Imagine kind of follows the storyline of episode 10. Requested by pisces_502. Hope you like it :) .

I stared at the doctor in disbelief. I couldn't be. "You're 2 months and a week pregnant" kept replaying in my mind as I walked out of the hospital. How did I not know? How could go 2 months without knowing I was pregnant? How was I supposed to tell Oscar? Today's Olivias day. I couldn't tell him before the quince. I couldn't tell him during. The only time I could tell him he after or tomorrow.

Before I knew it I was at home walking into the house. I don't even remember driving home. I guess it's just muscle memory or something. "Hey baby" I zoned back into the real world noticing that Oscar was sitting down on the couch surrounded by his boys. I gave him a warm smile. "Hey. I'm gonna go get ready for the quince" I didn't spend another second there.

I quickly walked to the room grabbing the dress. Being a part of a quince was stressful. I just hope it's worth it in the end. I'd rather just sit and watch, but this is Olivia. She's been planning her quince since she was little. I have to at least participate.

I did my makeup and put on my dress. "Oscar!" I yelled slipping on my heels. "What?" He groaned as he walked in the room. "Don't you what me" I rolled my eyes standing up from the bed. "Are you ready? We're already running late" I walked over to the dresser grabbing my jewelry. "Does it look like I'm ready?" He said with annoyance in his voice. "What the hell is up with you today? And no it doesn't look like you're ready. If you don't wanna go then don't. I'm not forcing you to" I sighed letting my hands fall to my side. "But it would nice if you did" I whispered as I walked past him.

Oscar has never gone to any of my family's get-togethers. I get that he's never really had a family and never had that type of relationship but I know for a fact that my family would love him. Well except Ruby. He's terrified of him. Ruby and all of his friends. I just wish we could have that relationship. But Oscar is stubborn and wants everything his way.

"I'll see you later" I shouted walking out the front door. I stood there waiting to see if Oscar would come out and tell me he'd come but he never came. I got in my car driving to Rubys. My phone rang as I parked the car. "Hey tia I'm already here I know I'm late I'm sorry. I had a rough morning" I talked into the phone as I got out of the car. I saw Paula rush out of the house with a furious look.

"Y/n! Where have you been? We need you now!" She ran over to me grabbing me by the arm and leading me inside the house. "What? What's wrong?" I asked as she led me to Mario's old room? I saw Olivia balling her eyes out. "Hey hey, what's wrong?" I asked comforting her. "I can't believe they aren't here. I want them to be here" she cried as she looked at me. "I know. I know you do. And I'm sorry that they couldn't be here okay but you have everyone else here waiting to see how beautiful you look in your dress" I smiled rubbing her arm.

"Now come on. Let's get this party started" she chuckled looking at herself in the mirror. "First we gotta fix this disaster" she laughed pointing to her face where her mascara was running.
 
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I sat by myself watching as everyone was having fun. Oscar hasn't shown up. I didn't have high hopes for him to show up but every time a part of me is always waiting for him to come. And I always get disappointed.

"Hey Mija" I looked to the side of me seeing Paula sitting down next to me. "You okay?" I sighed shaking my head. "I don't know anymore" I whispered. "What's the matter?" She frowned. "Too much is happening in my life right now. It's just not going as planned and Oscar has been such a jackass lately" I played with my charm bracelet holding back the tears. "I'm gonna go dance with Olivia. It's her night" I smiled before getting up and walking over to Olivia and Ruby dancing. "Can I cut in?" I asked Ruby getting a nod in response.

He walked away and grabbed Olivia's hand and her waist. "How you holding up?" I asked. "Never better" she gave me a warm smile.

We continued to dance and talk for a while. Soon the song came to an end. "Let me know if you need anything Olivia" I hugged her tight. "I will" she whispered. I looked over at the gate seeing Latrelle with his hoodie up. My eyes widen as I saw him raise a gun. "Cesar!" I heard Ruby yell. Then that's when it happened..

I was laying on the ground, Olivia a couple of feet away from me. I stared up at the stars noticing how beautiful they were tonight. Everything happened so fast. I didn't even know I got shot till I was laying on the ground. "Y/n!" Just as I was thinking it was all a dream I realized it was reality. It suddenly became hard to breathe. I was fighting for air at this point. I saw Cesar and Monse crouching down next to me. Monse was putting pressure on the wound.

"Y/n listen to me. You have to stay awake okay? Oscar is coming. He's coming" I looked at Cesar with tears in my eyes. "Cesar" I whispered. I tasted the taste of blood in my mouth. "I'm pregnant Cesar. I'm pregnant" I whispered lower this time. Getting tired of talking. "What? No no y/n stay awake. Please y/n" he cried as I closed my eyes.

My life was a hell of a ride. I just didn't expect it to end so soon. I still had things I wanted to do. I still had things I wanted to say. Life isn't forever. And I learned that the hard way.

"Amor!" I heard a faint yell making me open my eyes, terrified. I laid there feeling my would leaving my body slowly and I couldn't stop it. I wasn't in control anymore. And that's what scared me the most. Not dying. But not being in control.

"I'm here. I'm here" I felt someone grab my hand and hold it. Everything became blurry. I blinked back tears that wanted to still out. "Where's Oscar? Where's..." I coughed feeling my eyes become heavy? "Oscar.." I finished finally letting my body rest. Will I ever see Oscar again?

Oscar POV:

I watched as the medics took her body away on the stretcher. "What the fuck happened?" I whispered full in crying now. "What the fuck happened?!" I yelled scaring Cesar and his friends. "Latrelle" Cesar spoke up after a minute of silence. "Oscar...before you came y/n told me something" I rubbed my hand over my face. "She's pregnant Oscar" he whispered the last part.

She's pregnant.. Why wouldn't she tell me? Why didn't she tell me? How could she not tell me?

"We need to get to the hospital now" I quickly walked over to my car getting in slamming the door. Cesar and his friends got in as well. I sped to the hospital almost crashing a few times. Once I got to the hospital I ran inside and stopped at the front desk. "My girlfriend she just came in. She was shot" I cried as the lady looked at me. "What's her name?". "Y/n L/n" she typed in her name and clicked a few times.

"She's in surgery right now if you want you can take a seat in the waiting room" she gestured over to the waiting room where multiple people were at. I nodded and walked over to a chair sitting down resting my elbows on my knees and letting my head fall into my hands. In the corner of my eye, I saw Cesar and Monse sit down. "Ruby is outside with his mom" Cesar spoke.

I didn't care about Ruby. I cared about Y/n. She's the only person that actually understood me and loved me for me. I didn't have to hide the fact that I was a gang leader. She didn't care about that. She just cared that I was okay. Now that I think about it I've been a complete ass to her. She didn't deserve to be treated like that. She never deserved to be treated that way. And now I might not be able to tell her how fucking sorry I am. I just wish I could go back in time and fix it all.

"Oscar" I heard a calm voice call out in front of me. I looked up seeing y/n's tia, Ruby's mom. I leaned back in my chair clearing my throat. "She's going to be fine. She's going to be fine" she sat by me reassuring me. "I've been an ass to her..." I whispered, my voice cracking. "She'll forgive you. I know she will" she wrapped her arm around me rubbing my arm. "What if she doesn't. What if she leaves me" I finally looked at her, more tears forming in my eyes. "She won't leave you. She needs you more than ever. She can't live without you". "I can't live without her" I looked down at my hands sobbing.

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We sat there for an hour watching as other doctors came and talked to other families. "Y/n L/n?" I looked up meeting eyes with a doctor. Everyone stood up and walked over to him. "Whos her family?" He looked at everyone. "I'm her aunt" he nodded looking down at some papers. "She's doing just fine. Her vitals are stable. The bullet didn't hit any important organs. She did lose a lot of blood but the baby did survive" he looked up meeting eyes with me.

"Baby?" Her aunt asked slightly confused. "Y/n's 2 months and a week pregnant" he answered. That stuck my heart. She went 2 months without telling me? How can she go 2 months without telling me? I should've known. She should've told me. "May we see her?" I asked getting a nod in response. "Right this way" a few of us followed him to a room where y/n was connected to a machine. "She should be awake in a couple of hours," the doctor said before walking away.

I walked over to her bed grabbing her hands that were laid out perfectly beside her. I sat in the chair that was by her bed watching as her chest would rise and fall with every breath she took. My mind filled up with questions that I couldn't get the answer to just that second. I'd have to ask when she wakes but I wouldn't be able to. I don't want to ask questions right away.

My eyes wandered off of her chest and to her stomach. I didn't realize it before but you could see a little bump. I'm such a bad boyfriend. How did I go 2 months without realizing that y/n's body was changing? Now that I think about it everything about her was changing.

"Mijo we're gonna go home and take a shower. We'll be back later" I looked up at Ruby's mother. I didn't even realize that she had blood all over her clothes. "You should go too, Cesar. Go clean up" I cleared my throat looking at him. He gave me a nod before walking out with everyone. I continued staring at the door.

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I kept my eyes on y/n waiting for her to wake up. I felt my eyes getting heavier but I kept them open. I brought her hand up to my lips leaving a kiss on the back. "I'm sorry amor" I mumbled looking at her face now. Her eyes fluttered open, a groan leaving her lips. I watched as she looked around with furrowed brows. "Where am I?" I heard the pain in her voice.

"You're at the hospital" I whispered trying not to scare her. "Do you remember what happened?" I asked as she finally looked at me. "I got shot" she answered. "The doctor said the baby survived" her eyes widen as she looked down at her stomach. "Omg..it wasn't a dream" she muttered squeezing my hand. "I was going to tell you, Oscar" she looked back at me with tears in her eyes. "When?" I asked in a low whisper trying not to cry.

"I don't know. But I was going to tell you" I pulled my hand away from her wiping the tears that fell from my face. "You went 2 months without telling me y/n. When were you going to tell me? I had to find out from Cesar " her face softened. "I just found out" she bit her lip holding in a sob. "I found out before the party. I would've told you when I was getting ready but you were with your boys and you were being an ass to me so I didn't even bother. And I would've told you when I got home because it was eating me up inside but then this happened. And I'm sorry" she sobbed looking away from me.

She didn't know either.. and this whole time I was mad at her while she was fighting for her life. "The baby wasn't on my mind when I blacked out Oscar. You were. I don't even remember telling Cesar about me being pregnant. I just remember asking if I was ever going to see you again" she confessed. My heart hurt. More than it was just an hour ago.

"I'm just glad you're ok. I'm sorry I've been a bad boyfriend. I'm sorry for everything" I grabbed her chin making her look at me. "I'm sorry" I repeated. She wrapped her arms around me rubbing my back as I cried.

I don't know what I'd do without her.