"She was the sea,calm but so deep and I wanted to drown in it, in her"

I'm currently at work solving a case about a missing boy 4 years old.

Who takes fucking children. Sickos.

That's who.

I look at the door with my jaw clenched. Josh and jake are late and something that pisses me off more than people, is when they're not on time. I had to come earlier and didn't even get a chance to say bye to Rosaline.

I wanted a hug. Her hugs are fine but having her body pressed against me is fucking heaven. I sigh and grab a file that was waiting for me when I came in. As I'm reading more information my door fly's open.

"Hello sweetheart did you miss us"

"Shut the fuck up. why the hell are you both late again" I'm going to fire them. Jake takes a seat on one of the chairs in front of me while josh laughs and dramatically puts his hand on his face.

"Well fella-" I cut him off by throwing a cup at him.

"Okay, okay Damian the reason for our tardiness is because we being the nice humans we are dropped off Rosaline at abbies apartment " I nod only listening to a few things they said.

"Ok" I mumble a bit worried about her going over to the slu- girl. To the girls house. How did rosaline even meet her? When I met her, the stench of weed and perfume was overwhelming. I nearly gagged.

rosaline seems to love her. She seems to love everyone.

if she hurts her again I'll hurt her. I wouldn't hit a women even if they deserve it. I'll just release josh on her. He's a bitch she's a bitch even.

But fuck just seeing the few tears on her face alone made me want to go shoot her, I couldn't so instead I did my best to make those tears go away.

After talking more about the case I decide to text Rosaline to see what she's up to and how it went with the bitch. it's been an hour.

8:38
Damian- what are you up to?

We get back to discussing the case with me taking glances at my phone. 30 minutes she hasn't responded.

~~

She still hasn't responded and we're about done with the case we have a lead up in boston where the father of the kid may have him hostage. After informing the police chief up there about our Lead he decides he'll check it out and we're done for the day.

Still no text from rosaline, usually she responds in 5 minutes. Maybe somethings wrong. "So in conclusion I can beat up 10 guys coming at me in 3 seconds I mean look at my muscles jake no one can beat me".

"Fuckers" I yell at them gaining their attention.

"What" josh answers a bored look on his face.

"Have y'all heard from Rosaline since you dropped her off?"

Josh shakes his head and looks at jake who also shakes his head."She's probably busy we'll text her maybe she just doesn't like you very much" josh grins.

I throw my water bottle at his head clenching my jaw.

After a couple minutes of waiting I decide to text her again just a few more times.

I'm worried.

9:40
Damian-
You haven't answered.

Damian-
Answer me.

Damian-
it'll put my mind on ease.

I decide to fucking call her but get even more aggravated when it goes to voicemail. Fucking voicemail.

"What if we go to abbies apartment she's probably still there maybe they made up" jake speaks out. I shrug and grab my keys heading into my truck with the 2 idiots trailing behind me.

Speeding a little, we get there and walk up to her door.

"Losers I'm seeing her first" josh yells running past us stopping and knocking loudly on her door.

Me and jake get there right when the door opens.

"Who the fuck are yo- oh im sorry come in, I bet you 3 sexy men can make this party better" some bitch says and has the audacity to wink at me.

Not my Rosaline.

Josh laughs and throws her to the side while we walk in and straight to the bedroom where Rosaline brought us a few times to pickup items she needs like a shirt she left there.

She said sometimes she likes to stay in that bedroom. we walk in and the smell of weed hits my nose. I make a face and look around spotting 7 drugged out fuckers in the living room laughing.

Making sure Rosaline isn't among them and almost smiling when I scan and see she's not, Jake opens her rooms door.

I walk in and notice it's empty. Well, emptier than normal. Usually rosalines shirts are around the place and a over night bag.

If I hadn't seen Abbie sticking her tongue down some guys throat I would've though we came to the wrong apartment.

Disgusting.

"Oh no these potheads have done something to my bestie she's not here and not answering us." Josh says anxiously then darts out the door to get 'answers' with jake following behind.

I look around one more time and as I'm about to leave a hand comes up to my neck making it's way to the front. Great. Another skank.

"I saw you alone in this room and thought you might want company" it says while biting its lip.

I glare at her before scoffing and Immediately, I shove her hand off me trying not to gag at the girl.

Im not into sluts. Apparently I'm into fucking weird girls who laugh at their own joke, talks to themselves and likes random shit.

Shaking my head I walk out and into the living room.

I look over to jake trying to hold josh back and pull him away from Abbie while he's yelling at her.

"Listen here you slut. you tell me now what you did to my bestie or were going to have problems. I will bring jade my sister here and she will help me murder you all" he yells while pointing a finger at everyone.

"Who are you talking about" she questions like she doesn't know.

As I'm about to step up and yell at her josh beats me to it "you know exactly who we're talking about, the angel who used to call you her bestfriend."

She shrugs and Josh scoffs. "rosaline you bitch" he continues. I watch from the side glaring at her face.

Realization hits her and she laughs. "Oh that bitch yea she left I kicked her out my party but, don't worry handsome I'm way better than her you don't need her" she looks at me flutters her eyes and bites her lip.

Fuck no. A rat in the street is better than her.

Disgust is written all over my face.

"Eww don't do that you look like a constipated monkey. please you're trash compared to rosaline and you know it" josh snorts laughing and pointing at her

"Fuck you. Why didn't y'all stupid asses go to her house"

she usually doesn't like being there alone. Her aunt and uncle aren't home a lot. If she's not here she would usually be around me, Jake or josh

We hurry to the car after dragging josh out. He goes reluctantly yelling out a few un friendly words to the dumb fucks and flips them off. we head to where Rosaline is at.

I should've let josh bring out jade that girls crazy. She went to jail a few weeks ago for breaking a beer bottle on a guy.

We get to her house and I turn the knob but it's locked. Before I knock, josh moves the mat and finds a key I snatch it from him and unlock the door then stuff the key in my pocket.

I'm going to return it of course, After I make a copy. you never know when I'll need it. We walk in and head to the kitchen since it's the only place that has light.

I look around until I see her in the corner, sleeping.

What the fuck did that bitch say to her?

I softly go and pick her up bridal style wiping the hairs and tears off her face.

As I'm walking towards the stairs, she stirs in her sleep and jerks up. She looks at me with her glossy eyes and looks around.

"Umm can you put me down I should clean up the mess first" she softly tells me and I comply to her command putting her down carefully.

I wait in the living room while josh and jake go talk to her in the kitchen.

They come out with looks of pitty. "We're going to go home do you want to stay?"

I nod and throw my keys at them. 

Rosaline soon comes out and I open my arms for her to walk in my embrace. We stay like that for a while.

A tingly feeling in my chest at her being safe in my arms.

"What happened?" I ask caressing her cheeks.

"Nothing it's okay it was just a bit upsetting"she tells me giving me a small smile.

I continue starring at her trying to figure out what went on with rosaline and that bitch.

It's not nothing. If her eyes are swollen and red it's not fucking nothing.

She gasp and I look at her worried.

"What?" I check her body for any damage.

swear if she hurt her I won't hesitate to do something to that bitch.

"I never got to finish making my macaroni I broke the package" she tells me glaring at me upset.

I almost laugh.

Almost.

Shaking my head I lead her to the kitchen and see the macaroni all in the trash can. Sitting her down I find another pack and start making it for her.

"Wow you're so sweet more sweet than my tea" she tells me showing me her cup filled with a tea.

"Look try some, it's really good" Rosaline walks up to me putting the cup to my lips and I take a sip.

It's okay.

She winks at me 3 times then punches me. "It's good huh better than any drink in the universe"

"No" it's an okay drink. She's perfect.

"Yes it is you're just in denial" she explains shaking her head. She's gorgeous.

I finish up making her macaroni and hand it to her. She kisses my cheek.  "Thank you, you're a great bestie for the restie " she gives me a thumbs up.

Fucking bestie.

She finishes her meal and tea rather quickly then we head upstairs to go bed. "We're having a sleepover Dude. Cmon let's tell ghost stories" she excitedly tells me patting the spot next to her.

"No" I grumble out fixing myself under the blanket. I take off my shirt and pants because I'm not sleeping in those. They're too fucking uncomfortable.

"Woah now cover up" Rosaline yells slapping her hands on her eyes. I ignore her and lay down. "Fine then I'll sleep naked too" I get a little too excited and stare at her waiting for her to join.

She chuckles waving me off with her hand. "Joking, you can't see my amazing bod let's sleep"

I lay down and close my eyes. Rosaline comes into bed next to me and hums to herself.

She pokes my shoulder three times before I open my eyes and look to her. "What" I grumble.

"Nothing, geez man I'm just bored" she mumbles turning to her side. I turn on my side and wrap and arm around her waist, pulling her close.

Rosaline wiggles herself against me and I hold my breath when i feel her butt rub against me.

"Stop fucking moving" I groan out. She shushes me then turns around and wraps her arm around me. She swings a leg on me and squishes her face into my chest.

"I have a better six pack than you" she mumbles.

"Shut up" I grumble.

After a while , I know she's asleep by her quiet snores. I take in the moment to really look at her. Even with her puffy eyes and tear stained face she's still the most beautiful girl I've seen.

"You're so beautiful. " I whisper down at her then place a gentle kiss to her forehead. I comb her hair once more then slowly drift off.