[Hitoshi Shinso x Reader] Time Away

You were one to show affection, any type really to anyone. You gave people hugs all the time, yet your boyfriend hated affection. You have been dating him for around 5 months now and ever since then he has never excepted your affection. Only in private when he was in a really good mood other wise he never wanted any.


To you it was fun to just hug him from behind and to give him a kiss. Just to see his reaction that he always gave you of disgust. No one really even knew you were dating in other classes just because of that reason. Yes you were in class 1B but you still tried to see him whenever you could. He even did the same occasionally. It even surprised you when you went over to his house and he did in fact love on you. And today you felt was one of those days but at the moment it really wasn't one for love.


You sat underneath the tree outside the school. Your teacher said you could have the rest of the day off because one of the students actually beat him during training. He kept his deal and now here you were with a few minutes to relax before you went to your boyfriend's place. You sighed slightly and looked at your phone at his contact. He hasn't even tried to contact you when you texted him at lunch. Why would he ignore you? You decided to let it be, not wanting to evidently be a bother to him any more then you already are evidently.


You never knew what was up with him, or why he even liked you for that matter. Did he just want a title and that's it, a relationship is supposed to be full of affection and trust. Yours wasn't any of that, the exact opposite to be honest.


All the time you have put in for him and he barely returns it back to you. What were you even thinking when it came to this, the first month should have been an eye opener for you anyway. You thought about him, you loved him you did but at this point in time you weren't even sure if he loved you back. It's always in private no public at all and you wanted him to show that he loved you. That he cared for you in ways other then telling you.


A tear slipped down your cheek as you sat there. You were doubting things again weren't you. You checked your messages again, no response. You started to wander through your old messages of your conversations with him. Smiling at some, frowning at others since they were quick yes' or no's depending on what had been said. Not any paragraphs as a response. You sighed and laid your head in the palm of your hands. Letting more tears flow down your cheeks. You were just done with it all, done with the relationship. You should have just listened to Kendo when you told her about everything that has been happening. Taking her advice instead of ignoring it for your own good.


"Hey you okay?" Tetsutetsu asked as he walked by. His jacket in his hand and his backpack hung loosely around his right shoulder. You sighed and wiped your eyes, giving him a fake smile that you could tell he could read easily since he frowned at you. After a few seconds He held his hand out to you with a smirk and you took it with small hesitation.


"Yeah just realizing my relationship wasn't as good as I thought it was.....maybe I should have realized it sooner or later before getting in to it even more"


"Oh I'm sorry Y/n....how about we go and get coffee sometime....I would say now but I'm hanging with Kirishima from 1A, after the Sports Festival we kind of have a friendship starting" Tetsutetsu said with a huge grin you envied so much at the moment.


"Yeah that would be nice, you go have fun then....I think I'm going to go a head and make my way home to think"


"Text me if you need anything then okay. I'm here if you need to chit chat ya know"


"Yeah I will" you replied as you walked your separate ways. Shinso would be coming out in a few minutes so it gave you enough time to just go home....no he would go there wouldn't he? You turned your head and watched as he walked away slowly. Biting your bottom lip slightly as you watched, should I go and forget about him. If I go home he will most likely head there to ask if something is wrong. I don't want to deal with him at all. You turned around and ran back towards Tetsutetsu tapping his shoulder slightly to catch his attention.


"Could I maybe come with you? You know to hang out with Kirishima.....I don't really want to go back home right now at the moment and thought it would be fun to meet him officially" you said as you ran a hand through your hair nervously. He smiled and nodded his head. Pointing toward the way he was walking and started to move again. You smiled slightly as you walked in peace, glancing back at the school as you heard the bell go off meaning class was over with.


Maybe this would be better for you...to have a break from him and think things through....yeah you need this. He'll just have to understand when you see him next that you can't do this any more. That you weren't happy and that he would soon forget and agree. That was all you could hope for.

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