I think it's time for me to get up i been sleep all day dreaming about the light skin sexiness that I'm about to. Plus Lauren's almost here i need to hurry up!
Lauren:are you ready I'm outside

Me:yeah I'm coming

When I got in the car I knew Lauren was going to have this talk about me still bring a Virgin. I already know she's going to bring up the fact that Chris is not going to have sex with me,But honestly I know he will like look at me. I'm 5,7 long curly hair. Big butt big boobs what more can you ask for.

Lauren: So Antinese you know your still a virgin,do you clearly think Chris brown one of the biggest pop stars this far is going to want to have sex with you.Lets be real. I'm not trying to mess things up for you,you still might have chance going up on the stage your fucking beautiful.

Me: I know that's why I know I'm going to be the luck girl.All I have to do is give him that eye contact! But I can't freak out cause you know once I freak out he's going to think I'm one of those basic girls that take a guy like him! I want him to look in my eyes an say" she's the one for me!

Lauren:I can see you been planning this out,we'll just have to see wen it's the time I guess

Me:I guess we do ..an wen it's happens I can't wait for ya mouths to drop........