he was so close beside me.
hand brushing against mine once in awhile reviving a weak heart to being beating. his soft breathing mingled with my own.
i felt light headed.
he smelled of tropical fruits; mangos and coconut specifically. and i hoped to god he couldn't smell my after-school gym sweat peaking through the amount of axe.

"so, if we go from... cosine of x, dx... equal to sine of two pi...equals zero... all of the area above x-axis netted out... that was below the x axis."

josh looked up and me with a big grin and sparkling eyes, "got it?"
it was then i realized i wasn't focused on math anymore.

a heat rose on my cheeks as my vision flickering to his bubblegum lips and with a hesitant nod i said, "y-yup. all good."

"great!"

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im literally failing calculus AB🤠
w8 till my dad sees that sexy 82 in the gb🤪
i h8 math.