"niall.. calm down you don't wanna hurt me." Liamsays calming. "no! You ran away just like everybody else!" he holds the knife up. "i just got scared when you asked me to sleep whit you! Niall i have a past to! i was here when i was younger to!" my eyes widen. "w-what?!"  i said in shock.
"you just don't like me. See youre even screaming at me!"h e holded the knife low and suddenly he holds it fast up but the knife slips out of his hands and gows behind him. "Harry!" hary just stand there whit sleepy eyes and in shock. The knife gow into his arm. He looks at it in shock at then he screams. "niall look what you did!" i scream. "you hit Harry!" the hurted lad fals on the ground pulling the knife out of his arm. He cries it out and looks at me. I run trowards him and make anothere peice from my shirt and wrap it around harry's arm. "youre gonna be fine. I promise."

Niall got of liam who was stil in shock and runs out of the door to grab the bandage. Ï-im so so sorry. I-i didnt mean to- i didn't saw h-him." The irish lad says. "shut up niall! Harry is now more important." Niall looks shocked and runs out of the door. Shit! One thing i've learned by niall is nsver screams at him. Liams got back and asks inmediatly where niall is. I explain and he tells how to gover the wond and gow after niall. "oke see you later." I say and lift Harry up whit all of my straint. "Harry please say something." I cry. His eyes are closed. "Open you're god damn eyes!" his eyes opens again and he gives an weak smile. Then it hits me. Nobody noticed that Harry was bleeding his stomach covered in blood and his back to even his legs. "shit shit shit! Why didnt you come earier!" i dep the blood away and put some bandage on them. "h-how am i- Harry please help a little." My voice cracks. He wants to say something but he can't. "Harry! I need you! You can't leave me!"i scream at him when he close his eyes. I shake his arms. I run out of the room. "zayn! Zayn! Help! Harry!" i run inside the room and see a sleeping zayn. "wake up! We need you! Ass hole!" zayn wakes up and looks at me confused. "Harry- bleeding-  deaht?" he gets it and runs whit me to nialls room. "holy shit." Zayn takes action and covers all the bleeding spots and rince them whit water. "what hapend whit his arm?" "niall he got angry he had an panick attack and hit Harry whit an knife by exitend." I explain. Zayn is amost done whit Harry and when he is he lifts him up. "i need to check youre bedroom. If he lost alot of blood we need to go to the hospital." I nod and run to our bedroom.
"there is blood everywhere- please say it's not that much that we need to go to the hospital."
Zayn shakes his head. "it isn't that much. Harry isn't pale . it is much but he will survive." I sign. god thanks." I walk back to where Harry is laying and see him laying on the bed guessed bed. There in every room two beds. "Oh hazza.." i sit next to him grabs his hand and rub his hand. He whines and pulls me next to him. So there we lay spooning. Harry signs happy. "so you find youre sleep buddy didn't you?" i just nod and zayn leaves the room again. he will be fine thats for sure.

Pov liam. ( a little earlier when he ran after niall.)
"niall?" i run as fast as i can. I can't see anything cause it's dark. The streetpoles helps alot. "niall please react!" i hear some loud bonks and hoping that was not niall. I run after the sound and see niall beating up a tree. "niall that tree didn't do anything."i say calm. He turns around and his eyes are boodshots. "stay away! You leaved me!" i shake my head. I grab niall wrists. "niall i got scared. Sorry that i ran away but i was really scared. Nobody asked me to sleep whit him sinds it happend." He ooks confused at me.

"w-what happend?" i sign. I sit down on the ground and niall follows. I place him on my legs. Faces almost touching. "when i was fourteen i got raped. The man who was not very much older then me. He knew i was gay and i knew it from him. I knew him he was a brother of a friend of mine." Niall hugs me unexpectaly. "im so sorry to hear that." I nod. "you can't thange the past. But when you asked me to sleep whit you i got a flashback and i ran away. Im sorry naill and i would love to sleep whit you. But keep it slow oke?" i say calm while i run my fingers trough his hair. He nods and he still hugs me. "but you need to say sorry to Harry. We know Harry that he will forgive you cause that's Harry. But never do that again." he nods again. i feel his tears drop on my shoulder. "hey niall it's oke. Harry doesn't hate you. And i swear that Louis didn't mean to hurt you he loves Harry. He loosed so many people in his life he wouldn't lose you to niall." He let's me go and stands up. "mabey we should go back. I hope Harry is oke. And sorry that i scared you. I didn't meant to. i just realy like you." He blushes when he noticed what he just said. "i like you to niall, but which bed are we sleeping tonight?" i wink at the blushing lad. He smiles. "yoursecause i wanna go away from that room. There happend aot in there what i wanna forget."i nod and we both run back tot the house hand in hand. Before we got inside the house i hold the lad behind and look him into the eyes.

A/n sorry it been so long
I have exams