-John POV-

we headed to oklahoma and we're still on the road right now, normally i'm not a road trip kinda guy but with chris i'm down for anything and right at this moment in this truck i've never loved being on a road trip so much in my life. we've talked about what our life together what have been like if i wasn't the famous john cena and what her life would be like if she wasn't the famous Christina Balboa.

"would you still love me and want to marry me if i was just a retired marine that lived for rodeos and coming home to you every night" i looked over at her as i drove down the highway.

"i would still love you and want to marry you if you just a retired marine that lived for rodeos and coming home to me every night, i dont love you just for your money and the fact your famous, i love you because you make me happier than i've ever been in my life and because you changed everything" she smiled

"but i'm nothing like what your dad imagined for you. he imagined a lawyer or a doctor and i'm a retired marine with a normal mans job now and wants to be a roper in rodeos" i looked over at her again while i held her hand

"i would love you if you worked at a garage and had grease caked under your finger nails every single night when you came home and had your hands all over me. i love you because your you and you are so special to me that i dont know what i would do without you!" 

"i hope you always love me as much as you do right now. i love you with every beat of my heart" she kissed my cheek and leaned over the console to lay her head on my shoulder. 

"i will always love you as much as i do right now probably even more with time and now i can't wait to marry you and have your kids and spend the rest of my life loving you" 

"i love you christina balboa" i smiled and kissed her head. 

"and i love you john cena!" she kissed my cheek 

the long drive to oklahoma seemed to go by faster after that and if we were going on a work trip i would have said i hated that it was now going by so fast but we're going to get married.

normally that thought would have sent me half way across the world to hide from it but with chris i can't wait to be called a husband. 

i dont know what it is about that girl but i know i've never met anyone like her and i've never loved anyone the way i love her.

-7 hours later-

we arrived in oklahoma and headed straight to our hotel before we went to visit a few of the western stores to pick up our attire for our big day tomorrow then we got some dinner. 

we went to bed that night and i laid there thinking what if?

what if i could go back to the day i decided WWE was for me and change it, what if i could go back and choice to be a normal guy, to be a normal guy who doesn't have 50 million screaming fans that wont leave me alone no matter what i do. believe me WWE has been good to me but sometimes like right now i wish i was just a normal guy, i know being with me hasnt been easy for christina but shes strong, stubborn and she loves me. 

i think the best thing i can do for the 2 of us to make sure we last forever is to get out of the spotlight and when i mean get out of the spotlight i mean quit WWE and do what really makes me happy......working with my beautiful soon to be wife in the rodeo. i've tried the big fancy house in a country club kind of neighborhood and its okay but nothing beats waking up in the morning to fresh clean air and big wide open skies like here in oklahoma and texas.

she started moving and almost woke up until i held her tight again and she went back to sleep.

tomorrow she won't just be my girl, she'll be my wife and i can't wait for that.