17. tears

It's been already a week since I have heard about Noel and I have to admit that I'm a little bit worried. I am laying on my bed right now and I should start getting ready for school but I'm just so sad. Suddenly my door opened.


Mom: "sweetie you should get ready for school."


Me: "I know, I know"


Mom: "I made you some breakfast"


Me: "I'm not hungry"


Mom: "you need to eat something"


Me: "I SAID I'M NOT HUNGRY!"


She didn't say anything to that. She just left. I did my make up, and hair like this



And my outfit looked like this



I got a text


Marcus: Can we walk together to the school?


Me: sure


I think it's amazing how Marcus has been so kind to me and he has supported me all the time. My door slammed open and I felt how I got tackled to the floor.


Me: "JOSH WHAT THE FUCK?"


Josh: "I KNOW YOU DID IT!"


I got away from him and started to run. He was still chasing me.


Me: "what did I do?"


Josh: "you ate my cookies!"


Me: "No I didn't."


We both stopped running.


Josh: "so who the hell did?"


Me: "MAYBE YOU SHOULD ASK YOUR LITTLE SISTER!"


My eyes were watering and I could see the shocked look on his face. He pulled me into a hug.


Josh: "I'm sorry."


Me: "no, this is not about you."


Josh: "did someone hurt you?"


Me: "me and Noel haven't talked since he got to know about Nate."


Josh: "I'm sure there is a good explanation."


Me: "I miss him so much."


Josh: "I know."


He gave me a tissue and I wiped off the tears. I heard the doorbell ring. I went to the door and saw Marcus.


Marcus: "jes are you okay?"


He looked at me with the kindest eyes and gave me a big hug. I tried not to cry but I just fell into to his arms. We were sitting at the floor and I was still in his arms. He hugged me even tighter.


Marcus: "Jes what happened?"


Me: "Noel ha-hasn't sti-still a-answered t-to me."


Marcus: "maybe he just needs some time to think..."


I started to cry even more.


Mum: "Jes what's wrong?"


I just felt like I wanted to hit my mum. I have no idea why but that just what I wanted. I got up and walked near her and just looked deep into her eyes.


Me: "Noel still hasn't answered to me and I'm really worried. But I know that you don't even care."


Mum: "don't you see that he is the one who doesn't care about your feelings?"


I wanted to hit her even more now. I decided to keep my head cool so I just spit to her face and walked to my room.


Marcus POV//


I could see the anger in her face when she walked to her mum.


Jes: "Noel still hasn't answered to me and I'm really worried. But I know that you don't even care."


Mrs. Grayson: "don't you see that he is the one who doesn't care about your feelings?"


Jes' face got even more red and next thing I noticed was that she had spit to her mum' face. Next Jes just walked upstairs. I was standing there awkwardly for a while but then I decided to go to talk with Jes.


Me: "mrs. Grayson I'm going to talk to her."


Mrs. Grayson: "thank you Marcus"


She had tears in her eyes and I could see that she was feeling really bad. I started to walk upstairs to her room but right when I was about to open her room, someone grab my hand. I turned my head to see who it was and I surprise. It was...


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