Nicks POV:

I wake up beside the most gorgeous person in the world, Charles Francis Spring. "Good morning pretty boy." I say, getting a groan and then a "g'morning my love." In return. I slide up the headboard a bit and face Charlie as he's been quiet, he's normally a bit more chatty, even though it's early. "Okay Char, what's up?"

"Hm?" "Your obviously not okay, your eyes also look puffy, what's up?" I say. "I.. I just think I'm such a shitty husband. Your always catering for me." Charlie continues to speak but I slightly zone out, how could he think he's a shitty husband? I continue to listen to him. "And like, I'm always self harming or struggling with OCD or Anorexia but I've never bothered to ask if YOUR okay. Like you also have self harmed before but your always helping me.." I just sit there with tears in my eyes.

"Charlie, I self harmed like once because of an argument with my mum and with you. It's not something I need to be pittied for. I mean not that you need to be pittied either but you've self harmed alot more than I have and something I've also noticed is that the past couple times you have have been recently and, I'm completely fine. Aslong as I have you and the kids, I'm more than okay." I reply. "Okay, so-" "Don't you dare say it!" Charlie giggles.

*Time skip to dinner*

We've just sat down for dinner, Charlie is obviously not keen on eating as I can see that he clearly dosent want to eat. "Nick I can't.." He says. "You can Charlie, im so beyond proud of you okay?" "Nick I'm sorry I can't." He starts to cry and walks off.

"Why papa sad dada?" Blaze says. "Hes just not feeling very well baby, just stay here okay?" Blaze nods with a smile on his face. He is such a gem.

"Char." I say knocking on the bedroom door. "Go away, your probably mad at me." He replies. I know he wanted me, I disobey his orders and walk inside the room. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Nick, I'm so shitty and you are probably only with me because you feel bad for me and it's fine if you want to-" "Hey, where is all this coming from? Have I done something? Are you okay?" I sigh, kiss him and he shakes his head slightly.

"When have I ever been 'okay' Nick? I'm just a mentally ill, annoying, worthless husband." He says with his arms wrapped around his legs, sitting in a tuck shape on the bed. "Is that so?" I say grinning slightly, trying to lighten the mood. "Then may you remind me why I fell in love with you?" "Because I was just a bullied, gay schoolboy that you felt bad for." He says weeping. "No, I fell in love with you because of your gorgeous personality, your out of this world body, your looks but of course your personality matters the most because your Charles Francis fucking Spring. Your my Charles Francis Spring and when I tell you 'I love you' I mean I fucking LOVE you more than anyone and anything. I wouldn't trade you for the world my love. If you EVER need me I will be right here by your side, forever." I say, now weeping again with charlies hand in mine.

"Oh and the cherry on top, you have been clean for almost 6 months! I'm beyond proud of how far you've come Charlie, I really fucking love you."

"I really love you too. But now, your turn." "Huh?" I say confusedly. "What has been on your mind gorgeous?"

"I mean, I got a promotion at work! I meant to tell you but your way more important than money." I say making Charlie blush a little. "I'm so happy for you babe!" Charlie says, pushing me onto my back and giving me a kiss. "Thank you!!" Charlie's body language obviously changes. This kind of determined or confident kind of posture comes over him. "You know the fuck what? I'm going to eat my dinner, all of it. I'm going to fucking kill this shit." I blush, my eyes widening. I've never seen Charlie THIS confident. "Woah.. your like really hot when your this confident. I mean your hot anyways but my lord.. Anyways! Let's go kill this shit baby!"

We laugh, Charlie takes my hand and we sit down at the dinner table. We had Chicken nuggets and chips so something slightly out of Charlie's comfort zone but he finished his meal within 10 minutes! "Oh my fuck Charlie your like so hot... I love you so much." "I love you the mostest pretty boy."

We then clean up the table and sit down on the sofa. "You did so fucking good today, you aced all 3 of your meals with barely any struggle. I'm beyond proud of you!"

"Thank you Nick!"

I fucking LOVE Charlie spring.

I fucking LOVE Nick Nelson.

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Just an fyi "I fucking LOVE Nick Nelson" is Charlie's POV😃. I love you all so so much!!