Ameila POV

Today I decided to talk to my dad. After 10 years I'm talking to him again. My dad was rarely around my life when I was born. He always goes out early in the morning then comes back late in the night. He was a father role model to Jason but never to me. I got myself ready and Ale picked me up to go to Mattia house.

Ale - you ready

A - I'm scared

Ale - don't worry things would be okay. We are just having dinner with Mattia's family and you guys would be talk. If things get too much for you to handle just tell me and we could leave

A - okay

We went in and Mattia's parents greeted us. His mum seems to be alright about this situation.

M/m - hi Ameila, it nice to have you back here again

{Let say her dad name is James and Mattia mum name is Charlotte}

She said as she hugged me and peck my cheek. I turned to my dad and he hugged me, I got this weird feeling in me when he hugged me. This feeling is never good.

M/m - come come, take your shoe off and we go to the dining room. We made delicious dinner because you were coming

M - it's true. She never make these type of meals unless there's special occasion or someone special is coming

We all went and sat down at a rectangular table. On one end it was Charlotte and the other was James. Mattia sat opposite of me and Ale.

J - So Ameila, you recently moved here?

A - yeah just last month

J - how's Jaden

My face went down and immediately Ale and Mattia knew what just happened. "Dad.." I heard Mattia say.

J - oh sorry my bad

At this moment I just want to leave now but Ale gripped my thigh to make me stay. I just agree.

C - Ameila. How's your mum?

A - she- she currently recovery from an accident but other than she's good

J - she got into an accident. How come I didn't know about this

"Maybe cause you're not part of this family anymore, so keep your longass nose out of my life" I mumbled under my breath. Ale heard and he giggled quietly. We talk about my lifes like my future and some of my past lives. I told them about Jason and Jaden and surprisingly James cried. He didn't love me as much as he loved Jason. Jason was his everything to him.

C - I'm sorry Ameila. You've been through alot in your lifes but yet you are still happy. I'm proud of you

I gave her a light smile and continued eating until James spoke up again.

J - Ameila, I'm sorry for what I have put you though for the last 10 years. I'm sorry that I was partly the reason for Jason's death. I never in my life thought he would do something like this. I thought you guys were happy there. I never knew all this bad stuff happened to you. But despite what I have put you through, at the end of the day you're my daughter and I'm your dad. Nothing could ever change that.

A - nothing could change that? You're joking. Since the day you left us that when you lost your wife, son and daughter and I lost my dad. Actually I never had a dad. You never liked me as much as you like Jason. You would show all you love to him which I don't mind but you treated me like sh!t. I was only 3. And you're not partly the reason. You are the reason for Jason. YOU LEFT US. Mum goes to work and sometimes she is not home much. Jason took care of me like a father. He loves me. But all that pressure he was diagnosed with depression. He was there for me but who was there for him. He f#cking loved you and this what you did. I don't care if changed or what but remember one thing. I'm not your daughter anymore and you're definitely not my dad.

I shouted as I stomped off the room and went outside the house. Couple of minutes later Mattia and Ale came.

M - I'm sorry. This was my fault

A - no. Mattia. No it not your fault. You just wanted me and him to talk again but I'm sorry it didn't work out the way you wanted to be. I couldn't handle myself but feel angry and you get the point. I appreciate you trying but I don't think I could do it. It is not your fault Mattia, It never was. Okay?

He slightly nodded at my response then Ale took me home.

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