Chapter 5 - Butterflies&Thoughts

>>Jade's P.O.V<<


Ending up on Niall's flat playing truth or dare, while Louis and Carlos played video games.


The exact first time a real smile grew on my face.


But maybe i was talking too soon.


I got a text from... Wait what?! 


Angela?!


"What the hell is your father doing?! I though he was married with your mom?! Haha! What a worthless family!"


With a picture tagged along it, a picture of my Dad making out with he's slave blonde bitch, my heart clenched calling him my Dad.


My stomached turned, how could he?! Anger, hatred, every single negative emotion filled me up, i cant bare to call him my own Father!


"Why are you crying love?"


As Harry broke my stupid thoughts.


I did'nt noticed that i was already crying.


I just shook my head, a i stood up, heading towards the kitchen, where i was alone.


I just could'nt hold back the tears anymore, as it rolled down my cheek continuesly.


These warm, muscular arms just pulled me in a hug. Harry.


My face burried under he's chin.


Harry understood that i wanted my problem to myself, but maybe i did'nt.


I can't all bottle it up, as it does everything it will to break me.


I rose my head, landing my eyes on he's concerned gaze.


I handed him my phone, as he gave me a confused look.


"Look at it..."


I said within a whisper.


He looked down on my phone, then after a second, back at me with more concerned eyes.


I just bowed my head, and started playing with my fingers, i stared deeply into my redish scars.


I was then again brought in a hug, i hugged back, as i felt he's lips pressed against my forehead, bringing me to butterflies.


It was wierd how my anger dissapeared, i was still mad but, not as i was before.


Staring at the clock behind Harry.


It was 5:34! Oh my God! I almost forgot about my show tonight at 6:00! wait! I ment blue jay misty's!


No time left.!


I pulled away, i gave Harry a smile and a peck on the cheek.


"Thanks...."


I added.


He just smirked, as we both headed our way back to the living room, finding everyone of the lads including my brother grining at us.


I rolled my eyes.


"We're going Carlos!"


I stated, grabbing he's jacket. 


He stood up running towards everyone of the Lads and giving them a little squeez.


"You need me to drive you ?"


Harry asked.


"No need! I have to stop by at someplace.!"


I replied, saying my goodbye's to the lads, as we headed out.


No time to drop off Carlos at my Aunt's , so yep! He's coming with me.


We took a cab, and got dropped off to a place a bit further from the studio, so no evidence.


Ha! I was'nt late! It was just 5:48!


I pulled on my hoodie, as i did the same to Carlos's beanie.


>>Harry's P.O.V<<


Why was she on a rush? Like she was gonna be late for something.


I took my phone, plugged on my headphones, and listened to the radio, waiting for Blue jay.


While waiting, i remembered how much problem she was carrying inside her...


*Deep Breath*


>>Jade's P.O.V<<


"Woooaaaaahhh!!"


Carlos exclaimed, as he gazed around my booth.


"Cool is'nt it?"


I asked him, with a smirk.


"Cool?! Its awsome!!!"


He replied, spinning round on my desk chair.


"Jade, i need to talk to you..."


I heard Todd said.


I came towards him.


"Why dont we add someone to know about jade and misty?"


He asked, raising he's eyebrow.


I stared at him with a confused look.


He handed me he's phone, seeing Taylor Swift's tweet about how she would love to meet me.


She's been tweeting these stuff, since the first time i landed on R.O.L.


I want to, but im scared too, im scared, that once she see's me, its not what she was expecting, like she wont listen to me on tha radio, after knowing the loner, freak girl Jade is Blue Jay Misty.


"I'll think about it..."


I replied, with unreadable eyes.


Todd brought Carlos with him, behind the booth, i was about to start.


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A/N:


So? I hate her Dad, you too? Yeah! XD so what do you guys think about this chappy? comment! Tnx!


xoxo 


-Mika

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