april 3rd, 2017; 10:41 pm —

you don't love me back, i get it, you never will. but i need to know that you aren't friends with me out of pity, out of fear that i might do something bad to myself if you tell me that you're leaving. but don't lie. it just makes it worse. don't pretend that you want me some nights, when you're really just horny and want something from me. i'm not falling for that. i will not let you make me fall for you again. i am better than that. sincerely, your ex.