Where do broken hearts go?



"Stop it." I laughed, Corey just stuck his tongue out at me before starting running again. I quickly followed him, trying to get my phone back before he could post some stupid shit on my Snapchat. I finally reached him as he was standing by the pool, smirking at my phone. I quickly grabbed my phone out of his hand, trying to see what he did. Corey just smirked at me, watching me as I went through my phone. I was opening Instagram just when I heard the front door slam shut, both Corey and I immediately looked who it was, only seeing Sam running up the stairs.


"Was he crying?" Corey asked, looking confused.


"I'll check on him." I said before running up the stairs. I knocked on Sam's door, before opening the door slowly, seeing sam laying on his bed face down. I could see his shoulders shaking, meaning he was most likely crying. I quickly closed the door behind me before sitting down next to sam on his bed, placing my hand between his shoulder blades.


Sam turned his head to look at me, his face was a light shade of pink, with tears rolling down his cheeks, his eyes red and puffy. I rubbed small circles on his back, not saying anything, I didn't need to say anything. Sam pushed himself up from the bed, looking at me sadly. I opened my arms, before sam let himself fall into me.


That's when he fully broke down, sobbing loudly hugging me tighter than before. I just let him cry, rubbing his back softly. I've never seen Sam like this, he never really cried. sure he sometimes sheds a tear or two, but he never broke down like this. I managed to calm him down after some time, I didn't ask him anything about what happened knowing that if I ask he would break down again. I slowly pulled away from the hug, giving him the change to pull me back if he wanted to, which he did. I looked at Sam's face, scanning his face to really look at him. he stopped sobbing, now just sniffling, his face and eyes were red, his cheeks wet form all the tears. His eyes weren't there usual bright sky blue color, but a dull grey.


Sam's eye color tends to change now and then, they would be bright and twinkly when he was happy, shiny and less blue when he was tired, and grey when he was sad, but never a dull grey like this. I wiped his cheeks with my sleeves, wiping away his tears gently. Sam was still shaking but less than before. I stood up from the bed pulling Sam gently with me.


"How about I'll make you some hot chocolate with extra whipped cream, yeah?" I said, knowing he loved hot chocolate no matter the weather. Sam nodded, smiling weakly at me. I didn't let go of his hand, he didn't seem to mind though. Both Corey and Devyn were downstairs, they both looked at sam worriedly. I squeezed his hand pulling him to the kitchen island, Devyn gave him a quick hug whispering something in his ear, making him smile at her. Corey just patted his shoulder, giving him the I'm-here-for-you look, before they both walked out.


I walked to the fright grabbing the chocolate milk and the whipped cream whit some mini marshmallows. I put the mug with the chocolate milk in the microwave before turning back to sam.


"Are you okay now?" I asked. Sam nodded lifting himself up so he could sit on the counter top.


"Tell me what happened when you're ready, yeah?" I said squeezing his knee gently.


"Thank you." His voice was hoarse, sounding raspy from all the crying. I smiled at him shaking my head.


"No need to." I said, before the microwave beeped. I stirred the hot chocolate milk, spraying a whole lot of whipped cream on top of it.


"One loco hot cocao!" I said, grinning. Sam smiled and rolled his eyes, taking the mug from me.


"You're such a Hannah Montana Stan." He said, chuckling. I smiled happy he was smiling instead of crying like before. I quickly threw some mini marshmallows on top of the whipped cream.


"I'm not ashamed." I said. I knew I had a big dopey grin on my face but I didn't care, sam was smiling again that's all what matters. Sam laughed, shaking his head at me. I shrugged still smiling, before dipping my finger into the whipped cream and putting it in my mouth. Sam didn't say anything, he just sipped his cocoa, managing to not get a whipped cream mustache. I don't know how he managed to do that,  I always end up with one.


We sat in silence I made some tea for myself,  before we moved to the living room deciding to watch a movie. It wasn't an action or horror movie, like what we usually go for. We ended up watching some romantic comedy, which actually was a really good movie. we will never admit that, though. Sam ended up falling asleep near the end of the movie, so I continued on watching the rest of the movie alone. I felt sam cuddle closer to me, mumbling something In a non existing language.


It wasn't an unusual thing for us to do, we always cuddle. well we did before Sam and Katrina started dating. I kinda missed sam, he would always be with Kat and when we hung out I would always be third wheeling, and if Corey and Devyn Joined fifth wheeling. It never was just the two of us, like old times.


We used to have Sam and Colby time, or solby time how we sometimes used to call it. if something was wrong or when we needed to talk about something important or if we felt like our friendship was slipping under and we needed a reality check, we only would need to say "Solby time" to the other and we immediately would stop everything we were doing and talk or hang out.


I sighed before closing my eyes, pulling Sam closer to me. Deciding to just enjoy the moment for how long it lasts.


When i woke up it was about 10pm, I didn't want to wake sam up so I carried him to his bedroom, laying him down gently . I kissed his forehead, without really thinking about it before leaving the room. I laid down in my own bed, thinking of what could of happened to make sam so upset. The only thing I could think of was that he broke up with Kat. I decided to ask Sam tomorrow if he was ready to talk.

Comment