something i wrote to my friend.
i kinda cried while writing this
and please do ignore the spelling mistakes i am writing from my phone and my hands are ice cold.
let me know what you think :)

'remus dropped to his knees, as his entire world fell apart. the life he came to love in such a short time. gone even faster. and all because of the one person he thought he could always trust. sirius. 'i am not like my family' my ass. had all those years been for nothing? remus sobbed into his knees as he pulled at his hair, thinking back to when they would sit alone in the common room, sirius on remus' lap while he read out loud. the bright smile on both of their faces. remus started wondering if it was real at all, if sirius' persona was an act. did he ever even know him? everything was gone. everything he had come to love and know. james' big personality and smile that could brighten anyone's day. the past few weeks he would go on and on about how him and lily would take harry to his first quidditch match once the war was over. lily. his red headed friend. kind with a temper. she was never afraid of telling someone off, remus admired that about her. her being gone didn't make sense, in his head lily who was so full of life, would live forever along with her husband with equally as much life,maybe even more. but you could tell the war was taking a toll on them, making they eyes sunken as they lost hope.harry. harry would grow up without parents, harry would never be able to hug his parents goodbye before leaving for school. james and lily would never be able to see their son grow up. james wouldn't be able to watch as harry played his first quidditch match; which james was sure of he would end up doing. all because of someone he called his boyfriend. and to think he was harry's godfather! peter. his short shy best friend he would alway try to cheer remus up with chocolate after the full moon. and any time really. all to be brutally murdered by their 'bestfriend'. dogs were supposed to be loyal, remus thought as another sob escaped his lips, the tears were streaming down his face as he hyperventilated. then marlene came to his thoughts. oh marlene, the first person he told about being bi, she took him with a big smile and a warm hug, then she said 'im a lesbian' they cried into eachothers arms. a weight had been lifted from both of them. marlene would always bring a good mood no matter where, she proved every boy on the quidditch team wrong, except james, he knew she was the best beater along s-, remus was now full on sobbing. the thought of him doing that broke every piece of remus' hear, it was powder. he wanted to doubt him, but couldn't, the oldest black had thought remus was the spy after all, that's when all trust was broken. anything was possible. remus' world was slipping through his fingers, a world he thought he had control of. he was alone once again. and all was his fault.

Γεια , long time no see. i am sorry i havent been updating so i thought i might post this one.
there are no updates really other than the fact that im learning greek and started watchin pll.