❝i don't know what to say but olive you.❞

          olive you, even if you don't know that i do. and i'm sorry if i haven't been the bestest bestfriend you've ever had. i know that. i know i wasn't because... look at you now, smiling with your new bestfriend. and maybe i could add happily inlove or whatever. i just hope you wouldn't leave her alone in the middle of nowhere and never speak to her again, just like what you did to me because that is just rude and so hurtful. i was there when you had your first girlfriend, i gave you advice and stuffs on how to make her yours and i was there when you had your basketball practice (i know you never knew that but i was there) i was there, you know, to help you with everything but where were you when i needed you? you weren't there. all those times when you were down, i helped you get up. all those times when the teacher scolds you, i stood up for you and explained what had happen. and at that time when you had a fight with one of our classmate, all i wanted to do was cry because i don't want you to get hurt but i didn't because it would embarrass me. i was always there you fucking idiot but yet you still saw me as a friend. but now that i had lost you completely, or you had lost me completely, all i want to do is to go back in time and tell you how i fucking felt all those times we were together.

                                                                     olive you forever, t'is your bestfriend x

Just want to let you all know that this is a true story; my story. I don't know what came into my mind to write this... Oh yeah, I might have probably heard the song "Olive You" by Dave Days featuring Kimmi Smiles and ta tah! Here it is. It's just that the lyrics were so relateable to me and I had come to realize that maybe, I should vent out my disappointment about my fucked up friendship with my ex-bestfriend. I have been hiding my story for almost a year and I thought it's about time to let go and move on because I'll tell you what, you don't want to keep reminding yourself that whatever relationship you had with your ex-bestfriend was over, done, dead, gone, ended, it's all in the past. And what hurt me the most was that he didn't even know that I was hurt. He didn't even bother to ask me how I was. But oh well, it all happened and I couldn't undo it. Hehe yeah, STORY OF MY LIFE. YIPEE NAH :D