When it hurts the way you don't want it to,
The way it breaks your insides into little pieces,
The way it turns you in between two states,
When it hurts the way you can't stop it to.

When it strikes you out of the blue,
and you can't do anything but feel overwhelmed with pain,
That's when you scream inside for it to stop and believe those emotions not to be real.

Those nights you stay wide awake,
every inch of your skin sinking with pain,
that you can no more hide away.

Even though you try your best,
to not let anyone notice,
that you yearn for something else,
you know your body needs to rest.

I feel so sorry that there is no way,
no way for you to let your body rest,
no way for you to be free from the pain,
although you hope for it someday.