliye ye din tumhe mil raha hai taki iss din ko tum sab kush kar sako apne liye bhi aur Haseena keliye bhi....

Tumari ek bhaut puri adat hai beta aur vo hai ki humesha badi badi cheezo ko dekhi ho....aagar choti cheezo ko dekhne shuru kiya tha shyd badi cheez bhi tumhe unthni badi nahi legagi....jithne ab tumahe lag rhai hai...aur ye tum humesha se hi karthi aayi ho isliye shyd tumse kuch ho nahi raha hai....kyuki tumare dyaan humesha se badi cheezo me hi hotha.... pehale tum aise nahi thi par wqt ne tumhe bhi badal diya hai...isme tumari koi galathi nahi beta...par ye bhi tho nahi haina ki humesha tum aise hi ro....aaj inthne bada din hai sab keliye fir bhi log kahi na kahi dhuk hai kyuki tum thik nahi lag rahi ho.....kya tum kush ho inhee dhuk de kar....

Karishma is silently listening to her words carefully and deep down she too feels the same thing thing....

M – maana ki tum Haseena se naraz ho...par kya sach me tumhe lagtha hai ki ye sab karne se jo bhi tumne uss wqt saha hai vo vaapas mil jaayega....nahi na...fir kyu nahi bul paa rahi ho vo saare din.....kyu haseena ke saath apne aap ko bhi dhuk de rahi ho...

K – hum maan the hai ki hum Haseena se acche se baat nahi kar paa raha hai..aur jab bhi unke saamne jaathe hai vohi din yaad aathi hai...ab aap hi boliye ki hum kya kare....

M – nahi yaade baane ki koshish karo...shyd usse tum purare baat ko bul jaavoge...yaad hai piche baar Haseena tumare liye ice cream laayi thi jab tumare mood off tha but tum ne usse jaane diya...pata hai uss din maine uske ankho me tumare liye darth dekha tha..samjh gaayi thi use apni galathi ka guilt hai and aur vo sab kuch bul kar nayi zindgai aur nayi yaade baane ki koshish kar rahi hai...par tum ho ki......( takes deep breath then keeps a hand on her head ) samjh nahi rahi ho....

K – hum maan the hai..par koshish bhi kar raha haina....har cheez jo thik karne ki koshish ki fir bhi kuch huva nahi...apne taraf baut try kiya maa..par fir hum vohi aa kar kadha hai jaha se shuru huva tha.....

M - aagar sach me tum iss din me aatak gaayi ho tho ye tumare liye bahut badi baat hai jise tum thik kar sakthi ho.....ek baar firse.....( Karishma looks at her ) badi baadi baatho par nahi ...choti choti baato par dhyaan tho...jo ho chuka hai usse bhul jaavo aur jo aage hoga usse hone tho...par ab jo humare haath me hai ye paal usse sambal lo...sab thik ho jaayega....aagar ye paalo ko sambal liya na tho aage aane waale haar musimat ko bhi tum sambal logi....aur tum bol rahi thi na ki tum kisi ko bacha nahi paaye shyd iss baar bacha paavogi...jo bhi hai tumare haath hai beta....ab tumhe hi sochna hi ki tum kya karna chahathi ho...aisa hi rahana chahathi ho ya fir apne zindgai ke saath saath apne logo ki zindagi bhi badal na chahthi ho...

"vohi din baar baar jeena ka mouka kise mila tha hai....tumhe mila hai ye din firse jeene ka..aur sahi bhi karne ka...."

Karishma shockingly looks at her mother who said these lines as she already heard these words before....she sits silently and thinks whatever she said...sensing her silence her mother gives kiss on her head and goes from there leaving here alone...Karishma again keeps her head on the chair and think about everything till now...and also thinks where she made mistake...she remembers those days where Haseena tries to pacify her when she made that mistake... she was trying to be with her whenever possible but looks like she is the one wasted everything....in front of her anger and past, she forgot about her friend and bond which they build during the period of time...but still could not forgot those days where she was alone and yarning for her best friend....but she never came....nor she tried to tell her the truth that made her furious even though she knows how much she missed her best friend...

She goes to her room while thinking about the day.....still she couldnt forgot the death scene that happened in front of her eyes.... she also needs to find why the same thing is happening again and again...she looks at the clock and gets ready as its time....everyone will be there at the dining area any minute.....

She comes down after getting fresh up and goes to the dining area everyone having the breakfast and tea....she is looking at them and thinks what her mother said in the morning..... this time she looks at everyone deeply and feels happy seeing their faces...all were happy and excited about this day...she failed to see these things in whole bomb thing...all were having great time teasing and telling each other what they are going to do and how they are going to make everything perfect...a slight smile comes on her face when she sees her best Friend who is blushing when Santu teased about her wedding....even DSP...I mean Anubhav sir is also blushing light but trying to hide from everyone...

SS and PS defending and laughing with Haseena...while their mothers teaming up with each other to tease their beautiful daughter...uhh.. how she can miss this....this been going on the time loop and she didn't dared to see these beautiful moments instead she was running behind something which she had no control...maybe mum was right being busy with bigger things to change...she failed to notice smaller things which were giving her 10 times happier....her eyes fells on Haseena who is happy around everyone but her eyes shows how much she wants to be with her best friend...today is her best day but she is not enjoying fully without her best friend...that hits really hard for her...

Karishma feels bad seeing her munchkin in much pain...maybe she gave her more pain that anyone...And this time Karishma finally realized her mistake and thought what she was doing with everyone is completely wrong...after that incient she distant herself from everyone.....even though it was not there mistake but still theyr tried their best to make her happy..but now she failed to give them back.....then words comes in her mind...

"Choti choti baad par dhyaad tho....badi baatho par nahi...."

her thoughts were broken when someone calls her...Karishma comes back to reality...

A – Karishma....kaha ko gaayi tum....aur aisa kyu kadhi ho...

Karishma doesn't say anything but smiles by looking around....

M – ( comes near her ) sab thik tho haina..

Before Karishma could say anything someone calls her behind.. and turns back to see the workers who had again came to do the lighting work...

W – madam...apne lights maagvaya tha na...tho boliye kaha par laga na hai..aur kaam abhi shuru kar dethe hai...

K – ( smiles widely ) bikul baatha the hai....aur haan kaam bahut hi accha hona chaiye kyuki aaj humara DSP sir aur SHO madam ki shaadi hai....hmmm....i mean.. humari bhai ki aur humari dost ki shaadi hai.....tho koi gadbad nahi honi chaiye...samjh gaaye....( says sweetly making everyone shock by hearing statement )

W – (he too smiles ) ji madam...ho jaayega...baas baatha dijiye isse kaha laga na aur dekhiye humare kaam...bahut kush ho jaayegi....

K - ji chaliye..hum baatha the hai...( workers goes from there and Karishma turns towards the family ) aap log enjoy kijiye.. kyuki aaj mere yaar ki shaadi hai aur hume unke liye ye din special karna hai...( looks at her best friend Haseena ) tho hume disturb mat karna.... sara kaam hum dekh lenge....( and she too leaves from there excitedly)

All except her mother were shocked by her sudden behaviour.. they couldn't believe their eyes that their Karishma madam came back after so many days...Haseena eyes were filled with tears hearing her name...she is in on nine cloud.....for the first time she talked about her....

A – ( coming back to the reality but still in shock ) isne kal kya khaya tha bhai...

SS – vohi tho..mujhe tho viswas hi nahi ho raha hai...Cheeta mujhe pinch karna na..

CC – santuji hum bhi badi shock me hai...ki aisa kya ho gaaya ki humare Karishma madam badal gaayi hai...

PS – hey maata thi...!!! Sach me tho chamathkar hogaya..

M – ( chuckles ) kuch nahi huva hai....ab vo thik hai....gabarane ki koi jarurt nahi hai....ab sab kuch thik ho jaayega...aur meri beti sab thik kar degi....

All nods their head and feeling happy as finally they are getting their Karishma back and Haseena also happy that her best friend Is coming back to her....

Adios Amigos...