a/n: just wanted to say none of the comments are true i love nick

tw: ed obviously, im here to talk if anyone needs it.

NICK'S POV

I was lying in bed, looking at the comments on our latest video, where Chris forced us to do cold plunges. Even just thinking about it makes me shiver.

chrizztopher commented: omfg chris' hair looks so good this vid

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strniols commented: eww is it just me or did nick gain like alot of weight

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kris'dungen replied: exactly like when did he get so fat and ugly🤢🤢

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It just got worse the further i kept scrolling, it was like i couldn't stop and it was making me feel sick.

BiGbAdB commented: i miss the old skinny nick

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I forces myself to stop and jumped up, standing in front of the mirror. I took my shirt off and started to inspect my stomach, prodding and stretching, a few tears dropping when i realised that they were all right, you can see the fat being pulled out of place, showing just how fat i really am. Oh my god. I've probably fucked up Matt and Chris' whole reputation, they must be so embarrassed to be my triplet brothers, even to live in the same house as somebody as fat and ugly as me.

Distantly, i could here Matt call me for dinner, but i didn't even register it, too caught up in my own head, tears rolling down my face as i think about how disgusting i am. It was ten minutes later when i finally came back to myself, and only because i got a notification to charge my phone which had been on the whole time.

Quickly, i put on my baggiest pair of sweatpants and sweatshirt pulling it over my head, thinking about how they are my biggest clothes, yet they're not even that much bigger then me. At least this way Chris and Matt won't have to look at how gross my body is.

I headed downstairs (upstairs???), and i see my brothers cuddled up on the sofa.

Chris yells "hey were watching the incredibles come watch, also i left your pizza in the microwave"

It wouldn't hurt to skip dinner and lie. right? Its only one meal, it will make you skinnier and they won't even find out.

"Um I ate earlier with Madi but thanks guys"

AUTHORS POV

The brothers brushed it off, continuing to watch the movie, but with Nick joining them this time. The defeated man was restless, not able to focus on the movie, rather on how his two practically identical triplet brothers were so much skinnier and lighter then him, as well as being way more attractive. The movie ended and Nick said he was tired and went to bed early.

NICK'S POV

I had been lying there for hours, thinking about what i could possibly do to be less fat, when i finally figured that i would just have to stop eating and i would look better, it's easy.

The next morning i got up at 7am, hours before my brothers would wake up. I got ready and sent them a text saying that i was going out for a walk, which was not a total lie since i would have to walk to the gym. It was my first time at the gym, but i was there for about two hours, probably overworking myself, but oh well. Whatever it takes. I got back home before anyone was up, and i spent my time seeing if that session had made any difference. Before I realised how late it had gotten, Chris was coming into my room, looking incredibly sleepy for 12:32pm.

CHRIS' POV

"You, Nicolas Sturniolo, sacrificed your lie in to go for a walk?! Who are you and what have you done with my brother" I joked. But he wasn't laughing, staring at the wall behind me, looking distant. "Nick, bro, you good?" For second, he looked at me like he was scared but then answered "I. I'm just tired. Can you please leave me alone?" "Ok sorry" I replied dejectedly, walking out of his room.

a/n: i was gonna do a part 2 but my sis deleted it sorry😭

thanks for reading -niki