━━━━━━ REASON ;┊
paradise in your eyes ✧･

warnings: mentions of blood and child abuse

last time y/n checked, martial arts wasn't technically essential for the heirs by of arts. even if it was, her mindset wasn't in the right state and she was ordered to train. for self defense and to become strong physically. and, seeing y/n struggle to keep up you would never hear her complain.

their butler and their mother watched in the background, standing outside the opened doorppplppof the training area the kids used to exercise.

"okay, let's take a break. you should take a shower, and afterwards, kanami will help you study." hisaki explained, softly. y/n sat on her knees, out of breath and sweating. it hasn't been twenty minutes and she's already worn out. self defense is needed at this point, she needed to get stronger. that's all there was in y/n's mind..she promised to herself that she would not be a punching bag to the kids at her school.

"she's doing progress." hisaki told umiri. she kept looking at y/n with sternly dullness. "sure..but she's not doing it fast enough." was all their mother replied before walking off to the hallways. y/n had bruises on her arms and legs, which DID NOT come from hisaki. but from her father and the kids from school. honestly, y/n blamed herself for all the trouble she is. coed herself for getting beat for not being good enough, fearing that if she would to fight back the harm would only get worse.

"i hope you're going easy on y/n." a female voice chuckled sarcastically. hisaki stopped in his tracks, keeping the towel around his neck rubbing against his neck. "i am, kana. you think i like doing thi-" "i never said you did. i'm just worried is all...mother and father don't seem to take pity on y/n." the [light/dark] haired woman frowned, worriedly furrowed her eyebrows. "i know...but i have faith in her, we all do, right kanami? she'll be good as new before the year ends." hisaki smiled at the girl leaning against the hallway wall.

his choice of words made it seem like y/n was a doll they could rearrange which ever way they want. there wasn't anything her siblings could do, but help with her issues slowly. the least they did, was lessen the bullying and the pressure on her. but there is no ignoring at the fact that their busy parents had the most power especially in their part of the art industries.

even when studying, y/n overworked herself. when she would come back from school with new scars and scratches, it was no amusement to their parents. often, they would pay no attention to them and at dinner, they ignored her suffering behind an unorthodox mask. mai and kanami were hustling with their proud careers and scintillating personalities. whenever they had their free time, they would there for y/n. hisaki...let's say he's far in his music career for his sister's stress.

he knew he had to be a big brother first, and yet he would see nao and katsuro comforting when they would come over with the little time they had in their hands. that cheered her up of course, finding the fact that there are people older than her that care for her well being. but as if it wasn't enough, that didn't stop y/n from over working herself in her room. studying her ass off and researching all about the art industries.

mai knocked on her door, opening it seconds later and spotting y/n looking like she was about to pass out in front of her computer. notes scattered all over her desk, textbooks opened to random pages and her room literally trashed. y/n didn't pay attention to her older sister closing the door behind her and make her way to her.

mai placed her pale slender hand on top of
y/n's typing right hand, stopping her forecefully. y/n hummed and snapped her head up at mai, pouting. "you need to
calm down, n/n." mai put down the snack and drink on an empty nightstand besides y/n's bed. her dainty hair was also a mess and her eye bags lurked with charcoal colours. "i need to do this.." y/n whispered, leaning against her chair. mai sighed disappointedly, lowering her eye lids.

"no, you're only twelve-" "ah!" y/n winced when mai touched her right forearm. mai pulled away hastily and observed the look on y/n's face. eyes filled with concern, mai lifted up her sleeve and saw a disturbing blue bruise on y/n's forearm. "it'll go away.." y/n looked the side embarrassedly. no one has seen this typical injury before, since y/n took a break from her junior high nightmare. they were sure y/n had no new attacks after that day.

"have you been trying to deal with this yourself?" mai asked. y/n hesitated to nod..and plainly looked at her lap, shamefully.
"my goodness, we need to treat this- is there any more bruises you're hiding?"

weak. sensitive. dumb. useless. timid.mistake.
all those insults written on her class desk, clouded her mind. speaking up for herself is an option she couldn't take because the insults were the truth. they were facts y/n accepted devastatingly. the guilty majority on y/n's heart could only clench with disturbance, forcing her to believe everything was her fault for being all those harrowing things. "no..that's the only one.."

"better be. come on. you're taking a long break.."

"wha- where are we going?" y/n closed her laptop and stood up. mai turned her head at her slowly. "after we get you patched up, why don't we go to the amusement park with hisaki and kanami? it'll be our day off!" mai giggled. y/n gaped. going to an amusement park..it'll be her first day to experience a memorable event. best to spend it with her favorite people and since she lacked friends, which didn't matter to her at that point, she agreed without a second thought.

that day, she saw the city of her home on a ferris wheel, the ember glow sunset, new sweets. living a day as a normal kid with no worries. the headache of a wretched little girl with parental issues, gone for no more than seven hours. all good things come to an end, especially ones that last for less than two days.

when her first year of junior high finished, y/n transferred to another junior high, unfortunately that didn't change anything. the students noticed how weak she is and how slow, how she fell behind her peers so terrifically. the bullying was lowered down a level of judging attention and simply avoiding y/n. only the teachers talked to her with gentleness. the students didn't care if she was part of a well known family, it's like that didn't mean squat for her either when they call her an embarrassment.

"father, i tried my best..i don't see the problem he-" "this does not reach our satisfaction, y/n. you still don't know what a cultivated producer deals with and your costume designs are not carefully drawn."
he father criticized, crumbling her sketches and throwing them to the trash. having that hard work being destroyed in less than a second, was a slap to her face. daiji walked to the trophy side of his office where he kept the prizes won by hisaki, mai and kanami when they were in school. kanami is still in college majoring in acting, theatre arts practically.

"you see this? not even half of the awards your siblings won in their life, just a few which they allowed me to keep because i was super proud of them. you were supposed to win a contest, but you earned fifth place. such a waste of potential.." daiji whispered the last part, agitatedly. y/n whimpered quietly, humiliated and shaking when her father glared at her. "you don't have it in you to reach your goals. now scram, get out of my office."

y/n ran out immediately, on the verge of tears. passing by cleaning maids and butlers in the kitchen who were not surprised to witness y/n crying in the halls. it's a wonder how much acknowledgement this meant to her despite her unfair situation. mai was in a meeting with mythic three, kanami was rehearsing her lines for a movie at a friend's house and y/n was in her room bawling her eyes out at six pm.

"shh, it's okay. you'll make your dreams
come true, i know it...your onee-chans and onii-san are here to help you~! and you should be excited to come see hisaki's concert for free, obviously! you'll see my producing skills and how amazing they are. that'll inspired you!"

y/n wiped her tears away with tissues that were displayed on her nightstand. with a poor smile, y/n broke out into a round of sobs. from the insults in her first year of junior high, it impacted her thinking to bring herself down. self hate, the key to y/n's breakable persona. when she cried her self to sleep, she dreamt the life she wanted to live. free from
her parents, having a successful job like acting, sometimes it changes to photographing and sometimes an idol, married to the man of her dreams and free willed.

what she really going to have that when she barely has any faith in herself anymore?

at ten pm, everybody was already back.
mai smiled at y/n's sleeping face, lifting the covers over her and brushing her bangs that were stuck with her dried tears out of her cheeks. "she cried herself to sleep again, didn't she?" hisaki crosses his arms.

"father at it again." he chuckled sarcastically. "stop. she's doing her best, dammit, i told you to finish the meeting earlier so we can check on y/n...." mai rolled her eyes. "i know. i know!...i wish i'm there for her all the time, being an idol really has you tied up." hisaki groaned. mai and him walked out y/n's room, going downstairs for dinner. it's depressing, the amount of time they had in their hands was not controllable and y/n spent her time with studying and researching. siblings quality time is not daily.

then, after a long week, mythic three's concert in yokohama finally came. it excited y/n tremendously, she couldn't stay still, kanami had to hold by the arms. the audience grew bigger and bigger in the outdoor stadium and girls filled the shopping areas for merchandise.

pictures taken with umiri and daiji, kanami signing autographs for her fans and y/n watching in the background with a neutral look. she wanted people to praise her like that, to ask for a picture and sign an autographs like her family. all she received was confused looks gesturing why she isn't involved as much with her own family.

"y/n! how are you feeling?" mai asked, taking a seat next to her. "i can't wait to hear
nii-chan's new song! i cannot wait!" y/n waved her fists up and down, grinning.
"yeah, she's been saying that all day." kanami laughed. mai petted y/n's head, holding her diamond necklace around her neck. the daiki n's necklace considered as a good luck charm, a blessing for victory.

"nee-san, at least tell me there won't be any blinding lights." kanami spoke quickly. mai stiffened a giggle before standing up. "guess it'll be a surprise for now!" mai called out before speed walking off. y/n smiled awkwardly and looked up at kanami, who deadpanned. the audience went wild once the lights went dim, and gave the amber sunset more spotlight than intended. y/n was fascinated by the beauty of the peachy sky before lights flashed and smoke popped from the sides of the center stage.

hisaki appeared in the middle of the decorated stage, with nao and katsuro the sides of him at a particular distance. "good evening, mythicals!" hisaki spoke into his mic, waving at the crowds. kanami leaned in y/n's eat and whispered "y'know i always thought his fandom name is peculiar but cute at the same time." y/n cracked a laugh and nodded in agreement. "to all our beautiful fans here, get prepared to be blown away with a special song for the final~!" nao threw his arm up, grinning charmingly. the noises of fangirls screaming and cheering their names never got old for y/n.

"let's get this show started!" katsuro cheered. their outfits. so mystically complex that y/n never imagined such perfection. her eyes shimmer, mouth agape, cheeks flushed at the costumes mai created without breaking out. well, she was adult but mai reassured y/n that even adults had trouble making a plan for themselves.

the sparkles, the lights, the smoke, the bowls and auto tune. the dance moves. swiftly mesmerizing to the oculus, it can trap you with a single glance. as expected as one of japan's best idol groups and stunning producer/song artist/clothe designer. one of the most respected and beloved japanese people in history.

their voices mixed well together. when the girls sang the romantic lyrics with the group, it was more comfortingly relaxing because no one screamed it and ruined the moment. after three songs, their special song came and that made more than half the fangirls cry emotionally. y/n noticed the satisfied smiles on her parents lips, how they seemed proud for hisaki and the other two males singing on stage. mai watched behind the stage and ordered her crew members to make sure everything is in place.

"🎶 a dreaming girl, a tender touch~
finding peace~ falling in love~🎶"

y/n took her gaze away from the smiles and continued to watch the sparkling show. this show was so impressing, and thanks to this,
y/n dedicated herself to work harder once they would get home and ask mai for extra lessons.
to ask for advice on how to multitask and how she mastered it. her smile grew wider when mai appeared on stage to thank the crowd for coming.

"our wonderful producer, mai l/n!!" hisaki clapped with the crowd and his family as the marigold haired woman waved energetically.
"thank you, thank you, everybody!"

"is it so amazing to have your support and we're very grateful for the awesomeness, we love you all so much!" mai blew a kiss to the audience and glanced at y/n specifically after that. her younger sister enthusiastically waved and smiled widely. as she should. "we thank you all for coming, mythicals!" nao laughed.

"WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!" "HISAKI,
MARRY ME!" "STEP ON ME, KATSU."
"NAO!"

the compliments never stopped but was so expected it almost hurts to see the attention they committed. y/n turned her head and saw the girls with different merchandise and presentations to show their love. kanami smiled again y/n, glad that this concert opened her eyes a little more and how cheerful she looked.

*BANG*

the noise of a gun. the hazardous rebarbative
noise of a sniper, is all it took to make very one panic. "what was that?" y/n questioned.
another bang was heard and this time, a corpse. a body of an eleven year old girl was seen dropping dead on the blue seats.
there was so much running y/n didn't know where to go anymore.

"we need to go, come on!" kanami held her hand, before running off with her parents. if
y/n would hold one hand, she would have been fine. "everybody get down, get covered!" hisaki yelled before running down the stage to his family. mai followed along with nao and katsuro were planned on getting their fans to safety.

innocent people died, parents died, children died, staff died. a crimson liquid bursting from the chest, head or leg. an unexpected shooting in a lovely night. y/n had black lines on her forehead, as kanami dragged her along with her parents in front. there was exit at the back, and with people running around there could be no saying if all of them got out here unharmed.

'don't let go! don't let go! don't let—'

"aah!" a girl had crashed into her while running, right into the bruised arm with the bandages. y/n fell on her side landing on her bruised arm, making it release a scar of blood. "ow! ow, ow!"

kanami got pushed as well, furthering her away from y/n as the stadium got emptied and emptied. leaving the helpless ten bodies of innocent people who lives..got taken away in a night that was supposed to be for laughs and ebullience.

"y/n!" kanami fell as well from the distressed people who did not stop and failed to tame their paralyzing fear. hisaki helped up kanami while mai ran towards y/n, out in the open.
y/n stood up, scarily noticing that we're a few people left now. heavily breathing, she gripped onto her hair with one hand, fearing the thought of dying.

"come one, let's get moving." mai helped her up and ran along. there was a shirt and broken glasses on the way. mai and y/n were to bent on escaping before the sniper took another life that they didn't care about the mess the audience left. "gah!" y/n slipped on a spilled drink and tried grabbing onto mai's arm again. unfortunately, that didn't go well as y/n strenuously tripped and hit the ground.

"y/n, mai!" hisaki ran over to help, after helping a group of girls make it out. although, perhaps y/n was too slow to run due to her bruises and gave the sniper an advantage.
"get down!" hisaki gestured his hand up and down, but rushing the girls before they got shot. how ironic.

*BANG*

y/n got protected, by mai herself. taking a shot  to her stomach. y/n's mouth opened to let out a cry. no, this can't happening. it was because she wasn't aware of her surroundings. her training went to waste, she was supposed to know what was going on and stay calm. she was supposed to be careful on where she was stepping on but because she failed to do that,, mai was bleeding severely from two gun shots  in her stomach and leg.

"no! nee-san, i'm so sorry!" y/n exclaimed as hisaki helped her move quickly as y/n reached safety. everybody in the l/n family was unharmed thanks to escaping out quickly but y/n slowed mai down. her hyperventilating took control.

"we need an ambulance, now! call them now! go!" daiji ordered their body guards that were protecting them. "yes sir."

the police were on the way and the injured people were helped by people that were passing by the stadium. it's a mystery where the shooter was firing from or how he even got inside the stadium. best guess is he's working with a betrayer of a staff member.

"mai, just hold on." kanami grasped her left hand tightly, as hisaki used his outerwear to lessen the bleeding from her abdomen and katsu ossetia outerwear to stop the bleeding from her thigh. y/n was shaking and sweating against a wall, a few tears falling from her cheeks to her chin. "this my fault. this my fault. this is my fault." she repeated over and over inaudible whispering. the look of disgust from her mother, the sight of her sister profusely bleeding and the fact she was too scared to move. such guilt.

"calm down. breath. you tripped, that's all. mai is going to live..!" nao comforted y/n. she looked at him with intense ignominy before hugging him tightly, and taking a glance at mai who tried easing her breathing and groans. "i was too scared that i couldn't even run properly..i'm such a disgrace...i'm not good..i'm useless.." y/n whispered with shivering eyes.

nao wrapped his arms around her tightly. "no, no, no, don't say that. stop acting like mai is going to die and you gave up on yourself. trust me, everything will be okay." nao rubbed circled around her back. y/n hid her flushed face on his chest, gripping onto his back and sobbing.

it wasn't long till the police had everyone evacuate before investigating the area with a professional team. the ambulance took mai and had her parents ride with her while hisaki's manager drove him and the others in their limo. the ride was uncomfortably silent, you could hear your own breathing.

when they got to the ambulance, mai was already being treated. fans were outside, worried to the core. y/n's parents have her a disapproving look when she stepped in the waiting room, with tear stained cheeks and puffy eyes. y/n looked down and sat between kanami and nao. hisaki pates her shoulder while passing by her, giving her a forgiving look.

mai was loosing a lot of blood. the gun wounds would not heal enough and these doctors never seen a gun with drugs implanted in them. they had to break the news to mai's family, immediately. after all, she only had less than two days, hours maybe. it wasn't just the gun wound that killed her but the drugs destroyed her respiratory system. the doctors did everything they can to save the precious life.

when umiri and daiji finished their sentimental talk with mai, the younger people went inside to have their time together. mai meant so much to thousands of people. her parents were crying so imagine how y/n must have been letting out her tears when her sister-

"dammit, how the hell do you put drugs in a bullet, that doesn't make any sense!" katsuro whispered yelled, holding back his tears. nao sniffled, hiding his face with his hands.
"it must be science.." kanami sobbed, caressing her older sister's cheeks. mai smiled weakly at her siblings who tormentingly accepted the awaited death. "you're so young, you can't- you can't-!" hisaki almost dropped to his knees. the stinging watery eyes defeating the urge to fight them back.

"it's o-o-okay....you'll all...be...*sharp inhale* fine..y/n, come over here..." mai croaked, holding out her hand to y/n. the girl walked over dully, wiping her tears with her hands.
leaning down, mai had more access to caress her sister's wet cheek. kanami helped hisaki to stand up from falling to his knees whom hid his tears with his sleeve. "i'm so sorry, if i had just been more careful-" "it's not your fault...yo-you can't blame yourself for panicking...." mai inhaled.

the beeping noise of the machine indicating her heart beats was goin to be a straight line soon. no one was prepared.. y/n's palm made it ways to hold mai's hand.

"promise me this....you'll become a legacy just like me and your siblings....be the hope to someone's life...." mai ran out of breath quickly, and y/n held onto her hand tighter.
"mai-neesan!"

"it's alright......just re-remember...the bravest thing you could do is to be unafraid to feel...make us proud, y/n..i love you..all..." mai's irises turned lifeless, slowly closing them. but the gentle smile on her face never disappeared.

beep

there it was. the signal of a heart that stopped beating.

"mai.." kanami whimpered, before hisaki hugged her so she can cry on his shoulder. nao turned away, taking in breaths slowly and y/n, she was crying, ugly crying more than ever. the woman who were there whenever she needed too, was gone and there's nothing she could do about it.

"i promise you..i will become a legacy." y/n whispered, shivering.

━━━━━━
PRESENT TIME

y/n closed her eyes, having a tear drop down her chin as subaru comprehended the situation more clearly. speaking of a loved one's death is difficult to talk about, he understood it better than anyone. "....after a couple of days, i decided to run away because my father's lessons got more abusive, hisaki had to go on tour in a few months and kanami decided to move to america. " she muttered, lowering her head to the garden which flowed with the breeze.

"oh, y/n...." subaru pulled her in for a hug. which y/n hugged back gratefully. this time she let out those uncontrollable sobs.  "mai didn't deserve to die..if i didn't trip, if i was careful then...she'd still be alive!"
y/n whimpered. 

"hey, hey, you were panicking and that's not on you...you know...mai would be very proud on how strong you became...you helped so many of us at yumenosaki and it's only been three months." subaru smiles reassuringly, pulling y/n's face up to meet his. y/n smiled back. "it actually..feels good talking about my problems with a friend.." y/n shyly said.
"and now, i'm going to make sure you have some fun in the next few days!" subaru squished her cheeks. he always knew how to lighten up a scene with his adorableness.

"right..." y/n nodded. "you're going to become a legacy, y/n! that's so exciting!" subaru clapped his hands.

in the work room, hisaki finished the truth with sucking in a breath and hiding his eyes with his blond bangs. anzu understood now, why y/n prefers being so distance. damn trust issues. she has always the smile on y/n's face and her wide eyes were strange, but she thought it came with her personality. now she feels the purpose for it is to hide the rest of her emotions. or maybe she's looking into this a little too much. the boys mood felt more gloom but they knew spending their time being pitiful would do no good.

y/n knew more than half of the people in the room life story's and some were still to be discovered. however, that didn't uncover most of y/n's personality. it's crazy how she changed in a span of one year and considered it as redemption.

"if she had grown up different, we would all have been a happy family...heheh"

"hisaki?" izumi gaped, after noticing how the blond refuses to look up at them. hisaki placed a hand over his eyes and rested his elbow on the table. "she was just a small kid, she didn't deserve to have the blame on her- i...i should have done a better job taking care of her..!"

anzu clutched a fist to her rapid beating heart. hisaki finally looked up at everybody.

"so, there it is...and more thing." hisaki stood up from his seat and smiled at the boys and at anzu.

"i'd like to thank you all.." hisaki bowes respectfully, taking aback everybody but the unit leaders. "for being great friends with my little sister."

"he just..." midori gasped. "of course, but, we love y/n just as much as you do, that's why we're all here!" chiaki smiled. hisaki stood straight up, gawking at his response.
"well, he isn't wrong. y/n can be a pain in the ass but she did so much for us." kiryu chuckled. "yes, your sister has come so far."
keito spoke. hisaki smiled at them.

"yeah. you're right."

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the next day, y/n woke up way later than anzu and ruri. she knew getting some extra sleep would go her and everybody else a favor. she's been stressing out for a whole week she didn't realize the lack of fun memories she needed to created. when she finished half of her morning routine, the smell of pancakes made its way to the hallways and filled her nostrils.

the boys didn't know what's y/n preferable breakfast so they had a chef prepare a stack pancakes with whip cream and [favorite toppings] that anzu added in. ryuseitai sat her down on her table and started acting so gentle and sweetly with her, y/n weirdly looked at them and at the first years. tetora and shinobu shrugged whilst midori had a bottle of whip cream.

"how did you sleep, y/n~?"
"do you want some more~?"
"are you feeling better?"
"we love you~!"

"OKAY STOP!" y/n's face flushed and she waved her arms up and down. she couldn't be frustrated with hisaki, he had to tell them or else they'd be feeling untrustworthy. after telling subaru, she's rather fine with most of them knowing what happened.   except...she didn't know how to feel about them treating her like a kid.

"i appreciate this sweet breakfast and all, but are you guys that soft on me?"

midori tensed up. "this was their idea!"
chiaki and kanata sighed. "i guessed that much." y/n deadpanned. "you see y/n, for all the advice you give us, we want to do something in return. anything!" chiaki smiled brightly. y/n stared at him for a second.

"any~thing~?" y/n smugly asked.
"well...." midori sweat dropped. "y/n, we want to be there for you when you're feeling weak, so come to us next time." kanata smiled comfortingly. y/n turned her gaze at the oddball. "oh...heh..sure, i'll do that." y/n smiled. half assed lie.

  the attention never stopped. it's the perk of being labeled as a 'precious producer'. the good thing is y/n's stress faded away by the hours. shu didn't go so hard on her like he usually does, koga as well, adonis gave her some meat and izumi took some pictures in the garden area with her. they were both decently refined photographers for their age.

at the end, y/n recovered successfully. she knew the students were going to love her dream fes, and there are going to be other dream fes to show everybody what she's made of.

hanging out in the break room do adolescents, y/n had fun playing video games with kaoru and koga on a sofa. meanwhile, anzu watched in the background neutrally. subaru noticed her silence and tapped her shoulder.
"you okay, anzu?" the ginger asked. mao looked over to where anzu was looking at, and saw y/n laughing her ass off and leaning her head on adonis's shoulder. koga say across from them, handing y/n a juice box. rei played with her hair as she was busy concentrating on the game.

"anzu, are you jealous of y/n?" mao asked. hokuto almaot choked on his drink. anzu snapped her head at mao, embarrassingly.
"is that true?" makoto seemed dumbfounded. anzu became a stuttering mess.

"no-no, no-not at all! she's m-my friend, there's no reason to be jealous....i mean...she got so many boys to be fond of her in a short amount of time, has no many talents, comes from a wealthy family, has a great appearance, she doesn't even have a flat chest-" "stop right there, anzu." hokuto cut her off. mao laughed at this.

"anzu, your beautiful and talented too!" subaru gave her a side hug. "yeah, you're amazing!" mao grinned. "you're special in your own way. you're unique!" "there should be no reason to compete, not with you girls!"

anzu forced a smile. "thank you, guys."

  at night, keito wrote a song for akatsuki with the help of y/n. she took this opportunity to research more about traditional japanese. being raised in japan meant you had to know the culture yes, and y/n knew much about it. in the modern era that is. the only history she was familiar with is her family name and a few others.

"why are you searching traditional-"
"ever since i was a kid, mai would ONLY tell me stories about the l/n successors. now that she isn't here, my brother would re-tell me a few when i want to...and i never payed much attention to history class..." y/n giggled at the end. keito grumbled. "typical..it's hard to believe you're a master at chemistry."

"ahahaha! oh, keito! you're a nerd too! you read manga!" y/n laughed. a blush coated his cheeks. "we do not talk-" "oi! i'm busy studying!" y/n took down notes.
"ugh...she's definitely back."

keito let her be and focused on his new song.
there has been one question he's been meaning to ask her. y/n's an strange girl, so  what type of guys is she into?

"what is your type of man, y/n?"

y/n looked at keito, confusedly. she thought for a while, tapping her chin. "you know what...i really like a male with a good built but..in personality, i don't know since i've never had a...cru.." y/n trailed off. a boy's image, his charming smile, appeared in her mind. that individual that may or may not be here at the training facility or studying at yumenosaki. he somehow made his way to
y/n's mind.

"no way...." she covered her mouth with the palm of her hand. she didn't...she thought...
y/n closed her laptop shut and stood up. pushing in her chair, roughly. keito gaped and looked at her. "y/n? sorry, did i make you upset?" he saw the way she frowned. a blush of embarrassment presented on her cheeks.
"excuse me. i have to go see my brother, now. but i guess...i'd like someone with a...a respectable personality. goodbye, now."

she jogged out in a hurry. keito glanced back at his work.

"love, huh?"

she thought she would never like someone this much. this could be all be wrong though. it could be her mind playing tricks on her. thats all. it had to be.

hisaki and katsuro were chatting in a recording studio, going over a new song for their group. ruri was there too, looking at her files and profiles for the hired crew members and double checking if their budge is stable.
y/n came in hurrying through the door and screaming.

"shh! this is a delicate recording-" "nii-chan! nii-chan! i need help! i need to what happens when i'm in love!" y/n cut katsuro off. ruri jumped at her yells but calmed down once the studio went quiet quickly.

.......

"WHAAA??" hisaki exclaimed.
"WHY ARE YOU SO SURPRISED? SHE'S WORKING WITH PRETTY BOYS!!" katsuro exclaimed. ruri shook in the back, clutching her clipboard close to her chest.
romantic love, an unpredictable affection and chosen by destiny in a person's life. a new incognizant feeling and word to y/n's vocabulary and knowledge.

a/n: i found this fanart and it's so cute. i decided to use it....🥺
CREDIT TO @/TEokiba on twitter