To him, kissing you doesn't feel awkward at all.

It was just he imagine it would be. Your sweet scent, your small whimper. He enjoyed every second of it.

Taehyung knocked on your room, it was empty.

He frowned, "Where is Y/n?" Taehyung asked the maid. They only served one breakfast.

"Miss Y/n is leaving early in the morning. She said she had morning class."

"Oh, is that so?" That lie was exposed to him immediately. He knew your class schedules, "Did she have her breakfast?"

"We packed them."

"Alright." Taehyung dismissed the maid.

It was different with you.

You could not sleep all night. You closed your eyes tightly, but it kept bouncing open.

It is just a kiss! Don't act like you have never done it with him before. You got pregnant from the same man! You cursed frustratingly.

Yerin tilted her head. You called her this morning, asking if she could go to have breakfast at 6 AM.

It was very early but she dragged herself from the bed and shower to accompany you.

And  now, you were eating from your lunch box and she was just.. sitting there watching you behaving weird. Jimin dropped her off, they could have breakfast together and enjoy some more time, but no. You made her a clown.

"What happened?" She finally asked.

"Did I say something?" You had no idea where you were and what were you doing in this hour.

"No? That's why I asked what happened?" Did her brother eat your smarties brain?

"Do you want some? Have you ordered anything?" Noticing there was no meal in front of her and you were playing with your food.

"I order some milk." She said, "Tell me.. did you even sleep?" There was brand new bag under your eyes.

"A little.." You tossed and turn like a pancake dozen times.

"Are you... considering to end things with my brother?" It was the topic yesterday.

"Um.. Your brother kissed me. Or I kiss him, I don't know, it just happened." "He was here, he was like this, he .." Just imagining his hands on your body again, you felt like you went a bit crazy.

"Is it bad or good?!" Yerin was fully aware of her lunatic brother. Actually just yesterday. Jungkook said her brother had certain feelings for you. But she did not believe it.

"I don't know. I have no idea.."

"Is he a good kisser?" Because Jimin was hella great at it.

"I have never been kissed before? Who should I compare it with?"

"Never? Not once?" Well, she knew your history but none? Really? She thought you were just being secretive about it.

"Are you mocking me just now?" You didn't know whether you should laugh or cry.

"No, not at all.. Sigh.. you should at least have a date with someone else before settle with my brother. Do you know how many women he has been with?" He is a womanizer

Tch.. Yerin pat your hand, "No matter how much i think about it. You are too good for my brother.."

"I'm not the best people, too.." But somehow, Taehyung followed your pace. He fit himself with you.

"You are! I am always the one who rely on you. You always help me, listening to me, pampering me since we were in junior high school. I don't even know you are in love with Koo.. you never tell me anything.." Your feelings, your thoughts were kept from her.

"I don't want to see you sad with me.. it makes me even more sad.." more than what i keep in my heart..

"Leave my brother.. I'll talk to Koo. I will persuade him to go on a date with you.. I don't mind if he be a step father for my niece." You chuckled to hear her words.

It's not like they will fight over you. You shouldn't be too proud of yourself.—

This was going on for a few more days.

You were avoiding him as best as you could. Breakfast- you packed them, dinner time- you had the maid sending the food over your room. When he said he will pick you up after college, you said you had some 'ghost' project with another student.

"You live alone?"

Jen poured an orange juice for you.

"Can you just go back to your own castle?" She lived in an apartment alone. Not as fancy as Yerin. She wasn't very rich, her ego was.

"You never invited us to your place." You didn't know her family was not living in this city. You thought she was living with them.

Jen never shared this  piece of information to any of you. Her family was a bit of a mess.

"Do you even like me in the first place to accept my invitation?" You were giving her sarcastic remarks the whole time and she knew if it was not because of Yerin, you would not want to be her friend.

"Yeah.. I guess.." Your class was dismissed early today. Yerin went to a date with Jimin, so you couldn't tag along. Between Jen and Taehyung right now.. you will bear to hear nonsense from her mouth.

"He kissed you so what? You have his baby. He already put more than a tongue inside you so buck it up."

"I'm not happy with it, okay?" Jen seduced both men and they were rejecting her. Saying you didn't want it was actually cruel to her.

"You don't want it you get it. Girl like you and Yerin are so lucky." "My boyfriend is too busy to be with me. He fly back and forth for his works. Ah, i hate it.." She is in long distance relationship. The guy is in a band.

"See, this is nice, you and me bonding."

Jen looked at you weirdly.

"No?" You asked.

"No!" She snorted, jokingly, "Come whenever you want. Not in the middle of the night because I probably have someone with me."

Having boyfriend didn't stop her to go out and have fun.

"Oh, yeah.. I don't want to run on that.." You were no one to judge her.

"Your pickup is here." The door rang.

"My pick up?" You frowned.

"I asked Yerin to call Taehyung when you went to the restroom." She shrugged.

"I can't believe you!" You scoffed.

"It's only a kiss, deal with it! Either you want to kiss him more or no more! Get out now." She shouted back at you.

"If there is a reason why we could not be best friend, it is because of this! I can't believe you snitch on me!" You regretted to come to her place.

"It's eleven o'clock. I cancelled my date for you. So please let me go." She snarled.

Taehyung raised his hand. He had not seen you for a week. You looked.. upset now.

"Hello stranger." He teased. Taehyung took the bag on your shoulder. He was having a drink with Jungkook earlier. He read your sign so he decided to slow down a little.

"What's on your face?" He asked.

"Huh?" You wiped your cheeks.

"It looks like a shame." He pinched your nose.

"A shame? A.. shame?"

"Yes."  You kept repeating those words until you realized he was teasing you.

You hit him, "Don't play with me!"

He missed your scolds...

Taehyung drove back to your house.

Your parents just reached home, too. The four of you were chit chat a bit before went to your own room. Taehyung entered your room as well, the two of you had to act nicely in front of the parents.

After you done bath he was still in your room.

"It's late. You should go back to your room.." It was past midnight.

"Your stomach, it's rounder. A little." It's sixth month after all. His baby girl. You saw it every morning too.. You still could not believe that you were carrying a baby, "Can I touch it..?"

"I guess.." Should you stand? Or laying down?

"Sit here. You need to rest." Taehyung pat your side of the bed.

"Oh, ok.." This was more awkward than the kiss. Taehyung palmed your tummy. He had the most beautiful finger, they were long and slender. You adored it. He had truly handsome appearance. You wish the child will be more like him than yourself. You were the most boring person you know, "It kicked yesterday." You told him.

"Really? Why didn't you call me?" He wanted to feel the kicks too!

"It only happened once. She doesn't kick me again after.." The fetus was very calm.

"She is a shy girl like her mom." He had small smile on his face. Were you wrong about him this whole time? He wasn't that rude and cold person? This guy ... was different. He was warm and childlike, "She should have beautiful eyes like you." He traced your face with the back of his hand. Taehyung leaned closer, his face just an inch away.

"Don't." You close his mouth with your palm.

Taehyung backed to his side.

"Don't run away from me. The more you run, the more I want to catch you." He ruffled your hair, "Do you hear me?"

You nodded rapidly.

"Tomorrow I will drive you to university. Stop waking up so early." Taehyung pat your head.

He missed you. He didn't want to leave your room at all, "Can i just sleep here tonight?"

You did not answer nor signing him to leave, so it was a yes.

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