I've been staring at the ceiling for what felt like a thousand years already,whilst waiting for the stranger laying next to me to wake up. I had a wild night I must admit.

Shit. I broke another rule. Well Tiff can kill me for this tomorrow. I chuckled at the thought. I felt the guy moved for a bit. Uttering gibberish shit perhaps.

Poor guy.

Must be having a bad dream. I wonder if his dream is as bad as mine. I looked at him for a while. Noticing a scar on his right arm which seems to be fresh. I licked my lower lip as I eye his nearly toned abs and muscles. I moved closer to the stranger beside me. Inhaling the stench of cigar and beer from his breath.

Oh how I love the smell..

It reminds me of HIM..

I remember how his lips always tasted like cigarettes. How intoxicating it feels. After he left I would keep on smoking just to get a closer taste of his lips again. I remember how he would say the words "you're beautiful" and "you're enough" with the smell of his favorite beer.

Oh what I wouldn't do to taste those lips once more..
Just one more time..

"Baby don't leave.."

The stranger said as a tear escaped from his closed eyes.

I turned my face to the guy laying next to me. I got so lost on my own thoughts that I didn't notice he was speaking gibberish.

"Shh now. Baby I won't leave." I said as I held his cheeks while I lay next to him.

Call me crazy for pretending to be the girl he's talking about in his dreams..

But for now..just for now. Just close your eyes..

Please let this forgotten start forgetting...