I Think I'm Okay

Colby's POV: 


We got up and ate breakfast and then I took a shower and got ready. I walked downstairs to see Sam and Jordan sitting on the couch with Jordan laying on Sam's shoulder. I love their twin relationship they are so close and they tell each other almost everything. I am so tired I barely got sleep last night. I sat down next to Jordan and felt myself dozing off. All of a sudden I feel Sam nudge me. "Hey brother why don't you just go to upstairs and get some sleep" I walked upstairs and laid down. I knocked out as soon as my head hit the pillow. 




Jordan's POV:


Colby went upstairs to get some sleep about two hours ago. "I'm gonna go check on Colby" I say to Sam after we finish watching the movie. I walked upstairs quickly and then slowly opened our door to revealing a snoring shirtless Colby. I walk in and close the door and make my way over to the bed and sit down on Colby's side on the bed next to his him. I just sit there for a couple minutes and admire him. He looks so innocent and relaxed when he is sleeping. After a couple minutes he started to stir and he opened his eyes and looked up at me. "Hey" He says in his tired raspy voice. "Hey baby we are thinking of going to the club tonight are you gonna join?" He slightly nods and then kisses my forehead and gets dressed. I walk out and go back downstairs with Sam. Colby comes downstairs in this outfit.



I sit there and just look at him until someone's fingers snap in front of my face. 
"Bro cut the shit you made Jordan go in a fucking trance from your hotness" Sam says laughing hysterically. I playfully hit Sam's arm and walk over to Colby. He pulls me into a hug and looks down at me. I get on my tippy toes and peck him on the lips. He kisses back and we then walk to Colby's car with Sam and Kat. Everyone else was driving with Mike and Kevin. We arrive at the club and get a big booth with a table and meet up with everyone. We all got drinks and were all a little tipsy besides Sam and Mike. They were our designated drivers....... Yeah I know. HA HA. Sam couldn't drink. Okay I'll stop being mean now. Anyways. We started to get a little drunk and you know how Colby is when he is drunk. FLIRTY AS FUCK. I went to the bathroom with the girls and hear screaming outside the bathroom. It sounds like Colby and Sam. I walk out with the girls to see Colby with a girl on him kissing  his neck with his hands on her and Sam screaming at him. "Are you fucking serious you are cheating on my sister you piece of shit". Then Elton steps up and says something to Sam. "Listen I know this doesn't help but he is drunk, He doesn't even know his name right now" I look at Sam and his eyes lock with mine. The girls are behind me and they all grab onto me. I was broken. He had shattered my heart into a million pieces. I know he is drunk but how could I forgive him for what he just did. I knew one thing was for certain. HE knew he fucked up right as soon as it happened and he saw me. I ran out of the club with the girls hot on my tail and I fell in their arms. Kat was holding and hugging me for the most part with all the other girls around me. I heard the guys all walk out Colby storming out first and then Sam and the guys. Colby walks up to his car and punches it and screams at the top of his lungs with kind of scared me a little. Sam looked at me and then the guys. "Get him the fuck out of here now" Sam screams. Sam runs over to me and the girls as they get Colby in the car and drive away. We are taking mikes car now I didn't want to smell Colby's scent in his car. Never mind even look at him right now. I would break and instantly forgive him because I am so in love with him. The hardest part was to see him hurt as well. He knew he fucked up instantly and he is taking responsibility for his actions which I respect. "Hey baby girl he says as he wraps his arms around me" I cry into his chest as the girls surround us. I couldn't even talk that's how bad I was aching right now. "I know, I know" Sam said over and over again as I lay in his arms. We get into the car but Sam has to drive so I sit in the front with him while the girls are in the back. We get home and see Colby's car already there. I decided I was going to sleep in Sam's room with him and Kat. So Kat and I laid down while Sam watched Netflix. I dozed off after about 20 minutes. All of a sudden Kat and I are woken up by a huge bang and yelling. Sam comes in the room and tells us that whatever we hear do not open this door. Colby was flipping out and when he was like this I was the only one that could calm him down not even Sam anymore. "Colby look at me you need to just breathe" "Sam you want me to BREATHE, Do you know what that dumb ass slut of a girl at that club tonight made me lose, she made me lose the love of my life, the girl I wanted to marry someday, and I know what other guys have done to her and I can't even live with myself knowing that I did that. Do you know how that feels Sam. No you don't cause you aren't that type of guy. You would never do that to Katrina and I can't live a life without Jordan in it" It took all of me to not run out of that room and just hold him in my arms. I figured Sam would eventually calm him down. "Well you might just have to Colby and that is not anybody else's fault but yours."Sam screams back. "You think I don't know that, I love Jordan with all my heart and that will never EVER CHANGE. I can't even look at you now Sam. I need to talk to her" He says getting angrier. "Yeah I'm not gonna let you do that" Sam says his voice getting closer to the door. "Sam let me in the room I know she is listening to us fight right now" "Colby BACK OFF" Sam said angrily. I have never seen them this fired up at each other before. I shot up off the bed with Kat trying to stop me she grabbed my arm. I glance at her and whisper "I need to do this" and she lets go. I walk fast towards the door and yank it open. "BOTH OF YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP" I scream as I see Sam and Colby's face release with anger and look at me with sad eyes. Colby tries to say something but I look at Sam. "Get in the fucking room now" I say opening his bedroom door to show Kat sitting there. Sam walks slowly into his room and I slam the door shut and he starts to bang on the opposite side of the door for me to open it because he doesn't want me alone with him. "SAM WOULD YOU JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP" I scream. Then silence. I look into Colby's sad eyes and we both start to lean in but I catch myself. I smack him upside the face making him instantly stunned by my actions. I start to cry and I pound on his chest with my balled up fists. I start to cry and he just holds me. As much as I was mad at him he was my rock and He had always been there for me when I needed him and even though I was crying because of him I needed him right now.

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