She stuck closer than any other, than any lover, and than my own mother...

She, I trust would never leave me but I pray she does

I wish for her to stop whispering in my ears, my negative self-worth, things I do not deserve, and reasons I should desert the earth

She wakes me up in a panic every night, "They'll all leave you behind, You worth nothing, they're not yours,"

She would never leave my side, she hugs me tightly when I cry, whispering more to make me wish to die

She is the one that draws me closer to the edge, closer to death...

She's my friend, Anxiety