YOUR POV

I was awakened by the rays of a light that was hitting my face and I realize that it was already morning.

I rubbed my eyes and then I got up.

"It's Sunday right?" I questioned myself then it hits me. IT WAS SUNDAY!

I got up from my bed and I check my phone what time is it. It's only 7 o' clock and I am this hyper haha... jinjja.

I first do my morning routine, brush my teeth, wash face, then get ready for a shower. After some time I'm finished showering, I grabbed my towel and put it around my body then went outside. I pick out some comfortable clothes and this is what I got.

I put on some light makeup and after putting it on, I decided to go to Sewoon's room to see if he's getting ready now.

I saw him still sleeping, great, I wake him up.

"Yah, Sewoon wake up" I shake him a bit and he suddenly open his eyes. "Is it morning?" He asked. Aish. "No it's not it's still night you see" I said sarcastically pointing at the window of his room.

"Aish, noona not like that" "Okay, haha, sorry but yeah it's morning you need to get ready" He smiled at me then he got out of his bed. "Noona, you're wearing timberlands?" He asked pointing at my shoes. "Oh yeah, why?" I asked him. "I want to wear mine too so we can both wear timberlands" He explained. "Oh okay, I will get everything ready, go take a shower now." I said commanding him to go take a shower. "Okay noona" He went inside his bathroom and I started to pack some things in my bag. Like, extra clothes in case he gets sweaty, a towel, and also my phone since i'm the one carrying it all the way.

I also prepared what he was going to wear. A simple boy clothes and his favorite timberlands which is similar to mine.

After some time, he was finished, "Noona I'm finished!" He shouted inside the bathroom. I got the towel from the rack and he step outside of the bathroom. I dried his whole body and I started to dress him up from the clothes that I got for him. "Noona this is really cool! I like this style" He said looking at the body mirror and twirling around. "Glad you like it Sewoon" I stand up and grab my bag. " Come on, appa is already downstairs preparing breakfast." "Ne, noona" He held my hands and we went outside of his room and closed it then we went downstairs.

"Oh you're ready already?" Appa said once he saw us coming downstairs. "Ne, appa we're already finished" I said then leaded Sewoon to the dining room for us to sit and wait for appa. I noticed that appa was also wearing timberlands woah! "Appa you're wearing timberlands too?" I asked amazed. "Yeah, Can't a middle-aged man wear timberlands?" He said "What?! You can! it's just so surprising that you're actually wearing one right now hahha" I said. "Appa looked really good on those timberlands" Sewoon complimented appa. "Awe thanks son, anyways, breakfast is ready!"

He put all of the food on the table while I was getting some dining utensils and I got the pitcher with cold water from the fridge. Then we started eating. "So where are we going this time appa?" I asked him. "Well, I was thinking of going to Gyeongju National Museum" I was shocked at his desired place. "But appa isn't it in Gyeongju? It's really far from Seoul you know"

"I know, but I have a driver that can get us there, and don't worry I paid all of it already" 

"How?"

"You know the two companies that I work for? They give some extra cash or should we say my pay so that we can have at least get a one-day vacation somewhere and I suggest that we will go to Gyeongju National Museum"

"WAh that's really awesome appa" Sewoon clapped his hands while still eating his food. "Well, okay appa if you say so" I replied to him with a wide smile on my face. "And besides, the place doesn't have many visitors this month since it's still not vacation yet, so it's a great opportunity to go there as a family" He added.

Once we were finished eating, appa and Sewoon went to the living room and waited for the driver to arrive while I wash the dishes and clean everything in the dining room. Once I'm done with that, the driver still isn't here so I decided to join appa and Sewoon in the living room.

I saw them watching some tv and PLAYING WITH MY PHONE!!??

"A-Appa what are you guys doing with my phone?!" I quickly snatched the phone from Sewoon's grip. "Awe~ but noona.. appa and I are just taking some selcas" He pouted at me. "Still, you shouldn't have played with my phone" I look at my phone and open it, I saw many pictures of Sewoon and appa taking some many selcas, they were all cute but I caught my attention to the picture of them only with the timberlands haha this looks cool.

(Just imagine it was like this picture)

You know, for appa, he's still rocking those jeans his wearing even though he's now a little bit old.

While I was still looking at my phone, suddenly a honk from a car outside was signalling us that the driver is now here. "Oh he's here, let's go guys" Appa carried Sewoon and went outside. I closed all the electricity since I know we will be there for a whole day and I locked the back and front door. oh, and closed all of the windows.

I was carrying my bag and went inside the car. I was in the back seat with Sewoon while appa sits in the passenger seat. "Are you ready?" The driver said. "Ne" Sewoon and I said in unison. The driver nodded then we drove off.

-

While driving, appa broke the silence. "I forgot to tell you guys.." I turn my attention to appa. "This is Minho, he's a son of my co-worker at one of my company I'm working at".

"Annyeonghaseyo" He said then bowed a little looking at the rear view mirror looking at me. "Annyeonghaseyo" I said shyly looking also at him from the rear view mirror then bowed a little. "He's 27 years old now" Woah! with a good-looking face like that, I can't tell that he's 27 though, he's face is quite attractive. "And I supposed you know Y/N right Minho?" He asked Minho.

"Ah~ Ne, appa told me about her" He replied with a smile still looking at the road. "Well, that's good to hear" Appa replied to Minho. They started to chat so I just decided to put back on my earphones and played some music. Luckily, I brought my powerbank so I can charge it whenever it runs out of batteries.

I saw Sewoon sleeping peacefully but struggling because the ride is a bit bumpy so I just laid Sewoon's head onto my lap and caressed his head. And eventually, I fell asleep as well.

"Y/N~ah we're here" I heard a familiar voice. I slowly opened my eyes and saw appa looking at me. "We're here?" I asked him yawning. "Haha, yes, let's go, and wake up Sewoon, I'll be outside waiting for you." He said then Minho and appa went outside the car. 

I look at my lap and saw Sewoon still sleeping, I wake him up. "Yah, Sewoon~ah we're here, wake up" He responds to my wake up call and he positioned himself to sit. "We're here?" The same question was said as I did. "Yeah, let's go" "But I'm still sleepy" He whined. "I'll carry you, come on now" I opened the door and I went outside and so does Sewoon. He walked to me then put his arms air signalling me to pick him up. Aish this kid really... I carry Sewoon and he started to sleep on my shoulders then he hugged me.

"He's still sleeping?" Appa asked "Yeah but later he will be hyped up again" I chuckled and also was he. "Okay, let's go then, Minho will wait for us in the park when we're ready to go home. I gave him your number so we can text him if we're ready to go." 

 "Okay appa" We went inside the museum.

There were some students roaming around the museum but mostly it's families but it's quiet. 

While I was carrying Sewoon, appa suddenly spoked to me. "I will come meet you here later at 2 pm then we will have lunch together okay? I'll just be going around the museum" He said. "Okay appa see you later" I said to him then we parted ways.

I was in the gallery section where all of the paintings by very popular artists were displayed. I saw a painting of a mother holding her daughter in the shore, the girl was holding a basket and the two are bare-footed walking in the shore.

(This was an interesting painting/picture to be honest, Still Google)

I suddenly remembered my mom used to take me to the beach, we would walk there and talked all the time, we're holding hands and happily walking up to the end of the shore and then back again until we were satisfied with walking.

I missed my mom

If only our mom is still alive,

then she could do those things with Sewoon, but she's gone now.

Flashback 

(Please play some piano music that is a bit sad, srsly, the piano songs come great with the flashback story, thank you)

10 years ago

"Eomma! why did you like appa?" Little Y/N said out of the blue.

Little Y/N and her mom was walking through the shore, bare-footed while wearing their pair of hats while the sun is still setting. Little Y/N was carrying a little basket in her hand and her mom's hand on the other.

"Why did you suddenly ask that Y/N~ssi?" Her mom chuckled at her question. "Nothing eomma, I just want to know" Little Y/N answered.

"Well, okay then, I fell in love with your appa when we were just in high school, your appa was once my funny maker whenever he sees my smile is upside down, after school we would go to the cafe near the school and we would chat and talk for some time and eat together during lunch time. He's always there when nobody was beside me, he would play the piano in the music room when only the two of us was there, he was really really good in playing the piano haha. But when we got married, it wasn't my happiest moment ever."

"Why eomma?"

"Because it was my luckiest day ever in my whole life. And when you were born, I was the happiest woman in the world, I couldn't ask for more that time, we were so complete and I wish we could stay like that forever."

Little Y/N smiled to her mom and she smiled back.

-

Little Y/N was now 12 years old.

Her mom said that she was aching in her stomach and she said to her husband that it's time. Little Y/N was confused at their conversation but she still manage to help her mom. They were at the hospital, Little Y/N doesn't know what to do but to cry and wait for her mom to be better, she sat at the bench where her father said to stay and wait for them, so she did, she just sat there and cried the whole time her parents was in the emergency room.

While crying her eyes out, she suddenly felt that someone was tapping on her shoulders. She looked up at the person who tapped on her shoulder and it was a boy, more likely the same age as her. "Are you okay? What happened?" The boy asked then he sits beside Little Y/N. "My mom is in the emergency room, she said that 'it's time' but I don't know what it means" Little Y/N said crying her eyes out.

Little Y/N couldn't hear a reply from the boy so looked up at him and saw him staring at her. "You know, everything is okay, my mom also said that 'it's time' but I also don't know what it means so I just waited here to get some news from her..." He patted Little Y/N's head. "And don't worry, everything will be alright, I promised" He said with a re-assuring smile. "Do you need a hug?" The boys said and Little Y/N didn't hesitate and just nodded slowly. The boy slowly wrap his arms around Y/N and started hugging her, Little Y/N hugged him back.

His scent, his touch, is so warm and comforting, I wish I could hug him more

But, she couldn't, he's a stranger, they're just strangers, so this is not the right time. They hugged for like 2 minutes then Little Y/N broke the hug and she stopped crying. "Feeling better?" The boys asked wiping little Y/N's watery eyes. "Ne, thank you" She said shyly. "No problem, well, I gotta go now, I still need to see eomma" The boys said and stands up and they bid their goodbyes.

'I didn't even know his name' She thought but she just shrug and stayed for a good 10- minutes then a person walked out of the emergency room with his dad following behind him... crying.

Little Y/N rushed to his dad and she hugged him. She looks up at her dad. "Appa, is eomma gonna be alright? What happened to her?" She could see her dad's tears flowing down his cheeks.

Her dad caressed little Y/N's cheeks. "Y/N, y-y-you're mom is...is" With so much stuttering, She could tell that... that...

"Your eomma is gone Y/N" She cannot believe what she had heard

I thought eomma is gonna be fine

She said that she will be forever with us

How can she lie to me?

Why?

"Appa tell me it's not true, TELL ME IT'S NOT TRUE!" She shouted at her dad, she cannot believe that she would do that, but due to the panic she had right now, she would do that.

"It's true Y/N" she cried her heart out..... and cried... and cried....

The doctor explained what happened to her mom, she has a disease called "Preeclampsia" which is a unique pregnancy disorder and is diagnosed when the mother has continuous high blood pressure and a condition known as proteinuria, which is the presence of protein in the urine. Its presence is usually silent because the symptoms tend to look like normal pregnancy symptoms like weight gain and nausea. And in this case, her mom was having the symptoms both weight gain and nausea. It is so serious that if it does not cause death in severe cases, it could lead to one or more of the following: stroke, kidney and liver damage, fluid in the lungs and seizures. It is also a cause of premature birth. When preeclampsia becomes extremely severe, it leads to eclampsia, which causes coma and brain damage as well as the death of mother and/or baby. and the doctor said that her mom was having a liver damage which cause her death, 

but he said that the

"baby is perfectly fine and healthy."

"Wait, I have a sibling? what gender?" Little Y/N suddenly asked, still sniffling. "Yes, and it is a baby boy, though, your mom is not here anymore, I suggest that you and your appa will decide on naming the baby boy." The doctor said to us and she smiled.

She was happy and sad at the same time. She's happy that she will now have a baby brother like her mom promised her, but the sad part is.... her mom is gone... she will not do the things little Y/N wants to do when she has a sibling....

Little Y/N thinks hard and think of a name that could suit his new baby brother.

'Se-- woon--'

"Sewoon" She mumbled the word. "What was that?" The doctor asked little Y/N. "Sewoon" She said more loudly. "Okay, So his new name is 'Lee Sewoon'" She said as she writes the name of

little Y/N's new baby brother.

End of Flashback

I didn't realized that I was still staring at the painting. Sewoon has woken up. "Noona, where is appa?" He said looking at me with his tired eyes. "Oh he's walking around the museum. We will meet him later at the gates." I said smiling at him. "Okay" "Do you want to be put down now?" "Ne, noona"

I put Sewoon down and hold hands with me.

"Sewoon, do you remember eomma?" I asked him still looking at the painting. "Aniyo noona, but appa said the she was the mmmmoooooooossssstttt beautiful eomma in the world" I chuckled at his sentence, even, saying the word 'most' longest. "Appa said that?" I asked him. "Ne, noona, he said that eomma was really happy when I came to this world to live with you, eomma, and appa."

He smiled at me and I smile back. "....and he said that eomma is still in the states working for us." I glare at Sewoon. 'So appa really hide it from him huh? well, maybe it's for the best' I thought. I make eye level with him. 

"Yeah, eomma is really working hard for us so she will be really happy when she gets home, when we are graduated and have happy lives and we could be with her and appa" I tear up a bit but not realizing. "Noona, why are you crying?" He said then I wipe my eyes, it really was. "Eomma is still somewhere in the states, not really dead" He chuckled and I followed with a low one, I wish it was that situation.

"Oh nothing dongsaeng, come on, it's nearly 2 pm, we should get going." I stand up and hold Sewoon's hands then walk back to the gate.

We were waiting for appa to come back. Apparently, he's here. "Okay let's go, I will tell you what happened earlier when we get to the restaurant near by." Appa said. "Did you have fun with your noona, Sewoon?" He asked Sewoon. "Ne, appa, I saw many paintings and statues when we were walking. They were really big" He said to him as he was holding to appa's hand.

"Should I call Minho that we are going to eat lunch?" I asked appa. "Oh don't worry he's already there, I said to him that he will meet us at the restaurant at 2 pm earlier." Wow, he was quick. "Okay"

We walked into a Korean restaurant not far from the museum. It was really fancy but historical at the same time. The walls of the restaurant was paintings from the historical battles of Korea. And  the ceilings were hanging weapons, you know war-like decorations from past battles, like that. We saw Minho sitting at a 4-person table so we went there and sit. "What took you so long?" Minho said to me. "Oh, we were walking so long so that's what" Well, technically, that's true though, appa was walking slow, so I have to be slow too hahah.

I seated beside Minho (walang malisya mga dai) appa and Sewoon were beside each other. Then we ordered some food.

~

"Where should we go now?" I asked appa. "To the park. They said that there's a children's playground there and the scenery is really beautiful this time of day, so we must hurry." Appa said walking ahead of us. "Okay, let's go Sewoon" I call on Sewoon and he held my hand and we walk together.

We went to a nearby park and he was right, the park is really beautiful and I could see some children playing in the playground. "Go on, go play with Sewoon, I'll be here in the bench if you need me" He said as he sat down on the bench behind him. 

"You're not coming with us?" I asked him. "How could I? I'm too old for games like that, and besides, I'm tired so i'm gonna rest here for a while.." He said to me and I just nodded. "Come on Sewoon, let's play at the swing" "OKAY NOONA!" He shouted with excitement and went to the swings and sit on one of them, I started to push him lightly, then stronger, then stronger...

After some time of playing in the playground, I took some pictures of him playing too, he made some new friends which I admit, he's confidence came from eomma really well, unlike me, I'm a shy type person like my dad, but he's a funny man if you are friends with him.

~

Today was fun. I had a lot of fun, appa and Sewoon were tired so they had to sleep early. I went upstairs to my room and go take a shower and change into my comfortable pajamas. I went downstairs to make some popcorn. I went to my room again and turn on my computer and watch some kdramas.

After I think 2 hours, I finished the first season, god, the ending was so emotional though, I was crying too hard, haha, I went to close my computer and go to the bathroom to wash my puffy face

because of my ugly crying earlier. Good thing appa didn't notice it keke

I went outside of the bathroom and I went to my comfy bed and went off to dreamland. 

(•~•) 

Heelllooo!!! I finally got to make a long chapter.. clap clap clap ... I'm so glad that I have readers like you to even like this book in the great great shitty (city) but anyways, thank you for supporting this book, I really appreciate that. 

Comment what you think on this part of the book, literally it was just a flashback of Y/N's past and their adventures this Sunday. Btw, while I was making this, it was really Sunday haha.. So that's it I guess.. 

Before I end this, here are some of my fav pics of BTS altogether: 

I Love Them So much 😍😍😍 BYE