he wants to say i love you

but he keeps it to goodnight

because love would mean some falling

and she's afraid of heights.

- r.i.d.

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PART THREE ; order of the phoenix

immortal,
hair streaked with daggers
and iron filling her lungs
and each breath invitingly toxic

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playlist

ribs | lorde

"and i've never felt more alone
it feels so scary, getting old"

paris | the chainsmokers

"if we go down then we go down together"

oh no! | marina

"maybe it is all a test
'cause i feel like I'm the worst, so i always act like i'm the best"

beige | yoke lore

"baby, do think about the past?
do you wonder if every stupid little thing has led us to this?"

three rounds and a sound | blind pilots

"now i see you 'til kingdom come you're the one i want
to see me for all the stupid shit i've done"

skyfall | adele

"we will stand tall
face it all together"

dusk till dawn | zayn

"but you'll never be alone
i'll be with you from dusk till dawn"

rebels | call me karizma

"raise some hell before we ghost
break the rules, a broken nose"

mr. sandman | syml

"so please turn on your magic beam
mr. sandman, bring me a dream"

yellow flicker beat | lorde

"my blood is a flood of rubies, precious stones
it keeps my veins hot, the fires find a home in me"

sign of the times | harry styles

"just stop your crying
it's a sign of the times"

everybody wants to rule the world | lorde

"there's a room where the light won't find you
holding hands while the walls come tumbling down"

to build a home | the cinematic orchestra

"when the gusts came around to blow me down
i held on as tightly as you held onto me"

tongue tied | grouplove

"take me to your best friend's house
i loved you then and i love you now"

into the unknown | panic! at the disco

"you're not a voice, you're just a ringing in my ear
and if i heard you, which i don't, i'm spoken for i fear"

like gold | vance joy

"and i got a feeling
like everything is possible
i'm trying to change"

ms | alt-j

"close eyes, open, close again, forget and fall asleep.
the dark seeks dark"

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