Cant get over you

"I just don't understand why you won't listen to my ideas!" I shout in anger as I was being ignored by Derek flipping through books hastily in the attic.
"Because I already have a plan y/n!" Derek shouts back
"Well you seem to just come up with them just in time for my opinion to come in now don't you?"
"Well maybe that's just because I'm more used to this! And maybe it's because I actually understand what needs to get done, because I'm actually a werewolf!" He shouts at me like he never has before, this wasn't just angry mad, this was hostile mad, where your voice gets really deep and you're screaming like you're gonna hurt someone.
I flinched as he yelled straight at me. It wasn't even his werewolf form that scared me, it was the furrowed brows and angry eyes of his human face that scared me more. That was the him I saw everyday, the one I smiled at, the one I loved.
"You think that I can't plan because I'm not a werewolf?" I ask quietly, my voice cracking as I was on the verge of tears. "Fine, then don't expect me to help you when you're in trouble." I said letting a tear go as I turned to walk out of the attic. I saw his face drop when I turned to leave.
"Wait, please." He grabbed at my wrist.
"No." I said a little louder then I thought I would. He let me go in sadness and I walked out. I grabbed my jacket and my wallet and walked out of the house to the city.
"Hey pretty lady, why don't you come here?" A creepy guy said beaconing for me to come over. I just put my head down and walked away. A got a couple more whistles which made me extremely uncomfortable. This never happened when I was with Derek. Maybe because they know he'd beat the crap out of them.
My heart pounded and struck a hurt chord when I thought of him. I can't believe he looked at me that way, like I was nothing.
I walked around more, grabbing a fistful of my jacket sleeve and hugging myself. It wasn't particularly cold but the wind was blowing so it seemed that way. I let out a shaky sigh and walked back to the house. I stopped, about a mile away from the house, and sat down. I sat in my black leggings and my T-shirt that was too small for my chest since I have had it since ninth grade. That also reminded me of the reason why guys never talked to me that way. Because Derek always made sure I was covered or at least not looking like I was looking for someone.
I bit my lip as I looked at my bracelet, the one derek gave me. It was an infinity sign, to show that he'll always love me. Cliche and not like him I know but, he did.
I open my mouth to let out a gasp of inhalation.
More tears fell down my cheeks and pattered onto the leaves that covered the forest floor.
Does he hate me? I hope not.


Derek's pov
I watched her run out of the house and my heart shattered. Usually I wouldn't feel sad when anyone just walked out, because it happens more then you think, but I just couldn't deal with her walking out. Ever since she walked in I knew she was supposed to be mine but I guess I didn't show her enough.
I looked down at my bracelet and wiped my fingertips over it. I huffed and sat down at the pack meeting that was starting.
I know she'll come back.
After about half an hour I started to panic inside, but let it drift away as I got carried off with important details.
An hour had past and everyone was just chilling now. It had completely skipped my head that y/n was still gone until Isaac brought it up.
"Hey. Where's y/n? She gave me a cd to listen to and I have to give it back to her."
"I don't know." I grumbled still looking at my book I was reading.
"What do you mean you don't know?" He asked.
"I mean she left an hour ago and she isn't back." I growled looking up at him.
"What do you mean she left? Why did she leave?"
"Why do you ask so many questions?" I retorted.
"Okay I get it you're salty but if she's gone, how are you not concerned?" He asked me.
"Because I know she'll come back." I said looking back down at my book.
"Derek, she could be DYING out there!"
I don't know why but when he said that my protectiveness kicked in and I looked at him with a worried face.
"Why would you say that?" I ask with a hint of nervousness in my voice.
"Not to scare you or anything but she's a human in a werewolf world. Not to diminish her or anything but she's not exactly the most capable person against a wolf."
My heart sunk as my brain flashed thoughts of her being dead. My eyes flashed red and I bolted out of the door. I didn't even think about my coat so my thin white v neck would have to do.
I ran out of the house and into the woods.
Come on derek. You gotta find her.
I ran around until I heard crumpling of leaves. I turned and saw a hunched figure behind a tree. I heard sniffling and knew it was her. I ran to her side and looked at her tear soaked red face.
"Hey hey. Calm down. You're okay." I said reaching my hand out for her to take it.
She excepted my hand and I pulled her up. She latched onto me and I stood there in shock for a moment with nothing to say or do. I soon relaxed and hugged her back, really taking in the feeling of her in my arms.
I felt her hair as I cradled her head with one of my hands in our hug. I breathed in smelling her scent along with saltwater tears.
"Shhh. Calm down. It's okay. I'm here. I'm not gonna hurt you." I cood. She's the only person I feel soft with.


Your pov
I felt him hug me tighter and tighter. My mind raced with thoughts.
"Y-you don't hate me do you?"I half whisper.
"Why would I hate you?" He asks as he let go.
"Because when you yelled at me, I knew it wasn't just anger, it looked hostile and it scared me." I sniffle wiping my eyes.
His face melted as I looked into his eyes with my red burning ones.
"Baby I would never hate you. And I don't hate you. And don't think I'd ever be hostile to you. I couldn't lay a bad hand on you even if it meant life and death." He said pushing away tears that fell from my eyes. He cupped my face with his hands and smiled to make me smile.
"I know your weakness." He laughed as I smiled back at him from his smile.
"Well I rarely see you smile so it's nice when you do."

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