FELIX

Its Sunday, and I feel lazy to leave the house. Transformation from human-to-cat and Cat-to-human is tiring. I lost many energy every morning.

Aih... What has gotten into my life?

So boring, why dont I check my phone. There's 6 unread messages from Hyunjin.

Should I read those or just ignored?

But I clicked it anyway...

Hyun💤

[Hyun💤]
Hey, lix.. lets go out
56mins ago

[Hyun💤]
Everyone's going..
56mins ago

[Hyun💤]
Lix? Reply dude
50mins ago

[Hyun💤]
Hey, new kid.. this is Han
C'mon lets go out
40mins ago

[Hyun💤]
Reply you kitty faced!
32mins ago

[Hyun💤]
Sorry for Han..
Anyway.. are you coming?
10mins ago

I sighing loudly. Kitty faced..?

Remember about last night.

Who the heck is actually Seungmin for Hyunjin? A crush? A lover? A bestfriend like Han? Or.. a childhood friend like Chris?

Why are they so closed like that?

Wait- Felix? Why did you even care? You just know Hyunjin for about three days, Felix.. three freaking days...

But my curiosity....!!

Okay lets do this..

I'll go stalk Hyunjin's IG. I scroll down to his posts which is from last year.

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h.hyunjin going out alone.. no one with me.. @k.seungpuppy @hanieSungie
I miss going out with you guys!

1 year ago

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Chrisbinnie aww poor baby.. lets go out with me next time

h.hyunjin okay hyungie!

hanieSungie sorry jinnie.. I'm still on vacation at malaysia

K.seungpuppy i cant wait to go back to korea

h.hyunjin seungminie~ facetime!

K.seungpuppy okay!

So? Apart from Drama queen, his nickname was also jinnie? Aww!! Cute.

I smile thinking about it. Then I saw one of his post with someone.

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h.hyunjin hanie!! Why didnt you tell us before snap a pic?! I could at least pose better than this... -_-

1 year ago

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hanieSungie it was just you and Seungmin look cute like that, haha

h.hyunjin evil!

K.seungpuppy yah! When was that?

h.hyunjin when we sent you to the airport

K.seungpuppy oh, now I remember

They really are bestfriends. I mean look at how they communicate with each other. How I wish I have that kind of friends too.

I pout alone.

I scroll up and this one picture capture my eyes.

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h.hyunjin my bestfriend, but now he's at LA 😭😭 i miss him

5 moths ago

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K.seungpuppy I miss you too, jinnie

binnie_channie cheesy~~

Chrisbinnie @binnie_channie stop eating cheese honey

hanieSungie I feel single😣

h.hyunjin Ouh... Hanie.. you have me here!

So this is Seungmin? Wow.., look at them! Are they just friends?

I stared at it for a few minutes until I feel something invisibly stabbing me straight on my heart.

This picture...

It giving me some feelings..

Hurts.

Ouch!

I can feel my heart hurting like it was going to explode. It shouldnt be heart attack right?

I'm too young for such disease..

"Ahhhh!!!!" I screamed. Its so hurt!!!

Why is that?!

"Its hurts!!!!!!!!" I start to tear up.

Am I going to die?! No!!!

But then all I know is.. my whole world turned black.

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NO ONE

Han just sit down on sofa. Waiting for Hyunjin.

"Hanie.. where are you guys going today?" Mr. Hwang asked, looking like in a hurry.

"Ouh, uncle. We're going to the arcade, Chan hyung wants to treat us game today." He smiled at Mr. Hwang.

Mr. Hwang then just reply the smiled.

"I'm going out now. Have fun kids. Dont get home so late, or.. your auntie will turned into shrek." He wishpered because didnt want Mrs. Hwang to heard it.

Han just laughed. He nods after that.

"Dear, lets go. We're running late. Oh Hanie, you must be here to bring Hyunjin out?" Mrs. Hwang smiled at Han.

"Yes, auntie. We've been planning to play games today." Han just smiled back. Hyunjin's family is like his second family.

"Great! Hyunjin wont be so lonely, then. ok, Hanie we're going first, while you guys are out take care okay. Tell Hyunjin to use my car." Mrs. Hwang came and crossed hands with her husband.

Han just obediently nods. "Okay, auntie." He said.

"Bye!" They left.

Hyunjin come downstairs, he is already wearing something casual. 

"Is Felix coming?" Han asked.

"I dont know.. he leave my messages on read."

"Let him be then. Lets go.. your mom told me to use her car."

Hyunjin nods.

They finally left too.

At the arcade, Chan is excitedly jumping like a kangaroo he is, Changbin just follow around him. Chan really likes games.

While Minho is already giving up. He doesnt really likes games, he just tag along because Chan provoke him using Han's name.

"Hey where's Felix?" Minho asked once he saw those 00s liners was also there.

"Right, that kitty boy. His name is Felix?" Changbin asked.

Chan just laugh. "Kitty? Haha.. yes. He is Felix. My australian friend."

"Ouh.. I'm jealous." Said Changbin.

Han and Hyunjin just lift their shoulders, signs that they also did not know.

"We texted him, but he just ignored us." Han said.

"Hmm? He never acts like that to me , nevermind let me call him." said Chan.

He then make a call.

No one picks up. Chan once again make a calls luckily this time Felix pick it up.

"H-hyu-ung..." Felix voice sounds weak and sick.

"Felix? What happen to you.. are you sick?" He started to worry.

He can hear heavy breathing from the other side. "I- I'm h-urtiing.."

"Felix?! Felix..?! Wait I'm coming to you!"

Hyunjin and Han also felt panicked.
"What happened hyung?" Asked Hyunjin.

"Felix is sick. Lets go to his house now."

They all storm outside and get to the car, all looking so panicked.

Once they get there, they went inside the house immidietly.

"Hyunjin.. you live side by side all this while?" Asked Han.

Even Hyunjin look clueless. He never know that his closest neighbor was Felix all along. He shook his head, unbelievable.

Surprisingly, Chan has Felix spare keys. They get inside to get Felix.

Felix was on his bed, eyes shutting closed and sweats all over his body.

"Felix?!" Chan is the most worried one.

Chan put his back palms on Felix's forehead to check on him. "Its burning! Lets take him to the hospital!"

"Hyunjin!"

Hyunjin startled after being called loudly from Chan.

"Yeah, hyung?"

"Lift Felix to the car. NOW!" Chan is already about to cry.

Hyunjin just nods.

He then carry Felix in bridal style and they all go straight to the hospital after that.

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Find....

Your.....

True....

Love....

"My.. my true love?!" Felix scanned this black place he was in. Nothing, just himself with those scary deep voices.

Felix can feel that he actually switched places and he is now at somewhere he did not familiar with.

"I love you." Said one voice, echoing from afar.

"I love you too.." then he can hear his own voice too.

I really love you... I will love you even if you will forget about me,

Someday...

The voices keep echoed closer and closer simultaneously suffocating him.

Felix grab on his hair, pulling it hard. He really has no idea what really happens to him. Like he was drunk without alcohol.

"Arghhhh!!!" He abruptly opened his eyes. Panting hard, panicked.

Stare around, he can recognized this place this time. It looks like a hospital.

"Hospital?" Felix furrowed his brows. Massaging his head since its killing him so much right now.

Then someone enter his room.

"Felix? You're finally awake." Chan stroking Felix hair.

"Hyung? Why are you here?" He asked, blank.

Chan just smiled. "You dont remember anything?"

Felix just wrinkles his forehead and shook his head.

"Nevermind. Dont think too much, its just your trauma attacking you again. Its normal." Said Chan in the most calm way, didnt want the younger to feel pressured.

"My trauma again." Felix just sigh.

He is really really used to it. Until at some point, he didnt even give a damn anymore.

"No, dont stress yourself. Rest, okay. I'll be outside." Said Chan, ruffles Felix hair.

"Okay."

After Chan left,

Something just not going to leave his mind.. it was...

Those quotes.

"To whom I utter love? Who is that person?"

Find your true love..

"And... Who is my true love?"

That questions will remained inside his soul.