Tankhun's POV:

My plan was foolproof, but Pete made me change my mind.

Now I am sitting in room alone. I can hear footsteps approaching my room.

I can hear them whispering. They were definitely deciding who should enter my room first. But honestly, I don't care at the moment. I don't want to think what Pete told me about me finding something or someone.... 

Is that even possible, for a guy like me... to find....

Nahhh no one in this whole wide world is crazy enough to willingly hold my hand, you know romantically....

Well, honestly, I don't want anyone.

In this life I only want to be responsible for just one and only heart...

My own heart.

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"Khun are you busy?" Pol asked but didn't come in.

"Very." I rolled my eyes. Like come on man... Can't you see I'm sitting still, doing absolutely nothing, except breathing.

"Khun Kinn was calling you for dinner..."

"Not hungry..." I already ate with Pete at mall. But I'm not going to explain myself.

"Hey Khun!!! We are going to have a pizza party... Are you coming.?" Suddenly door burst open and my giant middle brother came in..

"Damn Kinn you almost gave me a heart attack." I placed my hand on my heart.

"Don't worry you are not someone who can just die from a heart attack."
That's Kim, he came to MY room well that's new.
"You don't want to know why? Well... because roaches had strong vitality."

I was lost in thoughts so he caught me off guard but as soon I get what he was saying... I threw my rabbit slippers at his damn head.

Bull's eye.

"Oww crazy brother." Kim half laughed, half cried and looked at me.

"Served you right Kim." Kinn smiled brightly.

BADUM!!!

We heard the loud noise.

What the hell someone kicked open my door.

Porsche!

"Seriously Porsche is that how a gentle man should behave.?" Kinn said but I noticed he had a hand on his heart too. He always pretends to be strong.

Sometimes I pity him. Too much responsibilities and pressure on my little brother's head... Chchch.

Anyways someone was grabbing me. Hah that's Kim. Don't tell me he got scared just now...

"Go to hell with your gentle man bluff... I was waiting but you three brothers were not coming. I thought you were dead or something." Porsche was about to kick Kinn, and my brother, leader of Major family was smiling like an idiot.

"That's one of the reasons I don't want to fall in love... It makes you an idiot." I thought but then I felt all the eyes on me. "Did I said that out loud?" I asked.

Everyone said Yes except Kinn, he was thinking something while looking at me.

Should I be worried?

I don't feel good with certain looks. Like the way Kinn just looked at me. But soon he smiled so no one noticed.

Should I feel relieved?

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Pizza party was good. It was Kim's idea but Kinn told me this party was because of some business deal. And I congratulate him like I know nothing. He felt relieved and that was damn obvious. No matter how many masks he wears I can always see through him. But I will never tell him that.

Soon Arm and Pol set my karaoke system. Porsche was the one to grab the mic first. I pretend to be sulking.

Well, that was the reaction they were expecting from me so....

Anyways Porsche was not the best singer in the house. He was not even half as good as me. Kinn practically begged me with his eyes not to tell him that he sucks at singing. Well, he also sucked at speaking but that's another story.

We spend few hours together. At the end I almost forgot about the fact that I had to go to college in the morning.

They all looked tired. I can understand they all have jobs to do. They had busy days unlike me. Well, I also had busy days too. But the difference is that I like the way I get myself busy.

No responsibility, no pressure. Just fun!

I watched Kinn who was fighting with Porsche about choosing songs. Kinn likes classic or rock metal type music while on the other hand Porsche like Thai, party type song. They were fighting, Kim was dying laughing on the floor. Arm and Pol and other bodyguards were exchanging looks, some tried best not to laugh at their bosses. As for me I was happy by myself for now, obviously. I love my family. People think We're dangerous, which we are. Haha

Sure, we're not like an ideal family but we got each other's back. We never share our worries with each other but that doesn't mean we don't love each other.

I love these strong slash silly brothers of mine. I also love both stubborn yet childlike Porsche and Pete. The innnocent Chay. And my bodyguards Arm and Pol who never left my side no matter how annoying I behave. I low-key liked my both cousins, Vegan and Macau. But there's no damn way that I will ever confess that to anyone.

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I opened my eyes - in my head - what is that weird music?

I tried to open my eyes. There was no one in my room. But that noisy music was still coming from somewhere in my room.

I grab my cellphone to call Arm. But wait...

Is that... Is that an alarm!?! That weird noise was coming from my own cellphone.

I'm not an idiot. It's just that I never set an alarm before. I never woke up so early in the morning. I don't know what this alarm means but I'm gonna continue my sleep.

More than few minutes later. Someone was trying to wake me up.

"Bloody hell let me sleeeeeppp.... I don't want to wake up~~~" I shouted and tried to kick whoever it was.

"Khun I specially came for you... please wake up. You have to go attend..." Someone was saying.

"...your funeral." I complete his sentence.

"..."

Why is he not saying anything? Is he left? I finally opened my eyes and saw the last person I have expected to see at this time.

"PETE!!!!" He gave me a look. Don't tell me he takes that to his heart what I said earlier. I didn't mean that, not literally.

"Sorry Khun." He bowed at me formally and turn to go.

Is he sulking? I jumped out of my bed, and almost bumped into him. Thanks to his good instincts he caught me just in time. Otherwise, I would be kissing the floor.

Damn what a good way to start a new day!

"Wait! Where are you going? Why are you here so early? Everything ok?" I asked trying to form a concern look on my face.

"Yeah, Khun I am fine. I just came for you. It's your first day and I don't want to miss that."

First day? For what?

"Go and get dressed. I am leaving."

What dress? Don't tell me....

"I am not going to wear that ugly UNIFORM." Well, that comes out quite loud. He gave me a look. I just blinked.

"You have 10 minutes." He stated and turns to leave.

"Wait! You are not going anywhere." I point at him with my finger.

"..."

"Fine I'll wear that shit. Just don't go."

Why is he smiling like that...?

"Khun 9 minutes..."

"..." I ran to get ready. He gave me a toothy-smile. And turns to leave.

"I hate you Pete ... Not literally." I shouted at his back.

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#pizzaparty