XVIII

jungkook looked into to yn eyes filled with tears and unknown hate for him
" I hate you " he heard yn whisper , making him chuckle while he leaned more closer there lips almost touching other yn turned her head to other side not able bear him anymore for her he was nothing , but a psychopath who literally dragged her in his so called marriage , burning all her dreams and hopes till nothing but ashes where left . Jungkook leaned till his lips touch her earlobe sending shiver down her mouth , heart beating louder with fear , which was obviously noticed by jungkook , and thats what he want .

Jungkook - funny isn't it no matter how hard you try to runaway and Espace me but end up in my arms .
He spoke making sure to scare the shit out of his sweetheart , though he wants yn to love him , he also wants same with fear if he can't keep yn with his love , he actually wouldn't mind keeping her with his fear . Her breath fastened more , as a hiss left her mouth feeling his soft lips gently brush on her bruise more tears spilled out of her eyes . Jungkook back away pulling yn more closer to himself or maybe the right she belonged as per him .

Yn sighed getting off the bed while jungkook just slept peacefully , her blank eyes stared at him before moving herself to the bathroom and quickly cleaned herself wearing a dress , moving towards kitchen to cook something for him . It's been already month since he brutally hit her and dragged yn back to the hell .
In this month the situation was more likely clam after that night talk jungkook specifically gave yn a cold shoulder , more likely conversation where getting less as each day passed yn was internally happy for it she had no interest in him or his crazy love which he normalised .

More often i feel like a sex toy for him , he would just drag me bed and leave next day , life was not less than living hell for me , about taehyung i know he had a good damn reason that to leave me alone , my self respect was crushing on millions pieces each time he lay his hand on me , and all i could do is cry , cry and cry , wish i could turn back just change everything back , the perfect life i wished to have with taehyung . No matter how loud i cry jungkook wouldn't care . She actually stopped taking to Alice why yn don't want anyone to be hurt that too for her .

Jungkook stepped down all dressed probably leaving for office , he sat down while served him the food and left the place moving towards room . His eyes didn't left her actions yn  noticed but rather decided to not say not a word , he quietly eat his food .
" Alice " he yelled keeping the tissue down after wiping his lips . Alice trembled bowing him , which somewhere satisfied jungkook .
Jungkook - make sure yn eats her food and takes her medicine on time and moreover doesn't do anything stupid . I hope you didn't forget why i still have you on your job .

Alice shook her head tears already filled in her eyes , she wish she could leave this place but her family was not in proper situation to face this . He smirked before getting off the chair wearing his coat and left the room for his office . Yn looked outside the locked window , staring blanking somewhere as she remember her father's word " listen yn always choose to wise decision for you and others , you can't predict anything in this world maybe one day you're laughing and the other crying " . He told yn this thing on the first day of her collage , though her father couldn't afford alot of expensive gifts for yn but he always made sure to give her and teach her right values .
Yn closed her eyes her health was slowly collapsing as days passed by , a that night after 3 days she actually fainted .

Which obviously made jungkook angry , that's when Alice entered in the room with a plate of food . She kept it down near , who just blankly stared at the plate and took it . While Alice stood there watching yn as per jungkook told her to . " Alice " yn called gently while Alice just nodded .
Yn - why there are no guards , the other side ?

Yn asked curious , all gurads from main side doors where actually down.
Alice - i..i am sorry ma'am i wont be able to tell you sir will be angry .
" If i complain jungkook will be more angry Alice " yn spoke and looked at Alice who was already looking at her .
Alice - actually ma'am sir told the guard to be kept down today .
Alice quickly muttered out and left the room , yn sighed looking down the closed window once again if somehow she managed to reach down there was still hope to runaway from jungkook " i am sorry Alice but i can't handle this anymore " she thought she knows Alice will get hurt but ..

It was mid now almost all maids where our for lunch she almost alone in entire house with few guard outside the main door , she opened the door and looked back once running as fast as she could . Alice trembled not finding yn anywhere she quickly ran to her phone calling jungkook .

Jungkook sat in the middle of conference room while the meeting he was attending , till the door burst opened with panicked lin he instantly walked over to jungkook with a scared face , he was actually scared for yn's life jungkook goes crazy if something is related to yn .
Lin - s..sir it was Alice , t..they can't find mrs.jeon anymore around .
Jungkook's eyes darkened scaring the people present but he quickly changed his face to professional one and left the room .

Jungkook - what the fuck do you mean she is not around ? Where were those useless guard ?  I am asking you .
He yelled loudly , his chest moving fast , breath quicken , lin just stood there silent unable answer . Jungkook held Lin's collar tightly , eyes filled with anger , jaw gritted he spoke .
Jungkook - i want her at any cost , go and find her immediately .
He left lin , who just bowed jungkook ,
" You're are in big trouble sweetheart"
Jungkook spoke and looked at the photo of yn kept on his table .
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Yn breath fastened , her hands where firmly placed on her mouth making sure to not make any sound , blood ran cold with fear, fuck it they knew she was missing , her ears could easily hear footsteps thumping around her body shivered with each footstep her ears head near . The enters was wide open if somehow she managed to exit the building and step out on the busy street jungkook wouldn't be able to do anything after all he had to maintain his so called innocent and respectable identity for the outside world . A shaky breath left her mouth finally feeling almost no one around her , yn stood carefully looking around she was about to take a step forward towards the door till someone grabbed her arm firmly . Her heart beat stopped , her body was gently pushed against the wall .

While his hands wrap around her waist " you're stubborn one aren't you sweetheart ? " He asked his breath fanning her neck sending shiver down her body " i.. i am s... sorry " she finally mumbled accepting her defeat , for now saying sorry was the best solution to not get hurt. 
Jungkook - i see .., how about stoping this hide and seek and return where you belong in our house .
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Taehyung - i don't fucking give a shit about how much money he wants Jason all i want is yn free from him .
He yelled on his phone frustrated enough already , his friend sigh .
Jason - and you think thats as easy as you speak taehyung , there no fucking record of any illegal work about jungkook as you spoke , yes he did marry yn without her will but for all world they are real , lovely couples .
Taehyung - would it work the other way if i somehow managed to give the evidence against jungkook .

Jason - that would work probably but i don't think anyone do this job .
Taehyung pressed his lips together .
Taehyung - leave it all up to me .
He hung up the call , frustrated the guilt was burning him down to ashes that day everyone changed he actually wondered how was yn he didn't jungkook at all " i am sorry for breaking our promise " .

Dad - i hope you're not thinking to return to that girl are you ?
His father asked in anger looking at his son , not in very well condition .
Taehyung - i wont leave yn , atleast not till she is out safe , further will be her choice , if yn wants to countinue our relationship i wouldn't mind .
He spoke getting up from the couch and took his phone kept on table .
Dad - you're making me think everything again taehyung , all you do is think about yn , don't forget you have alot responsibilities .

Taehyung - i am trying my best , the fact she is there in pain and all i could do is watch , without causing a single allegation against the man who ruined her life , my life makes me insane , restless . I don't like to shout and fight with you again and again dad , you just don't understand .
He said finally not holding himself back , just like said taehyung's parents never actually liked yn in any way , and after the day yn left taehyung , they saw his condition .
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Jungkook - i warned you didn't i ?
Jungkook asked filling himself a drink and watched yn sitting on the bed quietly , tears sliding down her soft cheeks Fallin onto her hands . He got up from his place which made yn scared as she gently crawl back m
Jungkook - i never want to hurt you .
He mumbled gently pulling her body which made her soft one bump into his hard one . His hand went to her hairs gripping them gently as he could
Jungkook - but the more i try to not harm you , the more you do something which makes me loose my clam sweetheart .

A scream left her mouth , with his grip tightened on her hairs with second passed by , anger was easily visible in his eyes her body shudder trying to clam down the anger bubbling up in her heart mocking him would only leave her who was hurt and not him . Yn's hand travelled to his one gripping her hairs , her head already spinning cause of pain in her head as well as body , jungkook left her hairs caressing her hairs .
Jungkook - with whose permission you even stepped out of the door sweetheart hmm ? I don't remember you asking me ?

" I...i " yn tried to answer back but anything came out of her mouth rather than broken words as if words stuck in mouth , looking at jungkook.
Jungkook - don't even try to play around with words honey .
He spoke smashing the wine glass in his hand on the floor , a loud voice echoed around the room , yn screamed closing her ear and eyes tightly afraid that he might hurt her again . Jungkook looked at yn terrified
Jungkook - if you would have accepted me , we would have been in different situation honey .

His cold voice brought her back from the shock , yn whimpered observing him carefully though he was looking clam , she was sure his heart was filled with nothing but intentions to hurt her , the more he shows his love , the more crazy things get . His eyes scanned over the pitie figure still sitting on the bed eyes watching the scattered glass with shocked eyes , her eyes where filled with fear of him , no matter what he does she won't accept him but rather runaway , if this is what will make her obey and stay with him he actually wouldn't mind acting crazy for her . Her hairs scattered on her beautiful face , no matter how much she changes he will love her . But unfortunately the more he loves , the more it hurts.

Jungkook instantly grabbed yns hand dragging her all the way to his office downstairs , yn yelp with his sudden action , she actually expected him to force himself on her just like any other time she prove him . Jungkook dragged her in caging her body with his arms kept firm on the table with yn between . His hands immediately caught a file down bringing it up and made yn hold a pen in her hands .
Jungkook - i hope this punishment will make you remember whose you are sweetheart .

He spoke , her eyes widened confused what he was actually speaking , but the smirk on his face along with cruel intention in eyes , where enough to make her understand whatever he is going to do was not for good for sure .
Yn looked at the file her eyes widened more , body shaking with fear .
Legal papers for selling her company as well as the orphanage , the kids they might end up on there alone .

Jungkook smirk fell , seeing yn's broken face ofcourse it hurted him , he never wished for hurting her this way but yn would never accept him , and all he wants is her only her by his side . He closed his eyes " i am sorry "
the only words chanted in his mind .
He made held the pen forcing yn to sign the papers. Yn cried loudly trying to pull her hand back , she knew how much efforts she made to build her company with almost working part - times jobs along with studies . And the orphanage , it meant alot to her as well as lily the smile on the kids face when they actually feel they are not alone all by themselves is priceless .

Yn - jungkook i am sorry ... I made the mistake not them , please spare the orphanage atleast please , I beg ...
Yn yelled crying , she won't let the kids suffer atleast not infront of this monster , she actually can't tell what he will do with orphanage , even if it means accepting her defeat , her father too was proud of her the day she thought about orphanage , he was proud that no matter how rich or poor she gets , she have learnt something that most important in life.

Her body stumbled back Fallin onto his feet , which actually made him shock her body touched the floor completely collapsing . " Yn " jungkook yelled no response " fuck " she cursed at himself , immediately picking up her body and ran in the room telling some maid to call a doctor .

Jungkook watched the doctor , sitting by her side holding her hand tightly , the doctor gulped with the burning gaze jungkook gave her , ............
Doctor - nothing to be worried sir , mrs.jeon body is just weak probably cause of skipping meals more often .
Doctor spoke keeping her gaze down afraid of jungkook , jungkook nodded and looked at yn with worried eyes .
" All i want is you to love me back "

Yn blinked her eyes , her body was feeling sore she actually didn't remembered anything in actual . Till her eyes fell on her husband sitting on the chair near sleeping in uncomfortable position , his hand held hers tightly making sure to give her a support , a sudden wave of memories passed through her mind the papers , orphanage .... She actually doesn't even mind jungkook selling her company but the orphanage it was built with walls of future and memories . The way lily helped her in each and every work .

Jungkook hissed finally waking up from deep slumber feeling some moments ............ Yn he moved his head towards the figure tears already following down her beautiful eyes .
Yn - please don't sell the orphanage ..
That's the first thing she said , when there eyes actually meet . jungkook pulled her crying body closer buring her small figure in his embrace .
Jungkook - shhh i wont sweetheart ...

" And if love be madness
May i never find sanity again "
                       - jhon mark Green

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