sorry for the lack of updates even though i started this basically a year ago

hello my name is kokichi ouma. basically my asshole dad got mad at me for not making friends at my expensive private school so hes sending me to a school for commoners. i dont have any friends and dont plan on making any in the future. i put on a nice, quiet, exterior, but in reality im nothing of that sort. i love danganronpa. joining it is pretty much my only goal in life. my parents are worried about me bc i just stay in my room all day. they used to send me to this really annoying therapist for me to talk about my feelings to.  i am actually extremely intelligent, but purposely make average grades because i dont want to stand out.

i woke up this morning. im not particularly a morning person so it took a minute a minute for me to get dressed. i hate my appearance. im not intimidating at all! i look like a girl. but i guess that would benefit me in danganronpa. i could manipulate people to hang out with me. i would never be suspected. i could easily win. i went downstairs. my mom had prepared me a breakfast of rice and eggs. "ugh that ugly old hag. doesnt she know i hate eggs?" i thought to myself. i ate the rice, and tossed the eggs into the trash. i hurried upstairs and brushed my teeth. "goodbye! i love you ko! do well!" my mother called out to me. i hate when she calls be ko. i glared at her and ran out the door.

i arrived at the school. i scowled. it was made of bricks and was painted an ugly color of green. i opened one of the glass doors. i was slightly early so there wasn't many people in the halls. being early was both bad and good. it meant less people noticed me, but techinally more people saw me because there was less of a crows so i couldnt blend in. i found my way to the classroom. i scanned my eyes over the desks and i saw one in the back left corner with a sticker with my name on it. i sat down and took note of the other students. i looked to my right. the person that was going to sit by me was named shuichi. i waited and waited. i watched as more people filled the room. i smiled. looks like that shuichi wasnt going to be here today. that meant less interactions for me! just when i was about to relax, another student walked in. he had large bags under his eyes. he must not have slept much last night. his hair was greasy and he looked creepy. not very inviting. i prayed that he wasnt going to sit down next to me but of course he fucking did. i could tell he was staring at me. he tapped me on the shoulder and i jumped. "oh! h-hi!" i blurted out. "oh sorry! did i scare you? i didnt mean to!" he said. "no shit who wouldnt be scared if you you look like youre on the register.." i thought to myself. "n-no! it's fine!" i said. "well it's just that, i see you have some danganronpa key chains. do you like danganronpa?" he smiled. i cringed."w-well, i mean- like is a strong word-" "oh don't worry! im not teasing you for it or anything! i like danganronpa too! see?" he held up his bag and showed me his kyoko keychain. i let out a sigh of annoyance. would he just shut up? i knew i shouldnt have put those key chains on my bag. i started zoning out after that and looking out the window. the teacher started calling role. "kokichi ouma?" the teacher suddenly called out. "oh! h-here!" i called out. "all right class! kokichi, can you come up here and introduce yourself?" the teacher asked. "o-oh sure" i stuttered out. "not this shit again.."  i  thought to myself while i walked to the front of the class. "u- um hi! my name is k- kokichi ouma. i hope we can get along!" i said and shuffled back to my seat and sat down. "ah that's right! shuichi, can you show our new student around the school?" the teacher asked. i smiled. "sure!" he said and swiftly stood up. relunctantly, i stood up too and we walked out the classroom.

"sooo," he said. "who is your favorite killer?" "ummm.. toko i guess.." i mumbled. "oh well. mine is kyoko." he replied. "but shes not even a killer??" i remarked. "whatever shes hot." he said. "oh hes one of THOSE fans." i thought to myself. "he only likes danganronpa for the hot girls he doesnt actually like the show." little did i know how wrong i was. "wanna come to my house later?" he asked. i thought for a sec. "should i? it would probably shut up my parents for a while.." "ok" i said relunctantly, regretting my decision immidiately.

to my surprise, the rest of the of the day went by pretty quick. then came lunch. i hate lunch. so many people gathered in one area, unsupervised, it was basically hell. i would always get targeted during this time. they did stop though.. but i dont wanna talk about it right now. maybe youll find out later on? eh probably not.

i planned on having lunch alone, but shuichi ended up finding me. he said that its not good to be alone because youll probably be targeted. 

as we were walking to lunch an ugly wrench with blonde approached us. "well look who it is. creepy shuichi, and who's your little friend you got here?" she asked."kaede please go away. don't you see im trying to show the new kid around?" shuichi said. "yo! why are you talking to my girlfriend like that? do you want to taste the side walk?" a boy with really stupid purple hair that stood straight up and a goatee asked. suddenly, shuichi grabbed my hand and took me to a nearby place behind a building. "who were they??" i asked, panting. "kaito momota and kaede akamatsu. to cut it short, me and kaede were a couple in middle school. we were both outsiders and enjoyed danganronpa. then when we started highschool, everything changed. she wanted to become a popular girl all of a sudden! she dumped me and got with that asshole, kaito." he explained. "woah, that must suck." i said. i dont really understand human emotions, but i attempted to comfort him in some way. i have no idea why i felt like doing so. normally i didnt care about these things. "yeah. we had planned that we were both going to enter danganronpa together, and we were gonna both survive and shit, but of course all that changed." he said. he looked down, i could tell he still hadnt really  gotten over her. shuichi pushed himself against the brick pillar and sat down with his knees facing me. i watched as he pulled out his lunch box and began to eat, but he turned to me. "are you going to eat or what?" he asked. "oh- um, i dont have any food with me. i usually eat when i get home." i said. then my stomach growled. "are you sure?" he asked. i looked at the ground. he laughed and handed me a bag of potato chips. "this was gonna be my after school snack, but you can have. i thanked him and at the chips. after that the bell rang, and lunch was over.

words: 1282 

published: may 2, 2020

a/n: this hasnt been edited yet so i apologize for any misspellings. please inform me if there are any mistakes!