Jennie Pov

"Why are you so mad jendueke?" Jisoo ask

Yes I'm mad since last Friday because of Sana that crazy ex of mine.

We're here at the club. Just drinking to forget what I'm feeling

"Don't tell me it's because Sana kissed you and Lisa saw you two kissing?" Seulgi ask

That kiss again.

"Yes and please stop saying her name" I said glaring at her

"Who? Lisa or Sana?" Seulgi ask

"Sana" I said

I'm mad at myself because Lisa saw as kissing even I didn't kiss Sana back, I don't know why I'm guilty.

"You're guilty I know you jendueke" jisoo said looking at me

"Tell us what really happened last Friday so we can understand why you so mad every now and then" nayeon said

Flashback

I'm on my way walking to my private room when someone shout my name at my back.

"Jen"

"Jennie hey!"

"Babe"

"Jennie" turn around and it's Sana

I was about to walk when she called me again stood beside me.

"Babe didn't you hear me I'm calling you?" Sana said sadly. Tsk this bitch

"I heard you I just don't want to talk to you. Sana we're over long time ago so leave me the fuck alone" I said seriously

"But Jennie I still love you. I want you back I want us to be together. I know you love me too" she said and was about to hold my hand but I move away

"Can't you understand? I don't love you I don't want you near me. So fuck off!" I said madly at her
She look at me shocked

"Jennie please I'll do anything please take me back" she said

"You'll do anything? Then leave me the FUCK alone" I said harshly

"Don't tell me you have someone?" She ask me with bitch tone

I didn't answer her.

"So I'm right you have someone. Who is she? I'll fucking kill that bitch for stealing you away from me" she said.

I look at her angrily.
She flinched.

"Don't you dare Sana. IM WARNING YOU DON'T YOU DARE! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!"

I turn around and was about to walk when she pulled my shoulder hard and kiss me

I'm shocked because of the pulled so we stay like that for minutes.

I didn't kiss her back.

I noticed someone passed us and when I look at the person

I saw Lisa with her friends

What the fuck did I do

Fuck Jennie! Stupid

I hardly pushed Sana and look at Lisa but she's already gone

"WHAT THE HELL SANA!!"

"Jenn--"

"DON'T. LEAVE ME ALONE!!" I said angrily and leave

shit Lisa. It's the second time she saw me kissing sana. Fuck!

What would she think?
fuck my life. I groaned angrily

End of flashback

"That stupid crazy bitch Sana I want to punch her" seulgi said

"What did you do after that? You talk to Lisa?" Nayeon ask looking at me

"I ignored her"

"WHATT?" they ask shout in unison

"yaaa what the don't shout!"

They just look at me glaring.

"you ignored her? what the hell is wrong with you Jennie?" jisoo said

"I'm guilty okay? and I don't know how to talk to her" I said looking at my drink

"You so stupid Jennie you supposed to tell her what really happened not ignored her" nayeon said look mad. I just ignore her

"how long will you keep ignoring her?" seulgi ask

"I don't know"

"we know that you hate her Jennie but we also know that you're starting to like her now"  jisoo said looking at me

"I don't like her" I said and drink the wine

"You don't like her but you're mad when she's with someone specially jeon Jungkook" jisoo said I just ignore her

"Fine you don't like Lisa keep ignoring her until she found someone" jisoo said I look at her but didn't say anything

"If you hate her, don't like her maybe it's time to let her be with someone she's pretty, sexy and a lot of guy and even girls want to be with her" nayeon said

I look at her madly.

I won't let someone be with her!

"Nayeon is right Jennie let Lis--"

"I won't. she's mine!" I cut jisoo off and look at them angrily and throw the glass I'm holding.

They flinch and look at me gulping.

"Jennie do you like Lisa?" Jisoo ask me calmly

"Let me change the question. What do you feel when Lisa is with someone or Jungkook?" jisoo said

"It's make me mad. I hate it when she's with him, smiling, laughing, eating I don't want it I want to kill that dickhead guy!" I said angrily but I calm myself

"Then what do you feel when you're with her?" Nayeon ask

"I don't know. I feel happy so happy when I'm with her, i love her smile, laugh and giggles I want to be the only person make her giggles, smile and laugh. Just seeing her smile makes me felt like my day is already complete. I only want to cook for her, I don't want when she's with someone!" I said and look at them

"You really like her Jennie or love her, you just keep denying it to yourself" jisoo said smiling at me

I love Lisa?

maybe like. I like her

"maybe I like her but love? I don't think so" I said

"you're just saying it now, look after some days you will admit it that you love her already" suelgi said smirking

I just glare at her.

"So are you going to ignore her still? You need to talk to her and tell her that you like her" Nayeon said and smirk

"Yes Jennie you need to tell her you like her before someone already did and steal her from you" jisoo said

"She's my wife. She's mine!" I snapped

"She's your wife but you always say to her that shes your wife in paper only. And because of that she will find someone who will treat her like a queen not a nobody" jisoo said looking at me and I saw her smirk with nayeon and seulgi

Jisoo is right. I'm always saying to Lisa that she's my wife but only in paper.

What if she found someone?

NO I WON'T LET THAT HAPPEN!!

She's my wife

she's mine!

"stop. I WON'T let her with SOMEONE!" I said and glare at them

"then do the right thing Jennie. Stop hurting and ignoring her" nayeon said

"Fine"

"That's good. Maybe after a months we are already a godmother start making a baby" jisoo said smirking

WTF? b-baby?

A baby with Lisa. That good to hear I smile

Fuck Jennie it's too early for that. I'm sure Lisa is mad at me

I blush because of what jisoo said.

"Are you blushing Jennie? So you are seriously thinking of what I said?" jisoo said teasingly and the three idiots laugh making me blush more

"Shut up will you!" I said glaring at them but they just laugh loud

"just be gentle to her jendueke" jisoo laughing

Of course I will

I blush again

stop this Jennie you so pervert.

"I said stop. If you won't stop I will choked you to death" is said seriously and they stop now. Good I smirk inside

"I need to go" I said to them and was about to stand when jisoo speak

"Where are you going jendueke?" Seulgi ask

"I'm going home" I said

Yes me and Lisa's home. It's our home now I smile inside

"You already miss your wife huh" seulgi said and smirk I rolled my eyes at her

"We need to go guys we need to get ready for the party later" jisoo said happily

"Jendueke don't forget tonight okay? at Irene's house" jisoo said

"Yeah I'll just go there" I said and leave that club

I go to my car and drive to our home.

We are going to Irene party later. Maybe I'll talk to Lisa tomorrow morning before we go to school.

When I enter our house it's dark inside.

She's not her?
Where did she go this time?

Maybe she's already sleeping. But it's early

maybe she's with Rosie and somi.

I want to call her but I don't know what to do. I'll just wait until tomorrow

I go upstairs to take a bath and get ready for the party