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The next day, I visited Jihoon earlier than the usual time.

I actually wanted to like, be there for him. I haven't got over that guy.

It's like my call and Jihoon's message were connected.

I knocked several times at their door and Jihoon opened it, obviously I woke him up.

"Hyung?" He asked, while rubbing his eyes. "Yes, this is hyung. Come on let's go in." I dragged him inside going to his room and he quickly laid down on his bed. "I'm actually really tired right now hyung. I need more sleep." He said and I could hear him snoring.

I chuckled his cuteness. I roamed around his room for a while.

I only noticed that he had some photos of us. Our first summer as friends, and until last year. This year, we don't have yet.

I checked every photo and all of it was taken at the arcade. The arcade we used to have fun.

He also kept the stuff toys we won-- or shall I say I won for him.

I checked every cabinet, turned on his computer, which the wallpaper was the two us. I also checked the drawers, and one of it had a pink paper, which made me so curious.

adore you - a song for hoshi :)

geunikka nae manuen neroul ta algo shipeo

neroul norehae yoo hoo (2x)

It ended there, and it was probably a song. For me. This guy is so talented and I can't wait to hear the song and make a dance for him.

I placed the paper back again and continued observing his room.

I checked his family photos, and he looked so cute and small. Like right now.

"Hyung." He called me, and I jumped little bit in surprise. "You surprised me there Jihoon." I said and he chuckled, gesturing me to come to him. "Why are you checking my room?" He asked. "Well, is it bad?" I asked back. "I thought it was only me you're gonna check out." He said with a pout.

"Seriously, Jihoon. I am gonna check you out every single time. You are more handsome than your room." I said and he laughed. I smiled at him and he laid down, with me by his side.

"By the way hyung, why did you come this early?" Jihoon asked. "The guy. You know, I don't want anything bad to happen to you." I answered and I saw a light tint of pink on his cheeks.

"You are the most protective boyfriend I have." He said.

"Um, Jihoon, I know this is kinda personal but um, have you ever had other boyfriends? Before me?" I asked curiously, but I think he was in deep thought 'coz he answered me after a few minutes. "Well, before I wasn't, you know, a gay. I was straight like a ruler but one time, I met this guy. He was just like you, protective and caring.

We became close. Well, I don't know why. Then there, I started having feelings for him. We didn't talk for how many months but suddenly, he confessed to me. I gladly returned the feelings so we became boyfriends.

We lasted for a good two years, but not until he started ignoring me again. I know that there was something bothering him. Our relationship. So, I decided to follow his actions. And there, he was cheating on me with a guy, who I thought was a girl because he had a long hair.

After, he begged me to come back to him. Well, I as foolish as I am, I said yes.

But he didn't stop dating the guy." He said, and was looking down all the time.

I only nodded, unable to say anything.

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At least you've shared what's been bothering you before." I only said amd he smiled at me.

"Hyung, can we go to the mall? I haven't got out of this room like forever!"

Short update but tomorrow's my bday🎂 happy af 💁