Jiwon's POV

I opened the door slowly,being careful not to bother my mom on whatever she's doing.

I peek beside the door seeing mom sitting in the living room,watching her favorite comedy show,she was laughing and giggling. 

I placed my feet quietly at the tiles,mom's smile disappeared,replacing it with a deadly expression.

I stand properly looking down,closing the door behind me gently as possible.

Mom stand up from her seat and head to me,scanning me with her eyes from head to toe.

She looked at me with fierce at first but suddenly replacing it with a smile in her lips.

I feel a weight is lifted from my shoulders,I looked at her confused.

"Oh honey,don't be scared your mom won't scold you" She laughed at me sarcastically.

My jaw hang open "Now,go ahead and eat some good food I bought for my beautiful daughter!" She lift my chin up making me close my mouth.  

"Eat a lot make sure you will eat a lot so you won't get too skinny!" She gave me that annoying laugh again and head back to her seat giggling.

I purse my lips  and head to the kitchen taking my food with me in my bedroom,my mom smirks at me watching me get confused.

                           *~*   

What happened to her irritating attitude?

Why is she not asking stupid questions?

Why is she being kind to me all of sudden?

Where's her sex partner?

And when did she put effort in taking care of me?

I mean when did she even care for me?

J-just where,what and why?

I dropped my bag somewhere in the room,placing the plate of steak in my desk.

Mom never prepared a fancy meal for me,never.

I eat my food quietly thinking how heartless she is and now..she's being nice as a dog to her owner.

Will she continue to be nice to me?

It's just I'm not used to it.

My fork accidentally fall down the ground,I got down from my seat to grab it.

I looked at my cuts.

I stared at them for a few seconds.

"Jungkook." I smiled widely from my thoughts.

I set the plate aside and let my arm rest on my desk ,I put my thumb in my cuts and move it in a circular motion gently.

"Will you really be my light that will make my life bright again?
 This time....will you stay by my side forever?
 and never leave me?"

"Will you promise me?"

"Jungkook-ah,we only met each other for like one or two days..
How can you fall for me that fast?"

"I will try-no,I will fall in love with you Jeon Jungkook,
Maybe your really the one who will stay with me FOREVER."

"Hopefully,you will bring back the smile from my lips again and give me a reason to live again
and...heal these cuts in my arms."

My thoughts got interrupted by a thud sound as if someone tripped.

I got up from my seat and open the door,I saw my mom going down from the stairs as if she headed from my room.

Is she eavesdropping me?

I removed the thought of my mom.

Why?Is she interested in my life now?

I scoffed,of course no.

I take my dishes with me and washed it peacefully.

I headed down the stairs,the kitchen.

She's eyeing me with every single move I make.

Really what's wrong with you?

         *~*

I waked up earlier than I expect.

Maybe excited to see Jungkook?

Wah,he's the first one who comes in my mind when I woke up.

I started my morning bright and cheerful.

I got down and in my surprise mom is not there,but here's the thing,she left a letter written;

"Honey,I prepared your lunch for you,make sure to eat it! I take my time cooking that!Study hard,catch up on your lessons you've missed! and don't be late! I'm heading somewhere right now and you don't need to know okay? I'll be back when you get home.

                                                              -Your Eomma."

I slapped myself mentally.

Am I dreaming?

Well,I'm just gonna play along with her "joke" or whatever she's doing with her shitty life.

                                  *~*

I got in my seat already hearing hurtful words from afar.

Seriously what am I doing to all of you?Move on bitches,he already left and he wouldn't love any single of your slutty soul..wait,correction,AND YOUR BODY.

'Now she's flirting with Jungkook,what a slut' 'I bet she only wants his body' 'She can't even fight for herself and end up crying,such a cry baby' 'Wah after cheating on Hoseok now she's flirting on Jungkook?'

I put my head down maybe to prevent hearing those harsh words,but it doesn't even help a bit,let's just sleep Jiwon.

I was about to sleep when someone tapped my shoulder,I looked at my back to see who it is.

Of course,Jungkook,who are you thinking me?

He smiled at me,forgetting those jelly people looking at us-I mean looking at me,in disgust.

He reached his hand for me,I looked at him confused but grabbed it anyways.

He pulled me up and take me to the front of the class.

I looked at him in a confused reaction and he just smirked at me.

What the actual fuck are you doing Jeon Jungkook?

He intertwined his fingers in mine and pulled it up.

My heart beat is going crazy right now,It's been a while since I hold someone's hand like this.

All of the students is looking at us,grabbing attention.

"EVERYONE!LISTEN AT ME!" I pulled our hand down the best that I could but failed,He glared at me and looked at the students again.

"IF ANYONE LAID A FINGER ON HER" He pointed at me with his other hand "OR SAY HARSH WORDS" 

He put our intertwined hand down and slammed his hand in the desk making the sound of the of the wood echo all over the room, the students gets quiet,even a boy or a girl.

"GET
 READY
 TO
 BE
 BEATEN."

"BECAUSE" He put our hand back up again,holding it tighter.

"SHE.IS.MINE." He pulled  me outside the room and looked at me with a 'Are you okay now?' look.

I shot him a glare "YAH! WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO THAT DID YOU KNOW THAT THEY CAN GIVE ME DEATH THREATS OR ENVY MORE OR THEY MIGHT HATE YOU! AND WHY DID YOU CLAIM WE ARE TOGETHER ALREADY! WE ARE NOT EVEN DATING ALREADY! AND WHAT IF THE PRINCIPAL DISCOVERED THIS? THEY WILL THINK THAT WE ARE DOING MORE THAN ADULTS DO! I mean we did but-STILL! YOU'RE GETTING YOURSELF INTO TROUBLE!AND WHAT IF-"

He put a finger in my lips,preventing me to scold more,He looked around the hallway and..

Pecked my lips.

and give me this look.

"Shut up before I do that again."

He got closer to me and pouted his lips as if he's about to kiss me.

I stopped him by putting my hand in my face,he kissed my palm instead "Are you crazy?"

"Yeah,crazy for you."

"Don't be worried at the thing later,just so you know I want to let them know you are my girl" He poked my cheeks "Together or not,you are mine,also sorry I don't know how to make you flustered enough."

That is fuckin' enough to make me flustered as hell! Oh my god,Have mercy Jeon Jungkook,this rapid heart beat is-

"Look at you,getting flustered and argue with yourself in your mind."

I looked at him with an expression of....flustered? I looked back down at the ground and started playing with my fingers.

"Cute." I looked back at him again.

"W-what is that again?"

"N-nothing."

It's cute how he looks down with his big puppy eyes and swing his body to the left and to the right,looking like a five year old boy pleasing for an ice cream.

What? He's cute.

So why not tease him?

I looked at him straight in the eyes and take a step closer to him together with another one step making him step back.

His back hit the flat side of the locker and looked at me with rosy cheeks,slightly smiling.

I slammed my hand at  the side of his head hitting the locker making our faces dangerously close.

I know that the guy will be the one who will do this but,ours is different from those typical love stories out there.

Although I'm also FREAKING OUT IN THE INSIDE,I must stay calm,I'm the one who will take control on him.

Just remember Jiwon.

Take control.

He's the one who will get flustered!

but how?

I'm like...dead.

I tilt my head to him,getting more closer.

"Am I cute?" I  said to him with my tongue slowly saying the words coming out of my mouth,with my lashes flickering and smiling cutely keeping the distance to us close as possible.

I sure my cheeks are red as fuck,this is embarrassing.

I waited for his reaction because he keeps looking down,pursing his lips.

Maybe to prevent from smiling?

And all of sudden he grabbed the both of my shoulder and push my back to the opposite side of the locker,changing the situation between us,him placing his hand next to my head feeling his hot breath on my lips.

"Yes.princess.you.are.cute." He said looking at me straight in the eyes.

My heart becomes faster than ever,I bet he can hear my heart beat,well,shit.

I get myself together and push him away,but not too much to make him fall down,like damn look at that muscles though- oep stop it.

He smiled from my reaction "Don't try to tease me again princess."

"For your information I am the one who teased you on that night and you're like holding back your hormones and your dick is actually infla-" I put my palm on my mouth realizing on what I just said.

"You really want to play huh?" He smirked like a creep,I didn't react from his shitty actions.

He grab something from the back showing me a jar of cookies on his hand.

Um where did that come from? bitch.

I looked at the jar of cookies in his hand and back at him "How much is that? Where did you-"

He scoffed at me "Really? That's the first question that came in your mind?"

"Um not really,What's that for by the way?" He took a step closer to me but not too close,and showed me his jar of cookies again in front of me.

"Do you want this cookie?"
 Or this kookie down here?" He look back down in his crotch.

Wha- 

"Yah! I w-wouldn't want that out of your jeans you pervert!" I slapped his arm multiple times before glaring at him dead in the eyes.

My heart flutters seeing his smile,I turn back to him going back at the classroom.

I bit my lip from squealing "Yah! This is for you!" He turn me back facing him again putting the jar of cookies in my hand.

He smile at me sweetly opening the door in front of me and tilt his head signalling me to enter the room.

The teacher isn't here yet.

All eyes where on me but all those eyes started to fade away.

I sat down and looked at my side.

I forgot that he's my seatmate.

It's a miracle no whispers,glares,and hurtful words.

I'm actually worried on what Jungkook just said,this news can reach my mom and mom can threat Jungkook to pay for our expenses WHEN we are already together.I don't even know what will happen next,and the other students will envy me more and can do more than hurting me mentally but physically also,but I don't want to blame Jungkook for it.

Let's just be happy right now Jiwon,let's be happy that the one who will make my life bright again is here.

Well,hopefully.

      *~*  

The school finally ended and was about to head back home but Jungkook came.

"Hi my girl,gimme me your phone."

I swear that nickname is killing me "Why?" 

"We have a date,so give me your phone." I gave him my phone and he started entering his number.

What? Date? I.do.not.know.a.single.thing.

WAIT-A DATE MEAN LIKE UM ROMANTIC STUFF LIKE-

"Ow that hurts idiot." He hit my head.

"Oops sorry,your just lost on your own thoughts that we're going on a date.Here Princess." He kissed my head where he hit me,and gave me my phone,great thing that no one saw us around in this hallway since it's kind of late.

I looked at him and he already had his back facing me,walking away.

Rude.

What? Date? 

I started blushing like an idiot.

     *~* 

I walk back home since I can't afford to take a bus again,but I'm used to it,I love the nature.

ding  my phone vibrates meaning I have a new notification.

'Jungkookie oppa'? What the actual frick?

JDKSKSKSK.

I looked back to see him approaching me with a picnic basket,still in his school uniform.

"So our date will be today."