Me: I'm dreading it..

I hear the big stomps of his feet as he pounds his way down the stairs and into the kitchen. I see a giant shadow cast down on the floor. My head is down and my hearts pounding. 

me: (whispers) Alpha Kent. ( i say while my head is still bowed or i think of it as down. )

Alpha Kent: WHAT IS ALL THIS NOISE. IS IT YOU, YOU LITTLE BITCH. 

 He says while throwing me to the ground. i do my whimper and shaking and it works a little. He picks me off the ground and drags me to the cellar. I start crying.... He throws me to the floor and starts hitting me over and over again. He does this for hours it feels. He then starts to feel me and i shiver with disgust. I push him off me and make a run for it. I know that Luna is Sleeping and if its just him and me he will do more than feel me. I make it through the cellar door and sprint for the backyard. I run and run as fast as my legs can take me. I hear him shifting in the cellar. I know I have more than 20 minutes until he is done shifting i sprint faster and harder. I make it across are territory and run into unknown territory. I stop and hear whimpering.

 I realize its a girl and she is being attacked I grab a think branch off a tree and I break it making it sharp. I see the girl and she has men all over her and.... an.....d.... and they are raping her. I get furious and run as fast as my worn out tired legs can take me and charge. I slashed both men to the ground and its fatal because they are human. I see the girl and realize she is a wolf. She must not be able to shift yet. She has passed out from the pain and I pick her up bridal style and carry her. I find a cave and place her down. I am exhausted but she is bleeding everywhere and i  tear my clothes feeling the cold breeze against some of my bare skin. I cover up her wounds and get water from a river that is a few miles away. I run there and run back . I clean out her wounds and lay her head onto my lap. I fall asleep and wake up to her gone. I look around and run outside and instead of the little girl i find a beautiful women in front of me and i realize she is THE MOON GODDESS! I fall to my knees and into a bow. 

Moon Goddess: Now stop and stand up my daughter.

Me: Luna i believe you are mistaken. I have no parents i am sorry for sounding rude. 

MG(moon goddess for now on lol im too lazy): No you are my daughter i have made you through me and i am your mother your father is not on this earth my darling. I am sorry i did not come sooner i see the pain you have been through and it give me pain. 

me: mother? i have loved you no matter what has happened. i loved you and didnt even know you.  But who was my father was he the wolf or were you.

MG: my dear i am not able to have children with a wolf so after i made the four lycans i placed my eggs into the first female lycan. You my dear are The last Lycan and Also part goddess. My dear shift for me to see the beautiful wolf i have created.

me: mother i can not shift i have never done it before. I pushed my wolf far into my consciousnesses.

MG: I will teach you everything you need to know and i am sorry for what Mika did to you.

me: Mika?

MG: the first female Lycan my surrogate. 

me: ok. Moon goddess what did my dad look like.

MG: please call me mom and he was black and white. i was pure white.

me: can we start learning please.

MG: you are a very eager learner huh.

me: i havent learned anything about wolves only about cleaning and to not look alphas and luna's into the eyes.