Patience Matrice Boyd
(Pay Pay)

Indianapolis,Indiana
2020 June 31st
Monie's house

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"I mean we never ever fought like that ever." I said to Monie.

We were talking about me and Kk's altercation yesterday.

"Y'all finna be right back together don't stress it." Monie said looking up from my stomach.

"So what been goin on with them tapes from downtown." I said

"Patience I told you we good. Quit fuckin asking that." He said

"Damn sorry for being concerned." I said rolling my eyes.

His hand then traveled down into my shorts.

"Monie why you be playing. Just c'mon and let's do it." I said

"Cause you ain't ready." He said

"Yea ok." I said

"Anyways I gotta get goin." I said getting up and grabbing my shoes and keys.

"You gonna come by tomorrow?" Monie said

"Yea"

"Ight I love you be safe." He said

"Always, I love you to." I said putting my phone in my purse.

I walked downstairs and locked the door since Monie had given me a key.

"Damn it's so fucking hot." I said as I got into my car and started it.

Nba youngboy immediately blasted.

I pulled off thinking bout if me and Kk was ever gone be good again.

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I saw Tremani, Ajar, and Rylen outside on the porch watching my car pull up.

Boy someone pissed them off, cause they faces was mugging then a motherfucker.

"What happened to y'all?" I asked walking up to the porch.

"You selling now?" Ajar said aggressively.

Fuck they found the damn drugs in my closet.

It was pounds in their by now. Monie had gave me some more to hold, but I wasn't selling them.

"N-no I'm not." I said

"PATIENCE IT'S FUCKING POUNDS IN THEIR YO DUMB ASS IS FUCKING SELLING DRUGS. I BET YOU WORKING WIT DAT NIGGA MONIE. IM BEATING YOURS AND HIS ASS." Tremani yelled snatching me up by my hair.

"TREMANI TERREL BOYD LET HER GO FOR I FUCK YOU UP." My momma said coming out the house.

"NAW HER ASS WANNA ACT GROWN LET HER GET HER ASS BEAT LIKE A GROWN WOMAN." Tremani said then he punched me dead in face.

Blood immediately came down. Everybody in the neighborhood was watching us.

"AYE NIGGA" Ajar said throwing punches at Tremani.

"YALL QUIT" Mama said running to us.

Rylen tried to break them up, but failed and got hit.

"NOW IMMA BEAT YALL'S ASS'S." He yelled getting up.

"NIGGA WHO'S" They yelled ganging up on Rylen.

"IMMA BEAT ALL YALL'S." My mama said hitting everyone.

"NAW HE NEED HIS ASS BEAT HITTING OUR LIL SISTER LIKE THAT." Ajar said

"Yea I know, but right now is not the time and you got Patience over here crying and her face is leaking." My mama said

"CUZ SHE FUCKING SELLING." Tremani yelled

"BOY WATCH WHO YOU TALKING TO." Mama said smaking him in his face.

My face hurt so fucking bad.

"LONDON!" My mama yelled.

"Yes." London said coming outside and covering her mouth.

"Go get me a cold rag." Mama said and London ran into the house and came back in like 10 seconds.

"Here." My momma said as London ran back into the house.

I hurried up and stopped the bleeding.

"Now what the hell is you doing selling drugs?" My mama asked.

"M-mama I ain't selling." I said

"Then what are those up in yo closet?" She said

"It's drugs, but I promise I'm not selling I'm holding them for a friend." I said

"Are they Monie's?" She asked

"No mama he would never do that."

"Then whose are they" She said

"I can't tell you." I said

"Well since you can't tell me you can't stay here no moe." She said

"What mama I'm sorry you can't put me out." I said

"You wanna act grown, be grown." She said

"But mama if y'all would've never went through my stuff y'all would have never found anything." I said

"So you blaming us?" I nodded.

"That's it go get your shit and get the fuck out." She said

"But mama Tremani be doing way more than me." I said crying.

"Now PATIENCE MATRICE BOYD." She yelled stomping her foot.

I hurried and went upstairs packing all my stuff that I needed.

"Mama said you can leave some of your stuff here and come back to get it tomorrow." Rylen said peeping his head in.

"K" I said wiping my tears.

"She gone let you come back in like a week." He said

"Ion think so." I said

He then shook his head and walked out.

I had carried my bag downstairs and to my car.

"Bye sissy." London said crying.

"It's ok momma will let me still come see you." I said

"Yea I know." She said hugging me.

"Bye TT" Royalty said running towards me and gave me a hug.

"Bye TT baby." I said kissing her and then got into my car and left.

I was thirsty so I stopped at the gas station.

"Hey Al" I said as I walked into the gas station.

"Hey Patience how you been." He said staring at my face.

"Ok." I said going to get an sprite.

"Wassup Patience" Jay said

"Hey" I said walking away.

"Damn Patience you selling." Kg said laughing.

"No" I said rolling my eyes.

"Tremani punched the shit outta you." Mill said

"Can y'all go please." I said

"Yea c'mon yall." Jay said

"Aww look at Jay simp ass." Trell said

"Nigga shut up." Jay said as they walked out the store.

"Here you go Al." I said handing him a 20.

"That's to much." He said

"Boy the Government don't pay you enough as much as you should having to deal wit these fools." I said referring to Jay and them.

"Thank you have a blessed day." He said

"You too." I said walking out and heading back to my car.

As I was throwing away some trash from my car a girl in a all black Hoodie and jeans wit sum tims came walking up to me.

It is hot as shit what is she wearing.

"You Patience?" She asked

"Who's asking?" I said

"Me bitch." She said pulling out a knife and stabbing the shit outta me a repeatedly in my stomach. I tried pushing her away but I was too weak to do so cause of the pain.

"Tell yo brotha pay back a bitch." She said as she twisted the knife inside of me.

"Ahhh FUCK." I screamed as she took the knife out running off

Blood was all I saw. Today ain't my day I guess. I had slid down my car holding my stomach in agony.

"NIGGA GET HER." I heard Trell say as Mill shot at the girl, but she hopped in a car and took off.

"Shit." Jay said as him and Kg picked me up and Trell and Mill ran over.

"NIGGA WHAT THE FUCK WE DO?" Trell said as his hands was shaking.

"We can't take her to the hospital. They gone ask us to many questions." Mill said

"Nigga she is dyin." Jay said looking down at me.

"You gone be good Patience jus fight keep fighting. I got you." Jay said

"Jus get her keys and we gone drive her to her ma house." Kg said as Mill grabbed my keys and we all got into my car. Jay put the upper part of my body on his lap and the rest was on Kg. They pulled off immediately zooming to Mama's house.

I couldn't believe it my brothers opps was helping me out.

"Shit her mama live close as shit." Mill said as we pulled right up to my mama house.

My mama, Tremani, Ajar, Rylen, London, Royalty, and Bria and Kellin was here. From what I could see.

Jay and Kg hurried and tried to get me out the car. While Mill and Trell was already out the car.

"Nigga I know you ain't jack my sister cause imma beat yo ass." I heard Rylen say.

"Nigga we ain't do shit, but save her." Mill said as he held the door open for Jay who got me out the car.

First thing I heard was my mama's screams.

"YO WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?" Tremani yelled.

"SOME BITCH STABBED HER." Jay said as Tremani took me from his arms.

"Fuck Patience can you hear me?" Tremani asked looking into my eyes.

I couldn't move or talk. Only listen and see, but barely. Hell I could barely think this shit hurt so bad.

"MY BABY MY BABY. IM SO SORRY." My mama yelled crying as Bria held her up.

"MA GO IN THE HOUSE RYLEN GET THE KEYS." Ajar shouted.

"Here take her car the keys is already in there." Mill said

"Rylen c'mon." Tremani said as him and Ajar got in the back wit me and Rylen got in the front to drive, while Kellin was in the passenger seat.

I could her London's and Royalty's cries. Neighbors was out there just watching. Always outside damn.

My white t-shirt was now red, and so was my legs and shoes.

My shorts was soaked with blood. They was so soaked they was sticking to my thighs.

"You gone be good Patience just keep yo eyes open for me please." Tremani said as tears fell from his eyes and he tried to blink them away.

"Patience listen you can't leave don't leave." I heard Tremani say as my vision started to blur.

"Fuck" I heard Ajar sobbing as the car moved fast. I could hear us fly by other cars.

"Patience bro c'mon don't leave. You can't leave like the rest of em." Tremani said holding my face.

That was the last thing I heard before everything went black.

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